i pray that other people don't ever have to experience the tragic horrors that i've faced in these past few years. a part of you will have died from the unfortunate losses that i've lost. life has been truly rough for me. the fact that i'm still standing is a miracle. i still cling on to hope despite grieving so much. i'm in emotional pain everyday of my life & i just want to disappear from this world. i'm angry. i'm enraged but there's nothing i can do about it. i've cried so much at night that i'm no longer able to cry anymore. i wish i could still cry but it's like my tear ducts ran out of tears. crying made me feel better. i am miserable. i just wish my mother was healed. i think she's dying but i'm not sure. she's had double pneumonia for a month now. i just pray that she will still be around. she's basically bed-ridden

View more