Yaaaaam!
I'd say yes. Yes I do want to do this. Yes I am committed to this. I would also tell you, sometimes are harder than others, and I am not always the easiest person to get along with. In fact, I think I'm generally a pretty hard person to get along with. I am moody, totally bipolar, insecure, inadequate, and sometimes a complete flake. I expect too much and give out too little. I set myself up for disappointments and failures. I over analyze things and make something's out of nothings. I worry too much and sometimes I get sad for no reason. Sometimes I have to let myself be sad for a little bit just so it doesn't come out at the wrong times. So for a night, or 2, or even a week I'll stay in my room a lot. Or atleast keep myself away from the people who don't deserve to feel my wrath. And then, after that passes, I crawl back up. It's a miracle, I'm me again. Sometimes I don't realize that by disappearing and distancing myself, I'm actually doing more damage than I would have if I had just told the people I care about in my life what was actually going on. I know I'm a lot to handle, and some days you'll want to quit. Please don't. I like this. I like you. And maybe it was easier before it had a title, but fuck it. I want to make this work. I'm willing t do whatever it takes. I will shower you in the kisses and cuddles you deserve.
If you wake up in the morning and still feel the same as the day before, I will tell you that ai feel like a lucky gal, to have you. Give me another chance to prove to you, how much a appreciate every little thing you do.
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