If you had been in suffers, I am currently in one now...

Seek Allah's help. Tell him everything u feel eventho He already knows. Empty your heart by doing that :)
Cry if u need to. Begging Him some strength. May Allah eases ur affairs, May Allah lessen your burden. May Allah strengthen you. May Allah washes away your sadness. 😊
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