Opinions on amina kioul?
I miss her so fucking much. Like I didn't know it was possible, to miss someone this much. Whenever someone mentions her I go really quiet because I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. Before she left she wasn't even my bestfriend she was like my sister and saying goodbye to her was honestly the hardest thing I've ever done. When she left I got a present of me & her together in a picture frame. She had green hair & it was when we had my water slide in the back garden. We were in bikini's & it wasn't even warm then we went to the shop got loads of crap and we slept at hers for what I think was our last night together. Even though she fell asleep it was still a great night because I got to say goodbye & spend some time with the rest of her family.
The first time I knew we were bestfriends is when I asked her to come over & it was the first time she came to my house it was freezing and slightly raining & we washed my auntie's car and did a shocking job of it & got soaked. We then went it the house & watched Harry Potter 6. With the subtitles on saying most of the film. We had our first photo together and we looked like twats but that's always going to be one of my favourite photo's I have it in a frame on my dressing table. I see it everymorning.
I regret all the time we spent arguing when we could have been making more memory's but I can't go back I also hate the fact when we were drifting apart I knew we were and I did nothing to stop it. The amount of times I've sat there thinking of the what ifs and if only's is unbelievable. The amount of times I've cried over how much I miss her. I also hate that I never have the balls to talk to her. I hate the fact when she's upset I can't just say I'll see you tomorrow and give you a hug. Because she's a million miles away. I don't know if she will ever come back or if I'll ever see agin which is what kills me most. The amount of times we spoke about how much we both wanted her to come back really made me realise that we can say it as much as we want but it won't bring her back.
I know I've said I hate a lot but the things I love I can't even begin I'd be here for years...
I love her,
I love the fact she introduced me to pottermore
I love that even after the smallest argument she's wrap her arms around me & wouldn't let go till I said sorry...
I love how strong a person she would be if something happened she'd come back smiling,
I love the way that she used to just smile at me & she's make my day
I love the fact she used to love my dogs...
& I love the fact her reaction was amazing when I gave her the harry potter poster from AltonTowers.
AminaKioul I love you so much. No matter where we are I'll never forget you babygirl.
The first time I knew we were bestfriends is when I asked her to come over & it was the first time she came to my house it was freezing and slightly raining & we washed my auntie's car and did a shocking job of it & got soaked. We then went it the house & watched Harry Potter 6. With the subtitles on saying most of the film. We had our first photo together and we looked like twats but that's always going to be one of my favourite photo's I have it in a frame on my dressing table. I see it everymorning.
I regret all the time we spent arguing when we could have been making more memory's but I can't go back I also hate the fact when we were drifting apart I knew we were and I did nothing to stop it. The amount of times I've sat there thinking of the what ifs and if only's is unbelievable. The amount of times I've cried over how much I miss her. I also hate that I never have the balls to talk to her. I hate the fact when she's upset I can't just say I'll see you tomorrow and give you a hug. Because she's a million miles away. I don't know if she will ever come back or if I'll ever see agin which is what kills me most. The amount of times we spoke about how much we both wanted her to come back really made me realise that we can say it as much as we want but it won't bring her back.
I know I've said I hate a lot but the things I love I can't even begin I'd be here for years...
I love her,
I love the fact she introduced me to pottermore
I love that even after the smallest argument she's wrap her arms around me & wouldn't let go till I said sorry...
I love how strong a person she would be if something happened she'd come back smiling,
I love the way that she used to just smile at me & she's make my day
I love the fact she used to love my dogs...
& I love the fact her reaction was amazing when I gave her the harry potter poster from AltonTowers.
AminaKioul I love you so much. No matter where we are I'll never forget you babygirl.
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