I think its already addictive... It makes things better, I know I shouldn't but everything seems to be eay after it, it takes my mind of stuff, I'm ready to goo now..xx
No you are NOT ready to go, i don't even know who you are but i know you have way too much to live for to throw it all away because you're depressed in your teens. So many people love you there is NO ONE that isn't worth anything and should be thinking like this. And if your family or friends found out about it they would be so upset honestly, cause they care about you so much. God has a plan for you honey, trust me xx