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To see the bright red paint meander down my skin
Oh you'll never know the joy it brings
The peace and tranquility that follows
It's like no other
I dont need a pen and paper to write my poetry
I dont need a brush and canvas to paint my pictures
I just need a sharp painbrush
That's all i need...nothing much. Just one painbrush. That is all i require.
Leave me be and the masterpieces i create will be magnificent. But see...you'll never see these self-proclaimed magnificant masterpieces because they're hidden in places you dont look.
Leave me be. Let me paint to my heart's content. Let me write all i want. Let me do as i please,please?
Don't try to save me. Save yourself my dear. You're worth so much than trying to chase after me. I'll be gone soon anyway. I love you though. Always have, Always will. I know i hate you I know i despise you. Our love was out of control. I'm sorry. For everything. Thank you and Goodbye.

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<3 <3 :) by the way, you mentioned you have major exams right? how are those comin' along? :)

Yeah they're okay....my next paper is next monday and from then i have papers everyday for about a couple of weeks i think:p

What were the best and worst moments of your life?

Hmm right now one of the nicest momemts that happened recently was my elder (cousin) brother caling me two days before my exams to wish me and then over the weekend he kinda gave me advice on what to do during the papers if i panic:) it Extremely sweet of him to do that. Plus my grandmum also had a few things to add. At the moment, these are the best moments. Im not sure about the worse though...they are all just scattered around

aww thank you so much!! yes, music is my unfailing companion and my only home, it distracts me from the real world that can be so full of shit sometimes :) i'll get by. love you loads! *hugs you really really tightly*

i love You so much more!!! ^^ ♡♡♡ *squeezes you* ;p

Can you truly love more than one person?

well yeah...if you include your friends, siblings, parents, relatives etc

okay that was really long. i'm sorry. you don't have to answer if you don't want to :) i just hope this too shall pass, and all that :)

Heyhey that wasnt long dear and why would i not want to answer your questions sweetheart?

that's great! :) take care of yourself xx and um i feel like i'm falling back into depression? i get into these moods where my thoughts get so negative and i don't want to talk to anyone and i just want to sit in my room and blare music.

aww baby, i really wish i could hug you right now. "It gets you down We've all been there sometimes" its okay to have negative thoughts and its okay to stay down at times....you dont always have to get back up immediately. "Keep listening to Music because it gets you through everything. I promise" music's a great unfailing companion so yeah, realy on it:) listen to music you want and need and let it help you through rough times ♡ never forget that i love you and that you're beautiful okay?

aww are you better now? :) and my weekend wasn't so great haha, i woke up at 4.30am on sunday and couldn't go back to sleep so i basically felt terrible the entire day :P and things are hard at the moment but they'll get better! hahaha :)

Yeah im much better now:) aww *hugs* do you wanna talk about things dear?

you are too!! :) i'm the anon who was talking to you last week btw :) how was your weekend?

It's great to be talking to you again! My weekend was okay:) i kinda fell ill hahah....i had like fever and a sore throat :p How was Your weekend sweetheart? Are things alright?:)

i love your answer on darkness, you write beautifully :)

Aww Thank You my dear:) you're such a darling! ^^ ♡

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anticipation as it is during these moments that I am able to shine, to prove to myself and others that I am a person of character who will never cowardly back away from challenging situations. After all, only in the darkness can one see the magnificent stars.
The dark holds many unlocked treasures. The dark is a phenomena I fear yet crave. The dark is my unfailing friend yet my greatest foe. Just like fire, the dark is a good servant but a bad master. It is indisputable that everyone has darkness within. I am no different. I do not intend to let the darkness reign over me. I will harness the beauty and the strength of the darkness and use it to my advantage. The darkness is a friend I will rely on forever, but will never let it dominate my life. I will always hold the darkness close but never too close to allow it to consume me completely.

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thoughts about the dark?

Darkness. The mere mention of the word sends a frisson of fear jolting through many of us. The darkness is indeed frightening; with the unfathomable mysteries that it hides, we can never really know what it contains. In that uncertainty, though, lies the beauty of the dark. It contains boundless possibilities; the permutations of events are limitless. The dark is one of nature’s many enthralling masterpieces and I fear the dark yet crave it at the same time. The ambiguity of what really resides in the dark both frightens and captivates me.
The physical darkness leaves me feeling lost and unsure. Shrouded in darkness, I lose my sense of direction; I lack clarity of my whereabouts. When in a room in darkness, I fear the uncertainty of what the darkness conceals. I fear the creatures and objects that may be lurking in the depths of the unknown darkness. I fear the unknown; I fear not being aware of what hides in the darkness.
More than the physical darkness, I fear the darkness that resides within me. The darkness prevalent in me often comes cascading down upon me. It engulfs me and traps me in, preventing any light from reaching me. The sleeping demons in me awake in the dark and threaten to dominate. In the dark, I am left to face my demons alone. As the darkness manifests itself in me, it feeds the demons and allows them to grow stronger. My battle against them becomes more gruelling. My herculean efforts often drain me of my zest. I fear losing to the dark and unwittingly surrendering myself to my demons; I fear the dark as it strengthens my demons and makes the battle against them harder each time.
At the same time, I crave the darkness for in the cover of the dark, I am liberated from the judgemental eyes of others. I am free to explore the endless possibilities of my imagination- the darkness does not inhibit my dreams and hopes but instead encourages them to blossom. It is when I am alone in the dark that I dare to dream. The darkness also serves as therapeutic respite from my hectic schedule. I seek solace in the dark- away from the cacophony of careless laughter and idle badinage, the peace and tranquillity of the dark soothes my mind and soul. Refreshed and armed with a calmed mind and body, I am better able to execute my tasks more efficiently. The darkness, my escape from reality, helps to rejuvenate me.
Many of us face challenging times in our lives which we affectionately term our ‘dark times’. I am no exception to that. I have grown to be wary of such circumstances and situations, often incessantly worrying that these situations would break rather than make. However, I have learned to embrace such dark moments in my life- I am apprehensive towards them and yet a part of me is thrilled when I encounter such circumstances- trepidation because these times are trying as well as mentally and physically draining, they often take a toll on more than one aspect of my life; (continued)

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do you consider yourself an introvert or an extrovert?

i would say a little of both...it really depends on the situation
i'm sorry i am unable to give a definite answer

thank you so much!! :)) that means a lot :D and i was just curious hehe. november 13th is less than a month from now...hang in there!! :))

*hugs tight* hehe i will! ^^
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hugs right back at you love :)) haha i just hope this will last, because from past experiences when i'm happy it doesn't last too long :/ when do your exams end btw? :)

Hmm yeah, i know that feel:( if you ever need/want to talk to anyone i'll always be here sweetheart....dont hesitate to send me a question alright? ♡ my exams end on November 13..why dear? U

haha i've been good lately :) better than i've been in a while! i have exams coming up too but i'm not stressing out too much about them :) but yeah, things are going well at least for now :P

That sounds great sweetheart! :) glad things are better for you right now! ^^

haha i get that feeling too when i take exams :P that's awesome that you have supportive friends!! i'm sure they don't think of you as a bother, the key is to not bottle everything up because that could lead to bigger problems :) good luck for those exams! :D

Thank You! enough about me dear, what about you? How have you been lately? ♡

i can tell that you're really sweet from your answers!! hehe it's not hard to tell :) and don't worry about those exams, just do your best because there's nothing else you can do :) i know it's hard but try not to worry about the results!! talk to your friends about it, they'll help you through :)))

Hee i'll try! Although i have to admit, right now im in 'i dont really give a fuck' kinda mood and then sometimes i start freaking out about it. Haha its quite wierd how i shift mindset so quickly without any reason :p and yeah, i do talk to my friends ALot about most things and they've helped SO much over the years^^ but sometimes its just that they're going through things and taking the exams too so i dont want to bother them too much;)

you're really sweet!! :) why haven't you been good lately? it's okay if you don't wanna talk about it :) but i hope things look up for you xx

Aww thanks dear Friend! Though,if i may ask, how much do you know about me to conclude that i am 'really sweet'? Hmm? ;p
haha i guess it's just exams -like major (national) ones that start in a few days :'( - and probably stuff in my head? it's alright though! No worries!! ^^ ♡

how are you doing? (:

it's really heartwarming that someone would actually think of me and bother to ask me how im doing; and thank you for the smile^^
i haven't been too good lately to be honest but it's okay:)
thank You for asking and stay Awesome always! *hugs :)

Short is cute! What size shoes are you?

Haha aww thanks! I'd rather be short than tall i guess:p umm i think about a size 7/8?

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