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nibbi's and their fantasies about stubborn badass guys! 🌚🥀
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Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?
we cry at our weakest,
right after that
we rise with multiplied strength. 🌚🥀
right after that
we rise with multiplied strength. 🌚🥀
Is doing makeup fun ? Ifyes tell me what to try being a boy :p
doing makeup was fun once for women...
but than it became base of our standard.
if you have pimples, you are ugly.
if you have open pores, you are ugly.
if you have pigmentation, you are ugly.
if you have black heads, you are ugly.
if you have peach fuzz you are ugly.
wax this, thread that, bleach it, tone it,
NOBODY IS HERE TO TELL ME TO FU*K THAT ALL.!
there are trillion products to tell ME,
each day that i am still not good enough.. to be confident about
my skin,my texture, my tone, my complection.
so its fun now for men, but at some point, somewhere a person will again write this ... with a heavy heart. 🌚🥀
but than it became base of our standard.
if you have pimples, you are ugly.
if you have open pores, you are ugly.
if you have pigmentation, you are ugly.
if you have black heads, you are ugly.
if you have peach fuzz you are ugly.
wax this, thread that, bleach it, tone it,
NOBODY IS HERE TO TELL ME TO FU*K THAT ALL.!
there are trillion products to tell ME,
each day that i am still not good enough.. to be confident about
my skin,my texture, my tone, my complection.
so its fun now for men, but at some point, somewhere a person will again write this ... with a heavy heart. 🌚🥀
People you may like
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Where did it all go wrong?
i dont know where did it all go wrong...
there is this world around me
ready to talk, whispering, voices calling my name, distracting me.
the light has gone, i can barely see,
with my blind eyes, i can see him walking away from me in crowd.
with my deaf ears, i can hear his giggles far away.
with my weak nose, i can smell his clone.
with my wounded body, i can feel his warmth loosing in trillion bodies around me..
but
i am trying - i will keep pushing them away,
make my way to him no matter what ...
i did whatever love asked me to do...
but still somewhere something went wrong.. 🌚🥀
there is this world around me
ready to talk, whispering, voices calling my name, distracting me.
the light has gone, i can barely see,
with my blind eyes, i can see him walking away from me in crowd.
with my deaf ears, i can hear his giggles far away.
with my weak nose, i can smell his clone.
with my wounded body, i can feel his warmth loosing in trillion bodies around me..
but
i am trying - i will keep pushing them away,
make my way to him no matter what ...
i did whatever love asked me to do...
but still somewhere something went wrong.. 🌚🥀
Damn why are you so hot? 🔥
*see her tomorrow noon at +40° degrees.
if you still feel the same marry her 🌚🥀
if you still feel the same marry her 🌚🥀
I've seen a video where a person is letting a beetle type insect fall into hot water or oil. He records the video instead of saving it. A video where a dog rips off a cat and the person just records it. People can take a living being's life for content & money.
i used to watch nat geo as a kid, that love for watching documentaries grew with time.
i had same issues, why would they let the loin tear a baby deer?
i came to know.. mechanisms of food chains are designed by almighty.
you can't let the loin die starving cuz you think eating a deer is unethical.
the number of dead / alive creatures, is planned. all WELL PLANNED.
we eat chicken have eaten trillions of them, they are still enough to feed non veg humans,
but the loins/elephants/giraffes they are not exceeding the numbers. they are still in controllable number on this planet.
so if he let if fell/ but not threw it in it. i don't mind filming it.
cats and dogs fight ... even if we don't record they do.
do not worry just try limiting the content you want or do not want to see.
good day.
i had same issues, why would they let the loin tear a baby deer?
i came to know.. mechanisms of food chains are designed by almighty.
you can't let the loin die starving cuz you think eating a deer is unethical.
the number of dead / alive creatures, is planned. all WELL PLANNED.
we eat chicken have eaten trillions of them, they are still enough to feed non veg humans,
but the loins/elephants/giraffes they are not exceeding the numbers. they are still in controllable number on this planet.
so if he let if fell/ but not threw it in it. i don't mind filming it.
cats and dogs fight ... even if we don't record they do.
do not worry just try limiting the content you want or do not want to see.
good day.
What do you hope never changes ?
the way he see's me ... 🌚🥀
I feel hurt, distracted, and confused. I'm going to get married in a few months. I love my single life but I chose to yes to a particular person for marriage. I know I have to get married but I'm traumatized by marriage. I always think of bad scenarios. I'm tired. It feels like I'm in a loop.
dear, its a massive change, it is.. and change when you cant predict what comes next builds fear.
you open door of your room without fear even if its dark cuz you know what's placed where.
but imagine a door you don't know opens where, who stand next to it,
no matter what and how many people tell you their stories u'll fear opening the knob.
cuz you fear the unknown.
marriage is a beautiful relation,
it keeps your mind in one direction, helps avoiding distractions & brings peace to life.
knowing you have your ONE, you'll be peaceful.
plus its not going to snatch your freedom instead you'll feel more of freedom with your man ...
do not worry... be happy.
& pray for yourself,
and enjoy these moments ..
you're gonna miss these days later,
your siblings, your family, parents...
i'll pray for your peace too. ❤️🌚
you open door of your room without fear even if its dark cuz you know what's placed where.
but imagine a door you don't know opens where, who stand next to it,
no matter what and how many people tell you their stories u'll fear opening the knob.
cuz you fear the unknown.
marriage is a beautiful relation,
it keeps your mind in one direction, helps avoiding distractions & brings peace to life.
knowing you have your ONE, you'll be peaceful.
plus its not going to snatch your freedom instead you'll feel more of freedom with your man ...
do not worry... be happy.
& pray for yourself,
and enjoy these moments ..
you're gonna miss these days later,
your siblings, your family, parents...
i'll pray for your peace too. ❤️🌚
If you could have dinner with anyone from history, who would it be?
its going to be some villain,
let it be changaiz khan! 🌚🥀
let it be changaiz khan! 🌚🥀
Naran ka plan krte sb
jab end per cancel hi krna hai to ao na egypt ka hi bna lety hain! 🌚🥀
Best place for honeymoon 🙈
places never make best honeymoon's.. two of you do!
i've seen couples happy on local tours, also i've seen couple fighting on same route..
spend time choosing right person, not right destination !🙂❤️
i've seen couples happy on local tours, also i've seen couple fighting on same route..
spend time choosing right person, not right destination !🙂❤️
Which songs reminds you of your childhood...? Mine : Stereo love
JUST THE WAY YOU ARE .. BRUNO MARS 🥺❤️
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i cant tell what i feel seeing people talking about others,
amir and her wife, their divorce.
ducky and his wife, their nikkah.
shahveer and his wedding,
i mean why are we so concerned?
i never wanted to know what the fuck happened between a couple,
cuz i dont care.
they both were low standard,
a man who said wrong about his wife,
and a wife who shared her husbands private videos..
and we were all cheering, laughing, making memes.. asking for more to enjoy..
where did our humanity go?
where did our sanity go?
where is our self respect?
where is our morality?
dead? paralyzed? deaf? dumb? or blind?
don't we fear, that one day we are accountable for every single deed we did.
let it be visible or invisible to the world.
do we even know we have to face Allah swt, do we believe this?
and if we do...
are we ready to face the creator? 🌚🥀
amir and her wife, their divorce.
ducky and his wife, their nikkah.
shahveer and his wedding,
i mean why are we so concerned?
i never wanted to know what the fuck happened between a couple,
cuz i dont care.
they both were low standard,
a man who said wrong about his wife,
and a wife who shared her husbands private videos..
and we were all cheering, laughing, making memes.. asking for more to enjoy..
where did our humanity go?
where did our sanity go?
where is our self respect?
where is our morality?
dead? paralyzed? deaf? dumb? or blind?
don't we fear, that one day we are accountable for every single deed we did.
let it be visible or invisible to the world.
do we even know we have to face Allah swt, do we believe this?
and if we do...
are we ready to face the creator? 🌚🥀
How do you maintain your anger issues?
pro tip: I DON'T.
if somebody really pisses me off,
i make sure i turn that day into their darkest nightmare.
peace of mind is important.
so don't control it.
fu*k everybody's day when someone spoils your mood.
make it a two way street. dude.
world doesn't deserves angels.🌚🥀
if somebody really pisses me off,
i make sure i turn that day into their darkest nightmare.
peace of mind is important.
so don't control it.
fu*k everybody's day when someone spoils your mood.
make it a two way street. dude.
world doesn't deserves angels.🌚🥀
my university is offering language courses as a subject (gpa will be included too) and the option is Arabic, Spanish and Chinese. which one should i go for?
choose spanish or chinese.. if you want some edge over people of your age in practical life i-e CVs.
and choose arabic if you wanna see and learn your religion in a spiritual way.
choice is yours.
arabic does not help much in career, but it might clarify many things about religion.
but in both choices its you who need to decide what fruit are you craving for... now! 🌚🥀
and choose arabic if you wanna see and learn your religion in a spiritual way.
choice is yours.
arabic does not help much in career, but it might clarify many things about religion.
but in both choices its you who need to decide what fruit are you craving for... now! 🌚🥀
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I love him but I'm afraid of telling him if he rejects me?
trust me wounds of rejection heels up with time..
but the continuous steady attacks of regret of not asking,
and your mind engaged in scenarios like "WHAT IF"..
eats your peace like termites,
kills your happiness
makes you loose the REAL YOU.
so better be rejected by a random person,
rather being slave of HIS/HER thoughts for the rest of your life. ❤️🥀
but the continuous steady attacks of regret of not asking,
and your mind engaged in scenarios like "WHAT IF"..
eats your peace like termites,
kills your happiness
makes you loose the REAL YOU.
so better be rejected by a random person,
rather being slave of HIS/HER thoughts for the rest of your life. ❤️🥀
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rate it. 🙂🌸
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adopted her years ago... i still love her more than many humans around me! 🌚🥀
I am 19. She is 39 with 3 kids. Ab kia karain. 💙
astagfar karain! 🙂🌸
Tumharay jaisi at least 2 bchian roz raat ko meray sath soti hain. Agar main tumhain importance de raha hoon tu apki auqat main raho. Period
achaaa???
mere jesi aik yani k MAI to ap ko lift nai krwa rahi..
soch rhi hu mere jesi ATLEAST do BACHOYION ko bister tak lejany me ap ko kitni minat krni prhti hogi HER RAAT!
PERIOD. MF! 🙂🥀
mere jesi aik yani k MAI to ap ko lift nai krwa rahi..
soch rhi hu mere jesi ATLEAST do BACHOYION ko bister tak lejany me ap ko kitni minat krni prhti hogi HER RAAT!
PERIOD. MF! 🙂🥀
I am introvert but earn around 600+K per month and have a house in Lahore, have car.. who is up for some genuine friendship :) no negative vibes 💯
ouch! even the wealthy are lonely ...
imagine attracting somebody with your income, car and house..
and expecting a genuine FRIENDSHIP ! 🌚🥀
imagine attracting somebody with your income, car and house..
and expecting a genuine FRIENDSHIP ! 🌚🥀
If you could ask the opposite gender one question and they had to be completely honest, what would you ask them?
why do men fell in love with bitches only? 🌚🥀
Chalo bahir chalay 🥺
chalo! i'm sick of these mono color walls around me.🌚🥀
I mean did you ever kiss an adult guy on the lips?
i would have answered that, but my mind keeps diverting my thought with a second thought "what's your concern"?
Would you like to have residence in the mountain or by the beach?
if its luxurious, designer house with modest fashion accessories.
let it be in hell. i'll love it. 🌚🥀
let it be in hell. i'll love it. 🌚🥀
Tum Eid manate reh jaogay unko koi aur mana lega.
jo kisi aur k manany se maan jaye,
esey kisi k honay se.. naa hona hi behtar hai! 🌚🥀
esey kisi k honay se.. naa hona hi behtar hai! 🌚🥀
Kia apko bhi fouji Pasand hain?
there was a time,
but than i got a chance to get closer to one.
they are robots,
they function in a particular frame,
either they'll see you burn without a blink, or they'll burn down the whole world for you.
they come along with a good package,
respectful earning,
many hidden and visible materialistic blessings,
but,
they come with one condition.
a condition not all can survive with..
cuz' people of armed forces are ghost to other relations.
you spend days and night for moths praying seeing you man one more time.. alive.
they visit for 15 days, you survive with their womb in you for next year, all alone.
asking other men of his family to take you to the doctor ...
and he visits every two year... for that other child,
how'd life be?
caged in a cage of gold and diamonds, placed somewhere in heaven.
still if its a cage ... life is hard.
women who marry them have big hearts, powerful minds and calm souls.
i am not one of them.
so i QUIT.
were my very last words of our very first chat. 🌚🥀
but than i got a chance to get closer to one.
they are robots,
they function in a particular frame,
either they'll see you burn without a blink, or they'll burn down the whole world for you.
they come along with a good package,
respectful earning,
many hidden and visible materialistic blessings,
but,
they come with one condition.
a condition not all can survive with..
cuz' people of armed forces are ghost to other relations.
you spend days and night for moths praying seeing you man one more time.. alive.
they visit for 15 days, you survive with their womb in you for next year, all alone.
asking other men of his family to take you to the doctor ...
and he visits every two year... for that other child,
how'd life be?
caged in a cage of gold and diamonds, placed somewhere in heaven.
still if its a cage ... life is hard.
women who marry them have big hearts, powerful minds and calm souls.
i am not one of them.
so i QUIT.
were my very last words of our very first chat. 🌚🥀
Whats in your mind?
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Thoughts on cousin marriages?
you cant be cheesy or romantic ... around your cousins
imagine it with your cousin. 🌚🥀
imagine it with your cousin. 🌚🥀
Where are you lost 😠
because of the love that never belongs to me ~
I loved him desperately and he knew it well,
I badly wanted to hold his hand so tight at that time,
so I could beg him to please be with me I can, i will and i could face everything,
I said to him so many times that "you mean a lot to me, i cried..
I don't want anything in my life but you, just you.
I love your assent ,
I love the sparkle in your eyes ,
I love the things belong to you, please be with me...
please, I love you so badly,i fear i wouldn't survive...
And then the whole earth and all the skies just fell on me when he said...
" I never approached you, did I ??
I never said... i never asked for that love you call sacred, i never wanted you to love me that deeply in first place, did I ?
I never asked you to do things for me, did I ?
You better not blame me of anything. so leave.
i dint know why did that man why you did this to me?
why didnt you said that you don't like me, you never said or asked for my love but why would you connect to a stranger for no reason?
-accept that u are a cheat,
you should have told me earlier that your parents never approve me? but you never said that you don't have the courage.
- accept that u are a coward.
you should have told me that you are interesting in someone else. but you always kept playing around with words.
-accept that you are a liar.
but why did you said all those cheesy things MF* ILY OR I LOVE YOU WHATS THE DIFFERENCE.
????????
You don't realize what you did to me, my chest is still burning with all those your words , I still can't respect myself,
I watch person within your thoughts , it's tiring that I can't believe anyone now , it's hurting that I can't love myself, it's abusing that how you treat me , but you know one thing change in me "I loved you"
And maybe someday I can gain enough energy to forgive myself too.
but you...
trust me you never deserved the purity i had for you. GO TO HELL!🦋
I loved him desperately and he knew it well,
I badly wanted to hold his hand so tight at that time,
so I could beg him to please be with me I can, i will and i could face everything,
I said to him so many times that "you mean a lot to me, i cried..
I don't want anything in my life but you, just you.
I love your assent ,
I love the sparkle in your eyes ,
I love the things belong to you, please be with me...
please, I love you so badly,i fear i wouldn't survive...
And then the whole earth and all the skies just fell on me when he said...
" I never approached you, did I ??
I never said... i never asked for that love you call sacred, i never wanted you to love me that deeply in first place, did I ?
I never asked you to do things for me, did I ?
You better not blame me of anything. so leave.
i dint know why did that man why you did this to me?
why didnt you said that you don't like me, you never said or asked for my love but why would you connect to a stranger for no reason?
-accept that u are a cheat,
you should have told me earlier that your parents never approve me? but you never said that you don't have the courage.
- accept that u are a coward.
you should have told me that you are interesting in someone else. but you always kept playing around with words.
-accept that you are a liar.
but why did you said all those cheesy things MF* ILY OR I LOVE YOU WHATS THE DIFFERENCE.
????????
You don't realize what you did to me, my chest is still burning with all those your words , I still can't respect myself,
I watch person within your thoughts , it's tiring that I can't believe anyone now , it's hurting that I can't love myself, it's abusing that how you treat me , but you know one thing change in me "I loved you"
And maybe someday I can gain enough energy to forgive myself too.
but you...
trust me you never deserved the purity i had for you. GO TO HELL!🦋
What makes you sad?
کہ جس نے ٹھان رکھی ہو،
دامن چھڑانے کی۔۔
کہ جس نے ویران رستے پر،
اکیلا چھوڑ جانا ہو۔۔
کہ جس نے یوں ذرا سی بات پر،
روٹھ جانا ہو۔۔
کہ جس نے مکمل زندگی کی آس دے کر،
ادھورا چھوڑ جانا ہو۔۔
اُسے آواز دینے کا،
اُسے واپس بلانے کا،
کوئی مقصد نہیں بچتا،
کوئی منطق نہیں بنتی...
اُسے پرواز کرنے دو،
کہ آخر کہاں تک ہے اُڑان اُسکی
اُسے خاموش نظروں سے،
بس تم دیکھتے جانا۔۔
مگر یہ اُمید بھی رکھنا،
کہ وہ لوٹ آئے گا۔۔
وہ اک دن لوٹ آئے گا،
اچانک لوٹ آئے گا۔۔
چہرے پر ندامت سجائے لوٹ آئے گا!!
اُسے تم دیکھنا اِک نظر،
اُسے پھر معاف کر دینا۔۔
کہ وہ نادان تھا اس وقت۔۔
کہ وہ انجان تھا اُس وقت۔۔
اپنے جذبات، احساسات سے پریشان تھا اُس وقت!!!
مگر وہ لوٹ آیا ہے، اب وہ لوٹ آیا ہے
زندگی کی تلخیوں کو جانچ آیا ہے
مگر کمزور ہے وہ اب،
سہارے کھو چکا ہے سب
اُسے سنبھالا دے لینا،
دامن میں چھپا لینا۔۔
اُسے اپنی باہوں میں یوں سما لینا
کہ وہ محفوظ ہو جائے،
زمانے کی نگاہوں سے
وہ اِک دم دور ہوجائے۔۔
کہ وہ نادان اب لوٹ آیا ہے!!! 🌚🥀
دامن چھڑانے کی۔۔
کہ جس نے ویران رستے پر،
اکیلا چھوڑ جانا ہو۔۔
کہ جس نے یوں ذرا سی بات پر،
روٹھ جانا ہو۔۔
کہ جس نے مکمل زندگی کی آس دے کر،
ادھورا چھوڑ جانا ہو۔۔
اُسے آواز دینے کا،
اُسے واپس بلانے کا،
کوئی مقصد نہیں بچتا،
کوئی منطق نہیں بنتی...
اُسے پرواز کرنے دو،
کہ آخر کہاں تک ہے اُڑان اُسکی
اُسے خاموش نظروں سے،
بس تم دیکھتے جانا۔۔
مگر یہ اُمید بھی رکھنا،
کہ وہ لوٹ آئے گا۔۔
وہ اک دن لوٹ آئے گا،
اچانک لوٹ آئے گا۔۔
چہرے پر ندامت سجائے لوٹ آئے گا!!
اُسے تم دیکھنا اِک نظر،
اُسے پھر معاف کر دینا۔۔
کہ وہ نادان تھا اس وقت۔۔
کہ وہ انجان تھا اُس وقت۔۔
اپنے جذبات، احساسات سے پریشان تھا اُس وقت!!!
مگر وہ لوٹ آیا ہے، اب وہ لوٹ آیا ہے
زندگی کی تلخیوں کو جانچ آیا ہے
مگر کمزور ہے وہ اب،
سہارے کھو چکا ہے سب
اُسے سنبھالا دے لینا،
دامن میں چھپا لینا۔۔
اُسے اپنی باہوں میں یوں سما لینا
کہ وہ محفوظ ہو جائے،
زمانے کی نگاہوں سے
وہ اِک دم دور ہوجائے۔۔
کہ وہ نادان اب لوٹ آیا ہے!!! 🌚🥀
i may look normal but i wave at security cameras😬😬
I eat oreo crumbs from oreo shake at a fancy cafe in my with straw just to make sure i leave no overs
Also i bring my half filled pepsi & water bottle back no matter if i pay 10000 as my bill..
that cause shame to many beside me i love being me. so chill 😑
Also i bring my half filled pepsi & water bottle back no matter if i pay 10000 as my bill..
that cause shame to many beside me i love being me. so chill 😑
Tum abi bhi zinda ho😂😂
Ap bhi to zinda hi ho, or mjhe koi aitraz bhi nhi is se.
Random thoughts?
کبھی خود کو لاچار اور بے بس محسوس کیا ہے ؟
اتنا بےبس اتنا لاچار کے طاقت ہوتے ہوۓ بھی خود کو ایک معمولی سے پنجرے سے أزاد نا کر پاؤ۔۔۔
کل میں نے اسے دیکھا۔۔ بس دیکھ ہی سکتی تھی سو بس دیکھتی رہی نظر بس اس کی گہری سیاح آنکھوں میں رہی۔ ابھی تو بہت کچھ بھولنا تھا۔ وہ تو پہلے سے بھی خوبصورت لگرا تھا۔
اسے اور نہیں دیکھنا تھا اور نہیں چاہنا تھا۔ ابھی تو اس سے فاصلا رکھنا تھا۔ ابھی تو اس کی نظر سے اوجھل رھنا تھا۔مجھے یہ سب اب اور محسوس نہیں کرنا تھا۔
ابھی اسی۔کشمکش میں تھی۔ خود سے خود کی جنگ میں مگن تھی اسے دیکھ تو رہی تھی جیسے کوئ ادھورا خواب مکمل ہونے لگے جس کی خوشی بھی ہو اور اس کے ٹوٹ جانے کا ڈر بھی۔
وہ بھی تو کیسے بس گھورتا جا راہا تھا۔ کچھ کہا بھی مگر میں تو سحرا میں بھٹکے کسی مسافر کی طرح بس اسی کشمکش میں تھی ک دکھنے والا سچ میں ہے یا فقط یہ صرف صراب ہے۔ اگر ھے تو سن رھ کر انکھوں پر یقین کروں اگر صراب ھے تو نظر بھر کے دیکھ تو لوں۔ تو اسے سن نہیں سکی۔ کچھ کہ نہیں سکی ۔۔ ایک پتلے کی طرح کھڑی رہی۔
اس سے متاثر تو میں کئ سال سے تھی مانو کے یہ رشتہ کئ سو سال سے ہو۔ ایک سوال دل کو پریشان کرتا راہا۔ کہ اتنا عام ہوکر بھی کیوں اتنا خاص تھا وہ۔
کے عقل کے ہوتے ہوئے بھی میں کسی معسوم بچے کی طرح اس کی جانب راغب ہوجاتی ہوں کیوں مجھے اس کے چہرے کے آگے کچھ نہیں دکھتا۔
سمجھ نہیں آتا کیوں مجھے اب انجام کا ڈر نہیں ہے ۔
کیوں میرا پاگل دل اس بات کا یقین نہیں کرتا ہے کہ وہ میرا "عشق لاحاصل ھے"۔
اسے کسی بھی طرح سے متاثر کر بھی لوں گی تو اسے اپنا نہیں بنا سکتی۔ میرا ھے تب بھی اس کا ساتھ میرا نصیب نہیں!
جب بھی اس کا چہرا دیکھتی ھو نور سب کچھ کیوں بھول جاتی ھو؟
بس اس کی طرف بھاگنے لگتی ھو۔ جانے بگیر کے سفر کتنا کٹھن ھے۔تمھارے پاؤں گھائل ھیں۔ یہ بیڑیاں اٹوٹ ھیں۔تم صرف ایک محبوبا نہیں ایک بیٹی ھو۔ ایک بہن بھی۔
اس کا راستہ تمہارے دل کی چاھت ھے۔ تمھاری روح کی میراس ھے۔ بیشک تم سب چھوڑ کر۔ سب سے رشتے توڑ کر اسے حاصل کر سکتی ہو۔ کسی کایر کی طرح چھپ کر بھاگ سکتی ہو۔
۔ مگر تم سے جُوڑے رشتے؟ ان سب کا کیا؟ سب تو سب اس کا کیا؟ اس کے چاھنے والے افراد اس سے نفرت کرئیں گے اور اس کی وجہ صرف تم ھو گی!
اتنا بےبس اتنا لاچار کے طاقت ہوتے ہوۓ بھی خود کو ایک معمولی سے پنجرے سے أزاد نا کر پاؤ۔۔۔
کل میں نے اسے دیکھا۔۔ بس دیکھ ہی سکتی تھی سو بس دیکھتی رہی نظر بس اس کی گہری سیاح آنکھوں میں رہی۔ ابھی تو بہت کچھ بھولنا تھا۔ وہ تو پہلے سے بھی خوبصورت لگرا تھا۔
اسے اور نہیں دیکھنا تھا اور نہیں چاہنا تھا۔ ابھی تو اس سے فاصلا رکھنا تھا۔ ابھی تو اس کی نظر سے اوجھل رھنا تھا۔مجھے یہ سب اب اور محسوس نہیں کرنا تھا۔
ابھی اسی۔کشمکش میں تھی۔ خود سے خود کی جنگ میں مگن تھی اسے دیکھ تو رہی تھی جیسے کوئ ادھورا خواب مکمل ہونے لگے جس کی خوشی بھی ہو اور اس کے ٹوٹ جانے کا ڈر بھی۔
وہ بھی تو کیسے بس گھورتا جا راہا تھا۔ کچھ کہا بھی مگر میں تو سحرا میں بھٹکے کسی مسافر کی طرح بس اسی کشمکش میں تھی ک دکھنے والا سچ میں ہے یا فقط یہ صرف صراب ہے۔ اگر ھے تو سن رھ کر انکھوں پر یقین کروں اگر صراب ھے تو نظر بھر کے دیکھ تو لوں۔ تو اسے سن نہیں سکی۔ کچھ کہ نہیں سکی ۔۔ ایک پتلے کی طرح کھڑی رہی۔
اس سے متاثر تو میں کئ سال سے تھی مانو کے یہ رشتہ کئ سو سال سے ہو۔ ایک سوال دل کو پریشان کرتا راہا۔ کہ اتنا عام ہوکر بھی کیوں اتنا خاص تھا وہ۔
کے عقل کے ہوتے ہوئے بھی میں کسی معسوم بچے کی طرح اس کی جانب راغب ہوجاتی ہوں کیوں مجھے اس کے چہرے کے آگے کچھ نہیں دکھتا۔
سمجھ نہیں آتا کیوں مجھے اب انجام کا ڈر نہیں ہے ۔
کیوں میرا پاگل دل اس بات کا یقین نہیں کرتا ہے کہ وہ میرا "عشق لاحاصل ھے"۔
اسے کسی بھی طرح سے متاثر کر بھی لوں گی تو اسے اپنا نہیں بنا سکتی۔ میرا ھے تب بھی اس کا ساتھ میرا نصیب نہیں!
جب بھی اس کا چہرا دیکھتی ھو نور سب کچھ کیوں بھول جاتی ھو؟
بس اس کی طرف بھاگنے لگتی ھو۔ جانے بگیر کے سفر کتنا کٹھن ھے۔تمھارے پاؤں گھائل ھیں۔ یہ بیڑیاں اٹوٹ ھیں۔تم صرف ایک محبوبا نہیں ایک بیٹی ھو۔ ایک بہن بھی۔
اس کا راستہ تمہارے دل کی چاھت ھے۔ تمھاری روح کی میراس ھے۔ بیشک تم سب چھوڑ کر۔ سب سے رشتے توڑ کر اسے حاصل کر سکتی ہو۔ کسی کایر کی طرح چھپ کر بھاگ سکتی ہو۔
۔ مگر تم سے جُوڑے رشتے؟ ان سب کا کیا؟ سب تو سب اس کا کیا؟ اس کے چاھنے والے افراد اس سے نفرت کرئیں گے اور اس کی وجہ صرف تم ھو گی!
Jaan chordo meri 😡
saying this in a shout-out,
why do you sound like REHAM KHAN & AMIR LIAQUAT ?🌚🥀
why do you sound like REHAM KHAN & AMIR LIAQUAT ?🌚🥀
If dinosaurs really had balls, then why they are not showing em in cartoons?
there is a lot cartoons don't show to kids,
but, seeing your interest in BALLS made me suggest..
18+ kids have other cartoons on other websites, they show your "desired organs" switch to it kid! 🌚🥀
but, seeing your interest in BALLS made me suggest..
18+ kids have other cartoons on other websites, they show your "desired organs" switch to it kid! 🌚🥀
Yahan 80% log hawas k kyun maray hoye hain
we humans tend to FAKE THINGS, because we fear being judged for our silly desires, choices, unlimited needs and wants.
ever seen women with those Skins tight jeans, crop tops with dresses with men, laughing out loud, kissing each other, holding hands, hugging in every possible corner, making it hard to enjoy for a families,
and they call it chilling in north of (Pakistan)?
take em to their own streets,their own cities, see them in their own families and you'll find how decent they behave.
women they'll be wearing Duppta, men will be telling others the importance of listening to Maulana TARIQ JAMEEL.
HOW FUNNY, yet SAD, SILLY AND DISTURBING IT GETS,
WHEN YOU GET TO KNOW THAT WE MUSLIMS WE FEAR HUMANS, OVER THE MOST POWERFUL THE ALMIGHTY!
SAME GOES WITH THIS APP,
NO IDENTITY-FILTHY HUMANS,
WITH IDENTITY- ANGELS! 🌚🥀
ever seen women with those Skins tight jeans, crop tops with dresses with men, laughing out loud, kissing each other, holding hands, hugging in every possible corner, making it hard to enjoy for a families,
and they call it chilling in north of (Pakistan)?
take em to their own streets,their own cities, see them in their own families and you'll find how decent they behave.
women they'll be wearing Duppta, men will be telling others the importance of listening to Maulana TARIQ JAMEEL.
HOW FUNNY, yet SAD, SILLY AND DISTURBING IT GETS,
WHEN YOU GET TO KNOW THAT WE MUSLIMS WE FEAR HUMANS, OVER THE MOST POWERFUL THE ALMIGHTY!
SAME GOES WITH THIS APP,
NO IDENTITY-FILTHY HUMANS,
WITH IDENTITY- ANGELS! 🌚🥀
You fell for looks or words?
no matter what it is at first, but in the end it the same - it hurts! 🌚🥀
کوئی شکوہ ؟
being invisible to someone you love is another level of pain to survive with.
you know how crazy i am?
i get jealous by the air messing with his hair,
i get restless thinking about a random girl in his dm.
i can't digest him telling me about actress he likes,
i can't listen to him, talking about how nice some of his cousin are.
i cant see him busy playing with those kids, ignoring me.
i cant spend a day thinking about him,
the way he sleeps,
the way he laughs in his gatherings,
the way he brushed his teeth,
the way he looks in his sleepy face,
the way he walks out of his room in his night suit,
the way he eats,
the way he look at things,
the way he smiles,
the way he looks when hes angry,
i fantasize every little thing about him.
the casual things,
i don't like
his fancy planned CANDID IMAGES,
his perfectly trimmed beard,
his tidy clean dresses,
his expensive shoes,
i like seeing his real self, where he enjoys being him, without fearing judgement,
i like his blue t-shirt, i know its has 2 small holes, on at back, one at shoulder, but i still love it.
i like observing him from a distance.
i think about how life would be if we were together,
what will we
talk about seeing at the moon,
what will we laugh at,
when we are alone.
what will we be eating,
when we'll be dinning out,
what will he say,
when i'll get ready for a wedding.
what will he do,
for my birthdays, anniversary ..
but,
guess how stupid a logical human gets
with this INFECTION OF LOVE..
all i think, i all do, all i say ..
is unheard, unexpressed, unseen.
I AM INVISIBLE TO THE ONE I CALL MY WORLD 🌚🥀
you know how crazy i am?
i get jealous by the air messing with his hair,
i get restless thinking about a random girl in his dm.
i can't digest him telling me about actress he likes,
i can't listen to him, talking about how nice some of his cousin are.
i cant see him busy playing with those kids, ignoring me.
i cant spend a day thinking about him,
the way he sleeps,
the way he laughs in his gatherings,
the way he brushed his teeth,
the way he looks in his sleepy face,
the way he walks out of his room in his night suit,
the way he eats,
the way he look at things,
the way he smiles,
the way he looks when hes angry,
i fantasize every little thing about him.
the casual things,
i don't like
his fancy planned CANDID IMAGES,
his perfectly trimmed beard,
his tidy clean dresses,
his expensive shoes,
i like seeing his real self, where he enjoys being him, without fearing judgement,
i like his blue t-shirt, i know its has 2 small holes, on at back, one at shoulder, but i still love it.
i like observing him from a distance.
i think about how life would be if we were together,
what will we
talk about seeing at the moon,
what will we laugh at,
when we are alone.
what will we be eating,
when we'll be dinning out,
what will he say,
when i'll get ready for a wedding.
what will he do,
for my birthdays, anniversary ..
but,
guess how stupid a logical human gets
with this INFECTION OF LOVE..
all i think, i all do, all i say ..
is unheard, unexpressed, unseen.
I AM INVISIBLE TO THE ONE I CALL MY WORLD 🌚🥀
Cheetos or Doritos?
i aint paying more than 0.5 $ for any fu*kin crisp ..
so yeah cheetos is my only preference if i'm paying. 🌚🥀
so yeah cheetos is my only preference if i'm paying. 🌚🥀
Marry anyone but don't marry a lier.... it runs in jeans...trust me.
BL A DDY LIERS keep it running in J E A N S! 🌚🥀
@zeesha_shalal being mean af 03004083184 here is her number. Annoy her thank me later
hey MF*
nobody is interested in annoying a girl already annoyed enough,
i mean look dealing with a shit hole like you isn't easy.
stop calling her mean,
what you did is worst, worst form of being mean,
and your vibe its ugly. uglier than people i have ever met.
sorry but mark my words,
YOU'LL BE SORRY FOR THIS ONE DAY!
GOD WILL MAKE YOU BOW! 🌚🥀
nobody is interested in annoying a girl already annoyed enough,
i mean look dealing with a shit hole like you isn't easy.
stop calling her mean,
what you did is worst, worst form of being mean,
and your vibe its ugly. uglier than people i have ever met.
sorry but mark my words,
YOU'LL BE SORRY FOR THIS ONE DAY!
GOD WILL MAKE YOU BOW! 🌚🥀
Husan pay itna guror na kiya kro jan Aik din dhal jaye ga
guroor hussan te krna kyon aey?
hussn tay rab de mair aey.
te aye hussn sar-e-bazar bikda,
ni bikda te bs kirdar ni bikda,
mere hussan de saani lakhon honay,
je tak lya mere kirdar nu challeya,
te mere guroor te gilay fir kuj ni honay! 🌚🥀
hussn tay rab de mair aey.
te aye hussn sar-e-bazar bikda,
ni bikda te bs kirdar ni bikda,
mere hussan de saani lakhon honay,
je tak lya mere kirdar nu challeya,
te mere guroor te gilay fir kuj ni honay! 🌚🥀
Thoughts on immu jani (IMRAN KHAN)?
this political drama had enough of my energies wasted,
even though idc about who ever the Fu** rules this country,
i don't believe any of them. ANY SINGLE OF THEM.
i still have to see their faces, on my wall, on every tv channels, FM, news, hear there gossip come debate come arguments come fights- in every Mf gathering.
they are tracking me down like my worst night mares, where ever i go, what ever i do they are there to make me feel stressed about shit i cant control.
i am just sick of them, tired.
i seek peace.
i have a lot of my mess to clear, and they keep telling me that if i do not follow them generations will face.
so idc who rules,
cuz who so ever we pick, if times get darker they kick our asses at the end of the day, and flew back to some western country.
nobody is staying here for us.
in the end its just us the poor, loyal, innocent nation, waiting for another person to make this nation stronger than russia and japan.
i feel sorry for my ancestors, sorry for my parents, sorry for all those you were once part of this nation.
cuz (political people) they know our needs,
things that would attract us like hungry dogs see a meat loaf through the window at a meat shop,
and once they get elected, the loaf it disappears, and we are left unheard barking, Even if we do it right front of the door, they would throw a stone, and we are out
no body to listen, nobody accountable !
WHEN WILL WE SEE REALITY. 🌚🥀
even though idc about who ever the Fu** rules this country,
i don't believe any of them. ANY SINGLE OF THEM.
i still have to see their faces, on my wall, on every tv channels, FM, news, hear there gossip come debate come arguments come fights- in every Mf gathering.
they are tracking me down like my worst night mares, where ever i go, what ever i do they are there to make me feel stressed about shit i cant control.
i am just sick of them, tired.
i seek peace.
i have a lot of my mess to clear, and they keep telling me that if i do not follow them generations will face.
so idc who rules,
cuz who so ever we pick, if times get darker they kick our asses at the end of the day, and flew back to some western country.
nobody is staying here for us.
in the end its just us the poor, loyal, innocent nation, waiting for another person to make this nation stronger than russia and japan.
i feel sorry for my ancestors, sorry for my parents, sorry for all those you were once part of this nation.
cuz (political people) they know our needs,
things that would attract us like hungry dogs see a meat loaf through the window at a meat shop,
and once they get elected, the loaf it disappears, and we are left unheard barking, Even if we do it right front of the door, they would throw a stone, and we are out
no body to listen, nobody accountable !
WHEN WILL WE SEE REALITY. 🌚🥀
Thoughts about BTS (KOREAN BOY BAND)?
they are known world wide, earning money like crazy, they are everywhere,
news, brand collaborations, fb watch, insta reels, stationary, walls,
even if some us who don't like them, laugh at them, make fun of them, what ever we pick to target.
it still would not count, & change anything for them.
so lets appreciate, that a bunch of teens have made half of the population crazy about them. 🌚🥀
news, brand collaborations, fb watch, insta reels, stationary, walls,
even if some us who don't like them, laugh at them, make fun of them, what ever we pick to target.
it still would not count, & change anything for them.
so lets appreciate, that a bunch of teens have made half of the population crazy about them. 🌚🥀
Is there any way to make you mine?
JUST GET DRAMATIC,
THAT ROSE PETAL SHOWER FROM HELICOPTER,
A WALK WAY TO DODGE (HELLCAT) I WOULD ACCEPT ANY COLOR.
A HUMAN SIZED BEAR,
SOME GUITARISTS,
TONS OF FOIL BALLOONS,
ROSES,
A RING,
BRING THOSE BODY GUARDS WITH YOU,
IF STILL MY FAMILY SAYS NO KIDNAP ME!
MAKE SURE MY PHUPHO, AND KHALA WITNESSES THE SCENE.
I WOULD LOVE SEEING THEIR FACES.
MAKE MY FAMILY FEEL EM WORTHY !
DID I ASKED FOR A LOT? LOL.🤣🥺
THAT ROSE PETAL SHOWER FROM HELICOPTER,
A WALK WAY TO DODGE (HELLCAT) I WOULD ACCEPT ANY COLOR.
A HUMAN SIZED BEAR,
SOME GUITARISTS,
TONS OF FOIL BALLOONS,
ROSES,
A RING,
BRING THOSE BODY GUARDS WITH YOU,
IF STILL MY FAMILY SAYS NO KIDNAP ME!
MAKE SURE MY PHUPHO, AND KHALA WITNESSES THE SCENE.
I WOULD LOVE SEEING THEIR FACES.
MAKE MY FAMILY FEEL EM WORTHY !
DID I ASKED FOR A LOT? LOL.🤣🥺
Raise your hands if nobody has a crush on you 🙋♂️🙋♀️
YOU HAVE JUST HURT MY EGO, CRUSHED MY SOUL, SLICED MY HEART. 🌚🥀
Random thought 💭
how lost are we? & how lost will be the generation groomed by us?
how stupid can muslims ever be?
i mean look at us, looking for someone to be our sehri partner.
even in nights of ramzan, we'll be wasting our time, fulfilling our filthy ugly desires, repeating & collecting sins.
like any other day - any other month.
so ramzan is just a new scheme to flirt all night with strangers while you are up!
ALAS - OUR PARENTS, SOCIETY, THEY FAILED TO TEACH US THE REAL RELIGION!
I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT US, I AM WORRIED ABOUT THE ONES WE'LL GROOM, & THE ONES THEY'LL GROOM...
WHAT A FAILURE ! 🌚🥀
how stupid can muslims ever be?
i mean look at us, looking for someone to be our sehri partner.
even in nights of ramzan, we'll be wasting our time, fulfilling our filthy ugly desires, repeating & collecting sins.
like any other day - any other month.
so ramzan is just a new scheme to flirt all night with strangers while you are up!
ALAS - OUR PARENTS, SOCIETY, THEY FAILED TO TEACH US THE REAL RELIGION!
I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT US, I AM WORRIED ABOUT THE ONES WE'LL GROOM, & THE ONES THEY'LL GROOM...
WHAT A FAILURE ! 🌚🥀
Kaaash tum meri hoti 💔🙈🥺😍
کئ راز ہوۓ احرام ميرے مردہ زميرکا؛
کئ کاش ہوۓ لباس ميرے برہنا شرير کا؛
ہوئ محبت اس سے تو کھل سا گيا..
میرا وجود سارا،
مگر اف!
اس فراق کی تپش نے,
ارمانوں کی آڑ ميں...
ميری روح کو ھی جلسا ڈالا! 🌚
کئ کاش ہوۓ لباس ميرے برہنا شرير کا؛
ہوئ محبت اس سے تو کھل سا گيا..
میرا وجود سارا،
مگر اف!
اس فراق کی تپش نے,
ارمانوں کی آڑ ميں...
ميری روح کو ھی جلسا ڈالا! 🌚
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