Seeing what kind of era this is turning out to be. I am quite honestly at the verge of being hopeless with the coming future i expect nothing great from it being genuine; sickened society, disrespectful generation, deviated standards… So I don't want myself to get more depressed and get into a shock by seeing it. And while i quite adore my past, there are some beautiful memories that i'd love to relive, but going back would make me depressed all again because i would still end up in the present timeline no matter… destiny comes the same either you run from it or try hide from it.

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So, I AM CONTENT with MY PRESENT because i have made terms with it. Sorry for the long ass answer, but you demanded explanation and i got overrun with it so it can be reasoned 😅.