Have you ever been in love?
Yes. But I found out it's all just a big lie and that you can't trust anyone and there's no such thing as the truth. Yes I was in love once, & I can't say that I'm still not. But I've never been so hurt & broken in my life. It fucking sucks getting lied to for 10 months by your boyfriend of almost a year and a half. It's ducking sucks knowing that your whole relationship was basically a lie. It fucking sucks trying to erase all those memories, pictures, plans, and goals, and let go of them like they were never there. It sucks falling so deeply in love with someone, and giving everything up for them, to find out it was for nothing. It sucks knowing he fucked another girl 2 days after he broke up with you and then got back with you and denied that it ever happened for 10 months till he couldn't deny it anymore. It sucks knowing that everything has been a lie. And it sucks knowing that I'll always love him and miss him, even after what he did.