Did you ever feel that sometimes you dont fit in?
When I feel and realize I won't fit in and/or they won't really want me to fit in their lives/circles, I immediately stop talking to them. It's lonely af cause I'm only with my phone all the time and I have no choice but to be with them in the same room everyday at the same time but I get used to it until I stop dreading and crying at night about not being friends with them during those times. It really takes weeks, months, or years but it's effective anyway. I may rant about my situation at times cause of em but that feeling fades eventually so it's alright. It may annoy em seeing me loud online bet never when I'm with them but do I care as time goes by? No. Does it make me feel good when I see their hidden reactions getting annoyed at my attitude towards how they treat me to the point that they indirectly bully me? Fucking yes.