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Why don’t you have any friends?

I am extremely shy. Any time I do actually make a “friend” irl they freaking want sex out of me. :/ it’s so gross. My only friends are my sis, brother-in-law, some of my sis’s friends, my bff, another cool person on Twitter, the Garfield community, and myself tho I hate myself lmao.

You said that you are happy..is that really true ? Or are you just masking your pain & avoiding what you don’t want to feel..

Haha I always mask my pain.

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How much do you weigh now?

PISSED BECAUSE IT IS 88 POUNDS NOW GDI I AM TRYING TO GET STRONG BUT FAILING being weak and fragile sucks

Are you genuinely happy right now?

Pissed because I can’t fucking sleep so I’m playing some gawd damn Donkey Kong and keep losing because I am so bad at videos games.

I'm sad because I miss you, I'm sad you are married?.

Haha I miss a lot of people.
No, I’m not married anymore.

Do you believe that people can change?

Well, I fucking changed a whole lot. Shitload of character development here. Don’t know about other assholes.

Share something you're grateful for today.

Not getting attacked, raped, forcibly kissed, screamed at, threatened, forced to cook/clean, etc. You know… life isn’t that bad once I reflect upon things.

Are you happy today?

I am not happy or sad… just decent, a fucking preferable mood to be in as a person my age and situation. Pissed I can’t sleep though.

Do you hate me?

I don’t know. I spend most my time drained laying on the floor or willingly helping my parents out to pull my weight around.

What are you looking for in a partner right now?

Jebus Christ, NOTHING. I just want friends that would be there for me and treat me like family. True friendship is extremely difficult and rare to come by, something money can’t buy… not that I even fucking have any money to spare.

Bored AF: What’s your biggest turn off? Why? 👀

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Getting yelled at WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?! or WHO WAS THAT?! Whenever I am with a man and another man speaks to me. I have learned that I don’t care to have a partner anymore. I like being alone. I like living with my parents (shelter, food, security is LIT.) I like sleeping by myself. I am incapable of finding anyone attractive which possibly indicates I am asexual, aromatic, asocial and sex repulsed… but I hate how whenever I say it out loud guys debate aggressively with me (HUMANS NEED SEX! YOU’RE LYING FOR ATTENTION!) when I just want to be left alone. :|
I do pine for company and community over the internet however. Friendship is nice.

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Do you go to a psychiatrist?

My doctor referred me to a psychologist the other month but I have been having so much trouble trying to set up an appointment and finding the place. :|
I will have to go again to the doctor in January to try getting a referral again and instructions on how tf to get the appointment and get there.

Do you like going to Mexico ?

There is human trafficking, drug cartels, people being shot at, abductions, and other horrible things. Fuck no. Fuck Mexico and all the crap down below it. There’s a reason people keep trying to leave those places to move to the states.

What were the results were male and female experimental subjects gay steadily into each others eyes for two minutes? A some subject shows signs of restlessness or anger B both subjects burst out laughing C Many subjects reported having passionate feeling for their gazing partner D many felt dominate

Wtf
Oh dear lawd hell no. I start picking up on their emotions and feel sharp pain depending their history. It’s one of the reasons I seldom make eye contact with other humans. That and shyness and because I have a social disorder of some sort.

Do you feel ready for Christmas or not at all?

NOT AT ALL GDI I COULD ONLY AFFORD TO SEND ONE GIFT OUT TO A FRIEND AND MY OWN GIFTS TO MY FAMILY SUCK ASS BECAUSE THEY ARE FROM THE GAWD DAMN DOLLAR TREE BUT I STILL WANTED TO GIVE THEM SOMETHING and my bank account is in the negative and I am suffering

What's the worst tasting beer ever in the United States and the entire world?

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The cheap ones my parents drink. BUT beer is an acquired taste and sometimes I steal sips from their cans. I can’t drink the whole can because then I get a migraine.

Will you stop drinking alcohol?

It’s a struggle. Today been trying to avoid it. JUST THE CHAOS IN THE HOUSE AND ALL THE DEMANDS/ORDERS DRIVES ME UP A WALL but alcohol doesn’t help because the problems are still there and you wake up feeling like shit.

What do you think of the name Cosmin Atudosiei?

WOW, OKAY. SO YOU *WANT* YOUR CHILD TO PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS OKAY BEFORE INHALING CARBON MONOXIDE UP THEIR OWN ASSHOLES TO MAKE THE PAIN STOP? BECAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN, YOU PRETENTIOUS FUCK.

Will someone get karma for talking about you bad behind your back?

I wish. But people get away with talking terrible things about me. :|

Can’t trust people who don’t like cats. Yay or nay?

Years ago there was once this guy that was trying to hook up with me. He was the best friend of my sister’s boyfriend at the time and didn’t see me as a person. I overheard him say “I hate cats! Bleeeehh!!” during my sis’s standup show and so I was glad to be pretending to not notice his advances and distanced myself as much as possible from him despite everyone trying to shove me at him.

Where are you now at home or outside?

In my room, tired, relieved my parents are asleep so I can have some peace for a small while.

Is there anything you see that no one else notices?

I often notice things in drawings and when walking around I spot coins on the ground.

Is it be possible for humans to create something completely novel and new that is based on nothing that previously existed? Or is human creativity just rearranging and building on previous ideas?

I think it may be possible but it is extremely rare. Even I have difficulty thinking up things no one else has ever thought up. Though there were times I thought up ideas, hypotheses and theories many MANY years ago before actual scientists proposed them leading me to believe I seem to be able to implant ideas into the human hivemind somehow hence why things start to eerily mimic me in various ways or when something says something I was thinking of. (There are areas of Earth that when hacked can access human brainwaves or something. I forgot and need to brush up on pseudo science.) BUT that is probably just a stupid thought because if I could actually implant ideas in others, I would make all nearby jerks go about my bidding and then become the one in charge of just this house/area BUT not the world since bigger people wouldn’t like that and I wouldn’t want to intrude on their territory.

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How are you "really" doing?

Haha, miserable and full of anxiety. Financial debt. Laptop not working properly. So much for saving up to get the new Pokémon Diamond game. Sigh.

Do you like to exercise?

I fucking hate exercising, it’s so boring, but I need to start exercising soon to gain strength and to get blood flowing into my brain, and also because I need an outlet to exhaust my rage hence why I avoid any socializing online and in general; I switch to rage shit at any moment, especially if I get set off over something stupid that normal people generally shrug off.

How much money do you spend on clothes each month?

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I don’t get clothes every month. If I do, it’s once in a blue moon at a thrift store. Otherwise I kind of wear the same crap all the time in an effort to blend in (which unfortunately causes me to stand out as that weirdo that wears the same shit all the time.)
This black shirt that I only wear around the house for more than a decade I got for a quarter downtown at a Mexican thrift store back in 2005. I miss that place. It was so cool getting tons of stuff for a quarter. Nowadays, thrifts stores became expensive. Haha I totally sound classy, but lulz this city is considered one of the most impoverished places in America and so we joke that affording shit at thrift stores at all is a luxury.

Would you sell your soul to the Devil 👿 for eternal life and riches?

Yeah but my soul isn’t worth shit hence why I am never given such an offer.

Pizza or wings

Both. Wish I could order that but lo fucking behold bank account in the negative again cuz damn bills.

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