I care about more people. just jolina is the only person I can trust with anything. she actually listens when I talk, rant or even cry. she was there through it all. through broken hearts, ended friendships, struggle with school. she was there. why do you even care anyway? & who are you?
Why is jolina the only one you see in your future? No Jose?
jolina stayed with me through all the bullshit that JOSE put me through. she actually cares about me. on the other hand, Jose is an asshole. he gave up & not giving a single shit about what happened. jolina & many other people is who I see in my future. I can only see Jose out of my life. he gave up & so am I. fuck him.
What is the one thing you want most in your life right now?
a fresh new start
Jose Ivan Paraoan, honest opinion on everything that happened between you two. From start to finish and how he is now with his new gf and shit
he is an asshole. everything that happened? he screwed me over & I gave him chance after chance after chance. now I'm ranting about it on here ahahaha. his new girlfriend & shit? cougar. that's all I got to say. & he became a bigger asshole. go jump off a clif ok. (:
now a days, relationships are just texting, calling eachother cute names & shit like that. but personally I think that's just having a thing with someone. a real relationship is when two people hang out 24/7. hold hands. hug. kiss. they see eachother & make time for eachother. a real relationship isn't communicating through electronics all the time. it's about communicating face to face. that's just my opinion ..
he's cute & seems really nice. I think I've talks to him like once, but not for a long time. we follow eachother on instagram that's pretty much it lol. we should talk more though. (:
this was back in December 2012, but anyway here's how it went. so Jose & I hung out at the mall together for the first time. it was pretty awkward. but all we did was walk around & talked sort of. we didn't have really anything to talk about. he put his arm around me, held my hand, stuff like that. but we were just friends at the time, so I thought that was kind of weird to do. then we just continued walking. then I started noticing we were walking upstairs & I'm just like "alright, whatever" we walked around there for like a few minutes. then I see he's about to make a move & by a move I mean kissing me. to be honest, he did it in a smooth type of way hahahaha. he put my arms on his shoulders, grabbed my waist, leaned in, & ya know .. kissed me. after he kissed me, he grabbed my hand & said "would you be my girlfriend?" I didn't say yes right away because before we hung out, he talked about how we're both different ages & stuff. so I was really torn between that. but I'm surprised he asked me out. then he waited for a lil & said "are you rejecting me?" I said "no ...." really shyly. then I finally said "yes" & he smiled & hugged me. then we just started walking again till I had to leave.while we were walking, he'd just call me "babe" which I find really cute lol. but we didn't last as long as I expected, it was a good relationship in my opinion though. after we broke up, we ended up talking as friends for nine months straight. but now we don't even talk because of how we distant ourselves from eachother. but it's all good. so almost a year, including the time we dated, we've been talking. december 22, 2012 - october 14, 2013
exactly what is love? I'm not being sarcastic. I'm serious. love is a very strong ass word to use with anyone. like people now a days just throw it around like its nothing ya know. truly, I thought I was "in love" with this guy but no, I was just caught up in his shit & trying to please him in anyway possible. he meant the world to me, but I forgot him. he screwed me over & I realized he did. he said he "loved" me, but hell no he didn't. fuck love, wait no ... fuck the one who made me think that.
What are the first things you notice when you meet someone?
100% truth; it doesn't matter if you're a guy or a girl. the first things I look at are your smile, eyes, sense of style, sense of humor & how you are towards people // how you talk probably.
• forgive & forget. • everyone won't like you. all you can do is accept it. • nothing can last forever .. even if you say it will. • if someone walks out of your life, they're just making room for someone better. • eyes open, head up, legs closed.
Guy best friends? Girl best friends? Addictions? Grades? Hobbies?
guy; kuya justin // kuya ace girl; jolina // shantell // renon // nadia addictions; my phone grades; a a c b a b b hobbies; sleeping & being antisocial