You shouldn’t smoke at all period but especially not if you’re with child. You are paying (throwing money away) to degrade your health and likely shortening quality of life. But if you want to do it or like doing it just please stop using until you have your baby.
I always fail and lose. I tried but always unsuccessful. Life is not good to me. Should I give up and be done with it?
Try going into a challenge being confident. I know it’s a mind fuck when you go into something feeling good and lose. But if you go in thinking you’re going to lose you probably will and are already at a disadvantage. You can only go up when you are at the bottom. Get fired up and be positive don’t be a victim be Victorious.