I'm so glad I had a chance to meet him. this wasn't in vain. he made me promise things I'll own up to. rest in peace, angelanonymity
I tried. I'm so sorry. I really tried to make him stop...anonymity
It's not your fault or anyone's, okay?
At 7:32 am we found Jack unresponsive in his bedroom. We rushed him to the hospital, but he was already gone by the time we got there. For all people's questions, yes jack is dead, but he did not die in vain.
it is 12:44 am as im writing this note .
this is not a normal note, nor may it be important to you.
over the past week i have been diagnosed with osteosarcoma at its worst state, caught too late. i know that im going to die, and ask the tears run down my face i can't help but ask this simple question, why?
things happen in life that shouldnt, I've learned. some things worse than others, but no matter how bad these things are, they all hurt exactly the same. sometimes telling people about your problems isn't attention seeking, just calling out for help.
so I would like to address different people.
to the first group of people, the people that destroyed me with words.
whoever made the statement "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." is literally insane. you have proved that words hurt more than being physically beaten. so goodbye to you, you can no longer hurt me with your words.
to the second group of people, the people that ignored me. when someone says "help me" they mean it. I hope now you realize that i truly did need help.
i don't know who will be upset at my passing, or if anyone will. im quite shocked to say this wasnt a very hard decision besides three people that mean everything to me, and I haven't even met them in person.
I don't know what waits for me at the other end of this gun, nor do I know where I will be in 24 hours, but at this point I can no longer bare the emotional torture.
so goodbye to my few friends, my lover, my family, and even to the people who will probably shrug at this note.
Jackson Nicholas Smith
i hope you feel better, keep your head up.
“One day, you realize that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.”anonymity
the quotes you say are beautiful.
How many times have you and Hunter had sex?
this is such a random question considering its not even honesty hour.
like 4 or 5 i think?
not quite sure, maybe less.
Do you trust people easily?
What do you do to entertain yourself?
How are you feeling right now?
its either the drugs or the chemo, idk.
Who was the last person you kissed?
& it was very nice.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
What is your attitude to smoking?
i smoke all the time lol.
How many sms do you send a day?
who calls them sms wtf.
no problem. I'm pretty sure you could see my sleepiness last night. sorry for that.anonymity
oh it's fine, don't worry about it. x
that's good enough for me. I'll be here to help you through this.anonymity
thank you, so much.
What is the best thing that has ever happened to you?
hunter. people are saying he's all i talk about, and he is. he's the only reason ive made it this far, so im going to talk about him. if you don't like it, unfollow me.
I'm so so glad you didn't. I'll be here every single day, checking on you, alright? even if you don't want me to. you'll make it to the very last day. I believe you can.anonymity