What do you do to entertain yourself?
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Latest answers from jack.
I'm so glad I had a chance to meet him. this wasn't in vain. he made me promise things I'll own up to. rest in peace, angel
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I tried. I'm so sorry. I really tried to make him stop...
It's not your fault or anyone's, okay?
no...
I'm very sorry.
x
At 7:32 am we found Jack unresponsive in his bedroom. We rushed him to the hospital, but he was already gone by the time we got there. For all people's questions, yes jack is dead, but he did not die in vain.
2:10 am. O6O2OO14
will do. x
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it is 12:44 am as im writing this note .
this is not a normal note, nor may it be important to you.
over the past week i have been diagnosed with osteosarcoma at its worst state, caught too late. i know that im going to die, and ask the tears run down my face i can't help but ask this simple question, why?
things happen in life that shouldnt, I've learned. some things worse than others, but no matter how bad these things are, they all hurt exactly the same. sometimes telling people about your problems isn't attention seeking, just calling out for help.
so I would like to address different people.
to the first group of people, the people that destroyed me with words.
whoever made the statement "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." is literally insane. you have proved that words hurt more than being physically beaten. so goodbye to you, you can no longer hurt me with your words.
to the second group of people, the people that ignored me. when someone says "help me" they mean it. I hope now you realize that i truly did need help.
i don't know who will be upset at my passing, or if anyone will. im quite shocked to say this wasnt a very hard decision besides three people that mean everything to me, and I haven't even met them in person.
I don't know what waits for me at the other end of this gun, nor do I know where I will be in 24 hours, but at this point I can no longer bare the emotional torture.
so goodbye to my few friends, my lover, my family, and even to the people who will probably shrug at this note.
goodbye.
Jackson Nicholas Smith
this is not a normal note, nor may it be important to you.
over the past week i have been diagnosed with osteosarcoma at its worst state, caught too late. i know that im going to die, and ask the tears run down my face i can't help but ask this simple question, why?
things happen in life that shouldnt, I've learned. some things worse than others, but no matter how bad these things are, they all hurt exactly the same. sometimes telling people about your problems isn't attention seeking, just calling out for help.
so I would like to address different people.
to the first group of people, the people that destroyed me with words.
whoever made the statement "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." is literally insane. you have proved that words hurt more than being physically beaten. so goodbye to you, you can no longer hurt me with your words.
to the second group of people, the people that ignored me. when someone says "help me" they mean it. I hope now you realize that i truly did need help.
i don't know who will be upset at my passing, or if anyone will. im quite shocked to say this wasnt a very hard decision besides three people that mean everything to me, and I haven't even met them in person.
I don't know what waits for me at the other end of this gun, nor do I know where I will be in 24 hours, but at this point I can no longer bare the emotional torture.
so goodbye to my few friends, my lover, my family, and even to the people who will probably shrug at this note.
goodbye.
Jackson Nicholas Smith
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goodbye.
i hope you feel better, keep your head up.
thank you.
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not feeling happy at the moment.