She's very important to me, she's the most important person to me. Last year, I used to think she was really scary cos when I first saw her she didn't really smile much. But after a while, I realised that she was actually really nice, she was the nicest person I ever knew from then on.

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And then we started talking and I would be really happy whenever she talked to me. Even if it was only a short conversation, I would still be really happy. Whenever we talked, I would be smiling at my phone like really happily and when my friends saw that they would be quite surprised because I don't usually smile at anything at all.

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And I think that she's really pretty and cute. When we used to take the bus together as a team to Macrtichie, I would hear her talking and I just found it really cute whenever she talked. I would laugh to myself because I found it really really really adorable whenever she whined like sometimes I think.

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I always wanted to try to make her happy. It's like when she was happy, I would be happy too and I felt like all my problems just disappeared. I knew that she liked Winnie the Pooh so I bought her a Winnie the Pooh soft toy and hoped that she would like it.

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We used to whatsapp each other a lot but now we hardly even talk to each other anymore. I'm quite sad that we hardly talk to each other anymore. I don't really know why but I guess it's just me cos I feel that I'm annoying her whenever I talk to her and I just really wish that I can talk to her normally again because she's graduating soon. so yup. ( I sound gay)