Nah, I don’t trust that shit. My last “best friend” was the side chick in my relationship for 5 months, then ended up having a baby with him a year and a half ish later. The third to our trio ended up just going off and doing their own thing. You don’t need a “best friend”.
Because for what ever reason, that’s what seems to attract. I do promise you tho, you have very low chances of finding any type of love from boys like that. For every good one, there’s 15 shitty ones and that ONE good one so won’t be worth the drama and bullshit everyone else will put you through.
I buy a bunch of pre drawn canvases and paint one every night before bed. It’s a nice way to spend some much needed me time, but I can also relax. The yellows were a complete fail and I hate them, but I’m actually quite happy with this for something that went no where near planned.