You can't even run and hide because you got no place to go. Whatever happens, you have to stick there. Because you have nothing. Its like feeling so tired. You want to tell people or someone but you can't. Your mind refrain you from doing so.
In life, not everyone gets to have a second chance. So when you still have the chance in your hands, please hold onto it dearly. Do not let it slip away. Cherish it like it will be the last time, and make the best out of it.