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Sam Patt

If you don't mind me asking, what made it so bad? (You don't need to be to descriptive or anything if that's uncomfortable or even answer this question at all if you don't want too )

feelin like putting it out there and i don't think enough people read my ask rn for it to matter, so why not. I stopped having feelings for my girlfriend of 7 months, so i told her we'd go on a break. This break made me realize how little i actually cared, i care about her greatly actually, just, not how she cares about me and it's a shitty thing yeah but guess what I can't control my feelings. I told myself there wouldn't be any hookups or whatever and there hasn't been, cause it's not about sex or whatever, it's about just straight losing feelings. fucking blows to know you're doing that to someone who loves you. So that's where I'm at with that right now. I need someone though, cause in a world where i didn't promise myself not to react in the way I usually react to a breakup I would be taking my feelings out through sex or drugs. probably both. not how i wanted to be this time. But I can't do this shit alone. So I started talking to this other girl, i figured she'd just be someone to have, someone to share feelings with whatever lame stuff, but now i'm kinda realizing some other dope shit. like how i can't function well without someone, and i'm a mess without them. I'm not in love with anyone right now, but sometimes in order to feel normal i feel like i either need to be with someone who loves me, or the center of attention somewhere. I've got a lot inside me, mostly good feelings, good vibes, posi shit that I try my best to spread, and a loooooottttt of love to give to whoever wants it, but i'm coming to terms with the fact that i've got some negative stuff too, how I really just don't do well on my own. whether that person is you, or her, or the other her, or the other other other her, it doesn't matter, i just need someone.
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you have actually helped me so much in the past six months

:) thank you for letting me know this I'm so very glad I could help at all

Bestfriends on Snapchat ?

Well my best friend was Lindsay cuz wed snap each other every day all day but like lol obv that's over

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