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Stella

I've seen the scars on your legs and it makes me sad because you're so beautiful inside and out, I hope that some day you can realize that to the extent that everybody else does. <3

well that's odd and nice to say, i'm surprised you've seen my legs i guess is my initial reaction because i hardly have any scars on my legs and they are very high up. if anything i'd assume you saw the scars on my arms because i've never hit those well, but now i'm just really curious as to who saw them, I've never gotten anyone comment on my legs before. And thank you! This is a beautiful thing to say to say to someone, but I've been clean from cutting for almost 10 months now! i'm a happier person and i'm really trying not to fall back into old habits.

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You are perfect and lovely and adorable and deep and so much more than you see yourself. Love everything about you

whaaaaaaaaattt.
oh. :D that's so kind. you are perfect!

Is it wrong to kill animals for human consumption?

It is wrong to kill animals for human consumption. because:
"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure."
And we have the ability to kill animals humanely. We do not. It is cheaper to let them suffer. We are cruel, and the scary part is that we have the ability to not be.

What are your thoughts on talking to people? Who do you talk to the most?

I really need some space right now. So right now, I feel as though I don't want to talk to anyone. Not talking, at least, for a long period of time. I am so content with being alone, rather than feeling lonely. Other times I love love love being around people and just being in the presence of other people. I've been getting an early start this week, waking up at 6 to go do english homework at this little cafe by my house. It's so quiet and I'm usually the only one there. I think I'm at the point in the year where it's crunch time. There's too much going on and I am constantly overthinking things. I've been having more conversations with my parents a lot. At school, Ruby and Jenny probably and lately. Outside of school, of course there is Nina and I mean we just have a really comfortable relationship where we do not have to be in constant contact. We just know the other one is present, is okay and there when we are not. And Mingzhi. I see her a lot.

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what is your opinion on guys?

This is really general. Some are nice. Some aren't. Some are cool. Some aren't. I don't think you should focus too much on other people. Especially not because you think it will make you feel better.
You know what your biggest culpability is?
You are waiting around for someone to tell you they love you rather than do it yourself.
I'm not sure if I am delving too deeply into this question but that is my answer.

why are you everywhere?

like physically everywhere? emotionally? figuratively?
I feel like I am only here. And barely.

explain what is going through your head right now

I have made very very bad choices and I am feeling a mix of emotions.
I want to do the right thing.
I want to be selfish and do what I want.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I want to forget the world exists.
I have a chem test.
synecdoche, new york,
I have a chem lab.
I should have tried harder in grade 10 and 11.
I need to hang up my clothes.
I wish I could be brave.
Bob Dylan.
How do I apologize?
Where do I start?
Burning houses.
three more questions left.
I need an oil change.
What am I going to wear tomorrow?
Why do people hurt people so much?
Why is it so hard to do the right thing?
I'm so tired.

you didnt answer the question again

sorry i forgot. I like guitar players because I like the sound of someone playing guitar. I like listening to it. It's my favourite instrument. I like that you don't need to be good to make music, you need to know a few chords. And when you are good, when you can play beautiful complicated tabs, the fingers look as though they are dancing through the frets and it just makes me happy. So i don't know about most girls, but I just want to be with someone I can be comfortable and relax and play guitar haha :) Does that answer your question?

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