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With her natural connection to sensuality, the Lover has a very special magnetism that quite literally can make people stop and stare. She is fully connected to her senses and her radiant, almost electrical energy mesmerizes.

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Passion is what best describes this feminine archetype – she has an incredible capacity for connection and creativity. While she may tend to scatter her abundant energy across several projects, she always pours her heart and soul into anything she does. The playful, passionate Lover is highly connected to her body. This sensuality does not necessarily have to be sexual, it is much rather how she walks through life.

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The Lover is 100% pleasure-oriented. She loves to flirt with life – to her, it is all a great adventure and she fully believes in abundance. Never tired to explore, she loves diving into new experiences, connecting with others and expressing herself to the fullest.
The Lover has a gift for bringing beauty into this world. She is one with the life source and, as such, adores the act of creating. Her limitless soul is best expressed through art, whatever form it may take.

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With her natural connection to sensuality, the Lover has a very special magnetism that quite literally can make people stop and stare. She is fully connected to her senses and her radiant, almost electrical energy mesmerizes. Passion is what best describes this feminine archetype – she has an incredible capacity for connection and creativity. While she may tend to scatter her abundant energy across several projects, she always pours her heart and soul into anything she does. The playful, passionate Lover is highly connected to her body. This sensuality does not necessarily have to be sexual, it is much rather how she walks through life. However, especially for the Lover Archetype, sex can be a deeply spiritual practice. The Lover is 100% pleasure-oriented. She loves to flirt with life – to her, it is all a great adventure and she fully believes in abundance. Never tired to explore, she loves diving into new experiences, connecting with others and expressing herself to the fullest. The Lover has a gift for bringing beauty into this world. She is one with the life source and, as such, adores the act of creating. Her limitless soul is best expressed through art, whatever form it may take. Her decisions are rather guided by emotions than by the thinking mind. The Lover Archetype is often a deep feeler and has a high capacity for experiencing the full range of human emotion. The Lover Archetype‘s impulsive decisions and sponteaneity can be a curse and a blessing. One thing is guaranteed though, you will never feel bored around this archetype – the Lover has a gift for making other people feel alive and awakening their adventurous side. As she deeply desires intimate relationships, connecting with others is one of the Lover‘s highest priorities. The Lover wants to be desired, to receive and give love and live in a state of intimacy and connection. The Lover lives life in a perfect flow state while savoring all the pleasures life has to offer.

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Don't wanna jinx it but 2023 has suprisngly been a really good year so far. If I had to describe it in 1 word I would say "Peace".

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Had someee difficult moments but that's expected right. I think my March work event was very hectic. Legit gave me PTSD kind of feeling (now that I am trying to recall I can't even fully remember). I think took me a good 2 months to recover from that event. Just felt the responsibility given to me was HUGE.

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Pregnancy - oh the initial nausea was SCARY. No one really knew I was preggo at office. And pretty much everything was triggering my nausea. I legit felt like some Avatar trying to control an ocean inside me. Hahaha but ok I think I traumatised my husband more with this issue hahaha.

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Apart from these 2 - honestly the year has been vvv good. One thing that has amazed me the most is my outlook on body positivity. Still trying to understand my brain but damn I NEVER thought gaining close to 20kgs would somehow make me think I am beautiful/fabulous. Hahaha this is next level delulu (delusion) hehe but is okay 🥰

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Zuerst habe ich überlegt, ob Nebencharaktere von der Webseite, denen man eine Lebensgeschichte andichtet (da wäre es bei mir Liam, jeder sollte einen Liam in seinem Leben haben. Er wird Eddys Golden Retriever Best Friend) oder komplett selbst erdachte und wollte mich dann darauf fokussieren.

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Bis jetzt gibt es da drei in Eddys Leben, wären ihre Tochter Karina und ihre Eltern. Und dabei möchte ich ihren Vater lobend herausstellen (er hat sich stets bemüht im Rahmen seiner Möglichkeiten):

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Benjamin Webster (hat der Name "Webster" etwas mit Webster Boot einem der Mitgründer von Ilvermorny zutun?Das ist gut möglich, man weiß es nicht, aber wird in seiner Familie trotzdem verbreitet. Reicht ja wenn es Leute glauben), seines Zeichens Ministeriumsangestellter im mittleren Dienst, wollte immer aufsteigen, hat viele Chancen verpasst, andere waren halt meistens besser oder hatten mehr Vitamin B als er. Hat nach 15 Jahren Beziehung, mehreren von nicht besonders hoher Fruchtbarkeit und zwei Fehlgeburten geprägt, endlich sein erstes (und einziges) Kind bekommen. Er wollte eigentlich mindestens 3 haben. Belastend, wenn das nicht klappt. Er wollte seiner Tochter die Welt zu Füßen legen und hat ihr trotzdem mit voller Wucht die Last seiner zerbrochenen Träume auf die Schultern gelegt, damit sie doch BITTE den amerikanischen Traum lebt und ihre Familie ENDLICH auf das Podest hebt, dass ihnen halt schon zusteht. Sagt er.
Eine Beziehung mit Orion Malfoy war natürlich ein Traum, er hatte Dollarzeichen in den Augen kaum hat er davon erfahren und wollte seine Tochter schon so ein bisschen in die Rolle Trophy Wife drängen.

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Er klingt wahrscheinlich voll unsympathisch, aber er ist halt schon gerne Vater und wäre noch lieber Alleinverdiener seiner Familie, hat da nur die Rechnung ohne seine Frau gemacht, die noch eine Spur materialistischer ist als er und jeden Morgen, wenn sie aufwacht und ihn sieht ihre Lebensentscheidungen bereut.

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Ich schreibe einfach echt gerne unnette Charaktere, die manchmal, vielleicht, noch die Kurve kriegen. Ob er das hinbekommt weiß ich ehrlicherweise nicht, 5 Seiten Charaktertext und so nett ist er bisher nicht. Also mal schauen.

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Aber ich brauche glaubhafte Gründe für Eddys eher rebellische Natur und ihren Wunsch auszubrechen und ihren eigenen Weg zu finden und da sind ihre Eltern, die nicht mal boshaft handeln, also bewusst, so schön um sie für alles verantwortlich zu machen.

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I’m definitely not content but my parents think it’s best if I stay single for now, just because I don’t have my life “together” at the moment. I just want to have a partner that I can do anything with and someone I can reach out to without being reluctant while doing so and since that’s missing, I feel like no one really cares enough to make time for me or check up on me regularly. I’d feel less alone while staying home all the time and only going outside to buy something or attend my in person classes if I had a partner by my side. It would be amazing to have a best friend as well as a lover all in one person who I can wake up thinking about and go to sleep with them on my mind, knowing that I don’t need to worry about others (outside of my relatives/family members) or my friends leaving me anytime soon as long as I have them.

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