#chill

* We'd meet, and it would be awkward at first.
*we'd walk, talk, and just observe each other.
*We would talk and accidentally stumble upon something that we both can talk about a lot.
*We'd both have the idea - hey, let's go somewhere, where we can enjoy nature, have food, and talk much more.
*we'd end up ordering something like Mcdonalds because we both love the fries? Or maybe not fries! They're all mine. After that we're going to chill by a river, lake, wherever.
* As we're laughing and done with the food, I come up with the idea that we could go to the night cinema because that'll be fun.
*We watch a movie, and then we're going to look for the car because we lost it. Something bad always happens after my suggestions.
*We find the car after hours. He drives me home with music blasting, me singing along and observing the sky through the "sunroof" and the forest.
*I go home, I have made some great memories through this journey, and my hair still smells like his perfume.
* and we never talk again

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*or maybe we do 🤭

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-one of the most hardest truth to realize is, that we are not here to enjoy this life, are not here to get admission in the best college of the city, we are not here to get the best and high paid job, we are not here to impress all the opposite genders of our class, we are not here to please our nafs, we are not here to chill with our friends. We are here for a very big test.
"Every soul has to taste death. It is on the Day of Judgement that you shall be paid your rewards in full. So, whoever has been kept away from the Fire and admitted to Paradise has really succeeded. The worldly life is nothing but an illusionary enjoyment." (Quran 3:185)
My fellows, please don't waste your time turn back to Allah before you are kept in your grave 6ft under the grounf where there will be no one to save you but Allah. You are risking your hereafter and Jannah for this delusional world where no one cares about you but the things you have. If this still doesn't scares us then surely we will be with those who will be thrown away in jahanum.

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Trasnochar. ┊ Me encanta la noche, el ser activa a esas horas me da por hacer como hacer pasteles de manzana al lado de mi mejor amiga, el ver una serie o alguna película con ella, el ayudarla adelantar con algunos pendientes. Como en pasarlo a solas como el escribir en mi pequeño diario, el hablar por teléfono por horas enteras (echo de menos mis platicas con mi Korrita con ella es totalmente terapéutico y muy alegre), el tocar de mi banjolele, escribir algunas letras para mi siguiente canción y escasas las veces en las que voy a molestar a Finnegan, ya no lo suelo hacer tanto a diferencia de hace unos años atrás solía hacerle mucho. El leer también me ha gusta mucho con un poco de música de fondo así para estar de chill hasta quedarme dormida con el libro en manos, es tan relajante. Ya lo he confesado que el madrugar me pone de muy mal humor, es despertarme con el pie que no es, estoy mal acostumbrada, sorry.

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One thing that has changed my life drastically is believing in Allah's plan blindly.
And I know it sounds so cliche because everyone says this but you'll only feel its power when you truly practice it yourself.
To convince you a little more, I'll share personal experience. I used to think that it was entirely my responsibility to get the things I want,i had to work day and night and it was all dependent on me. Allah wants to see me work extra hard even if I'm not getting results. Which is something many people think btw. So what I'd do is I'd stress soo much when things wouldn't go my way. Although I'd do everything perfectly but people would start objecting and creating barriers for me. Then I'd tell myself ke chalo now it's my job to convince each and everyone of these people and I'd try and try but things would just keep getting tougher. I used to pray but didn't ask Allah for much help in these matters because I'd thought that it's my test to see how badly I want it, I'm gonna pass this test. But the tests never ended.
Until one day I suddenly had a realisation. I thought to myself ke if I've done everything in my power to achieve something and it's still not happening, maybe it's not gonna be good for me? Maybe I'm not wise enough to know what's good for me because tbvh, I don't even know what life's gonna be like 24 hours from now 🤷🏻‍♀️
Slowly I started accepting things and blindly trusting Allah's plan. I would put in all my effort but then I'd tell Allah 'I've done the best I could Allah, now please show me if its for me or not. If not then remove it from my life'.
I realised ke life's so much easier this way and guess what? Everything that I was stressing about and working hard for a few years from now is coming back to me, bigger and better.
So all that hopelessness was just to make me realise this.
So I'm gonna simplify this and say, pray and ask Allah for help in every decision and matter of your life, work hard for it, be sincere but then chill.

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