#cuddles

Well I have two doggos, Teddy is three years old and a golden cocker spaniel, and a little cockapoo pup called Woody, and I think he’s around eight months old :)

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Ted is the most loving being I’ve ever come across, he truly is the embodiment of pure, unconditional love. He’s incredibly smart and extremely caring and devoted to the family, and loves showing/receiving affection. I’ll always be eternally grateful for him ending up in our lives.

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Woods is a sweet boy as well, and absolutely worships Teddy. He’s a tad naughty and mischievous sometimes, but it’s typical puppy behaviour, and it’s quite funny when he realises he’s been caught in the act of doing something and immediately runs away, sheepishly! He spins around constantly when he’s happy and squawks like a bird (he hasn’t worked out how to bark 🤣). He adores cuddles, and he always leaps up into my arms whenever he can for a cuddle and to wrap his head around my neck. It’s really sweet 🥹

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All in all, they’re two very good bois and I love them both dearly :)

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I can be, it just depends. Like I'm not all over them but I am affectionate and I gentle bully to show love 😅 I'll get them their favourite food or drink or just kiss them randomly because I can, I love hugs and cuddles so I expect a lot of that. If someone is with me they gotta be with my cats too, not like that obviously but they are my everything so if they can't handle or don't like a cat bye. I don't like too much affection but a decent amount is preferable, I will get cranky or sad from time to time mostly sad cause of my depression and a lot of people have left after one fight not that I've been in a lot of relationships before, I need space but also a lot of attention 😅 I do sometimes get needy or want attention but will never tell anyone I want it, I'm not really a romantic person. I don't go on fancy dinner dates or get people flowers or anything like that, I'd like to be but I'm just not. I'll try and remember what they are into though and get them something that reminds me of them or what they are into. I don't really actually know what kind of person I am now in one compared to when I was a teenager, yes I have been in one when I was like 21 or 22 or something I dunno but that was long distance. I have no idea what I'm like irl now

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overthinking, feeling like I'm annoying people, my brain being mean, when someone is not ok and there's nothing I can do to help, distance, people who flake, when people try to play mind games with me, when I try my best and it's still not enough for someone, when they make promises with no intention to keep them, getting breakouts, when I buy something cute and then hate myself in it, people who say things that they don't mean, making me feel undesired/unwanted, when people talk over me, when people think just because I look younger that they can talk to me like I'm stupid, when I feel like I'm the only one who cares or is putting effort in, when people lie to me or do things knowing it would hurt me 🙁

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my animals, whether that's spending time with them or just in thinking about them, the sound of rain, video chats with my best friend, a nice cup of tea after being out in the cold, when people make effort, when people listen to me and remember the small things, forehead kisses, cuddles, being appreciated, comfortable silence, when people make time for me + actively want to spend time with me, blanket forts, music, sex, asmr, true crime documentaries, psychology, life's mysteries (aliens etc), pink lucozade zero, good morning/night texts, playing with my hair, when I overcome something, reassurance, clear skin, sugarfree redbull, spooning, new lingerie, white roses 💓

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