#curious

I was an average student until high school. 🤭 I had good grades, average, but also very poor grades, but I always passed. I didn't like (and still don't like) math (I had very poor grades and my teacher couldn't teach me), although paradoxically I studied Management and I had university subjects related to mathematics.
I was studious student at university.
In July I defended my bachelor's thesis with almost the highest grade on the scale of Polish education, because I received a 5. 💚
I have changed. I have matured and I appreciate that people have such great opportunities for self-development. In my opinion, we should use this gift and develop yourself in many areas. Of course, according to your own powers, because excessive ambition can also be destructive for us. We have to find balance in life.
We shouldn't do anything by force or under the pressure of other people's expectations.
Don't make your happiness dependent on other people. 💚

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P.S. I have blurred the name of my University . I know that I probably won't be completely in cognito anyway. 💁🏻‍♀️ Some people are sometimes too curious.

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Nugget: \( ᐖ)/ -I get escorted by Lestat somewhere I don't know. I feel that weird pink scar fur of his wrapped around me like a snake. I frantically look around, curious about all these odd sights I have never seen-

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Lestat: Hush now anon, I would never treat a lady rudely. She's my guest. I can't take up much of her time either way. I wish to demonstrate this little thing around.

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Nugget: Where are we going? ᕕ( ᐕ )ᕗ

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Lestat: I wish to get your opinion on something. I wish for you to witness it first at first hand. We have been getting outside ladies to offer fair critic. I have been trying to create a dance but I need someone... someone like you to help me. Your mind seems to not be influenced by anything. I like harsh yet constructive observations.
So, don't hold back on me, my little golden chicken Nugget.

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Nugget: Woah! You want me to do something that will help you!? I like helping people! Ok! I am in! Nugget is so ready! Beware! I am a professional! ( •̀ - •́ )

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Lestat: Oh, I bet you are, honey mustard. -I spin her dumb 4ss with my pink scarf to her seat. I send her tumbling and she perfect lands on the soft seat. I get on stage and you see music start as I get into position- Pay close attention and tell me how I did after.

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Nugget: @~@ -My head is spinning because of that but I recover and I watch intently- ( •̀ - •́ ) -Focused- (•ˋ _ ˊ•)

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Lestat: -Lights become dim as my silhouette darkens, then, all lights come back up in a splendor of fuchsia, making my already handsome appearance stand out. A very er0tic remix of ''Where have you been'' starts playing in the background. I follow the rhythm of the song while dancing and grinding against the dance pole-

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''I've been everywhere, Girl. Looking for someone
Someone who can please me. Love me all night long
I've been everywhere, Girl. Looking for you, babe
Looking for you, babe. Searching for you, babe''

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Nugget: ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) -I feel this is somehow intense but my silly little chicken brain can't figure it out- W-woah...

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Lestat: ''Where have you been? 'Cause I never see you out
Are you hiding from me, yeah? Somewhere in the crowd''

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-I run my hands through my body while intensely looking at you. My eyes never leaving yours. I spin around the pole gracefully-

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-I smirk at her and begin to remove my corset. I toss it aside. I squat down and spread my legs while trailing my hands across my massive thighs-

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''Where have you been. All my life? All my life?
Where have you been all my life?''

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-I repeat the same line over and over. I begin to crawl to her on all fours like some hungry creature, which is possibly exactly what I am-

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Nugget: -My eyes have grown wide at this point-
(⊙︿⊙ ✿) -i feel intimidated. I gulp as i watch this much more bigger man approach me like some wild animal-
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(Now it is a proper reply. Sorry about that)

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When it comes to AskFM I have an easier time answering questions than I do thinking up interesting questions to ask, which is kind of ironic given that the opposite is true in my offline life. I am always questioning things. I might not ask those questions out loud but I'm always looking at the world around me and pondering the "hows" and "whys".
I'm a naturally curious person.

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... Lord knows what happens to that "natural curiosity" when it comes to AskFM though, because whenever I go to send out a question, my brain just screeches to a halt and starts making dial-up internet sounds. 🤣

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Every once in a while inspiration will strike and I'll feel compelled to ask the good folks of Ask for their thoughts and opinions on a topic. But otherwise, I normally just stick to answering stuff.

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(I would like to change that though! I really wanna start asking more questions...)

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My feelings on school have always been quite complicated. I absolutely love to learn. I'm a curious person by nature and I love discovering new things.

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However, I'm also on the autism spectrum and I have ADHD. So school proved challenging at times. There's a lot of stories that I could tell but to sum it up briefly: I often struggled to concentrate due to how overwhelming the classroom could be. I also had some social issues which led to bullying, which also impacted my ability to focus on my schoolwork.

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College/university was a much better experience. Although I did have to drop out of university the first time I went, due to some stuff that was happening in my personal life. I did end up going back, however, a couple of years ago. I'm about to enter my final year in September and I've really enjoyed the experience so far.

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Of course, it helps that I'm studying something I'm deeply passionate about-- Literature and creative writing.

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There are four games in particular that comes to mind that I'm especially excited to play this fall! 🎮

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Warhammer 40K Space Marine 2 💀
A friend of mine convinced me to try the first game, despite it being quite old I quite liked it! So I'm very excited for the sequel, with seemingly more fun enemies to fight, absolutely gorgeous visuals and full on co-op campaign and missions. Am looking forward to playing through it with friends!

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Kingdom Come Deliverance II 🏰
Despite it sometimes being a little janky, I absolutely loved the first game with it's attention to detail and it staying true to medieval Bohemia. It was also great to play a game where you aren't a typical action hero, but the lazy son of a blacksmith who can't read or write who's suddenly thrown into war. The sequel seems to be bigger and better in every single way and I'm beyond hyped!

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Indiana Jones and The Great Circle 🗿
I'm a big fan of the original three Indy movies and this game is set in between Raiders of The lost ark and The Last Crusade. It's made by Machinegames, a Swedish studio which made the Wolfenstein reboots. They've successfully made fun first person games where you fight n@zis in the past, so I hope they can do the same with Indy! Some gameplay they showed recently looks promising!

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Star Wars Outlaws 🌌
I think Star Wars gaming has gone strong, better than the recent live action shows! Now I'm very curious how it'll be when non-EA studios are allowed to make Star Wars games, in this case with Ubisoft! I hope this game won't have too many Far Cry / Assassin's Creed like elements and more be it's own thing but I'm cautiously optimistic! It's seems to be a more gritty game which doesn't focus on Jedi which I like! It's also made by a Swedish studio! If it wasn't for me wanting to play the game when it's finished, I could've signed up to be a tester for that game Haha

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