#dead

По привычке со школьных лет летом хочется отдыхать. Неважно, в июне, июле или в августе. Природа, путешествия по городам/странам. Увы, с возрастом, обстоятельствами и работой выбор не только от предпочтений начинает зависеть. Этим летом отпуск выпал не на август. Поначалу меня устраивало, что август я буду работать без учёбы. Порой освобождался ещё утром. Но в последние дни (после недельного круговорота столовой) начал скучать по стандартным дням с сентября. Давно так не болели ноги. Хотелось бы уже продолжить учёбу, заниматься по профессии и интеллектуально. Ну, скоро моё желание осуществится.
Единственное, что я бы выделил в августе, это «RDR 2». Думаю, до конца месяца как раз пройду её. Уже на эпилоге. Можно будет отметить как месяц этой игры.
Хотел следующей пройти первую часть «Red dead redemption», но, как прискорбно выяснилось, в ней нет русского языка и субтитров. Жаль, но покупать нет смысла - не будет полного понимания сюжета.
Тянет на РПГ после «RDR 2», поэтому в сентябре, вероятно, приобрету и буду проходить «Vampyr». Кажется великолепной - и как я упустил её, забыв о существовании?!

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before I sleep, I gulp a prayer. a prayer for you to return - before i stop loving you, before your scent escapes my soul.

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seldom do we talk about the luck of bad conjunctions. i met you without you meeting me. one waited, hungry. the other didn't have much to feed. neither was to blame.
so i prayed to god - yet again, rather gracelessly - to give you enough to devour. enough for yourself. nothing for me.

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i waited until there wasn't much to wait. hence, accepting my perpetual, unwavering hunger.
you wouldn't return. i wouldn't be fed. loneliness would acidify our stomachs until malnourishment beds us dead.
bereft of your love, i wish for you to feel nothing, if not for me. bereft of your touch, i hope for you to never mingle your body with another, if not mine. bereft of your warmth, i pray for cold to extinguish the taste of your breathe, except when caressing my being - so softly.

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on my shadow, i trace your face with an eerie fire. and everywhere it aches. i gulp another prayer, yearning. aching and yearning.

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with silhouettes fluttering across the room, i trot myself into the numbest corner of space.
i scream your name until my throat aches. i don't make a sound. i gasp for fresh air as my lungs ignite.

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i gulp. yet again. praying for a man long dead.

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Есть. Готовь чай с печеньками, список большой.

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КиШ (Король и Шут):
-Ведьма и осёл
-Кукла колдуна
-Мёртвый анархист
-Проклятый старый дом
-Исповедь вампира
-Дурак и Молния

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Linkin park (Линкин парк)
-Numb
-A Place Of My Head
-Given up
-Crawling
-What I've Done
-In the end

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Nickleback (Накйлбэк)
-If Everyone Cared
-When we stand together
-If Today Was Your Last Day

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Гражданская оборона
-Мы - лёд
-Долгая счастливая жизнь
-Джа на нашей стороне

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Кино
-Группа крови
-Раньше в твоих глазах
-Звезда по имени солнце
-Закрой за мной дверь я ухожу
-Последний герой

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Пикник
-Египтянин
-Говорим и показываем

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Би 2
-Полковнику никто не пишет
-Сердце

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Агата Кристи
-На войне
-Моряк

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Нервы
-Май bye
-Счастье
-Самый дорогой человек
-Подоконник

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Ногу свело - Хару Мамбуру
Ночные снайперы - 31-ая весна
Thousand Foot Krutch - Take it Out On Me
Rammstein - Du hast
ВИА плохая примета - Дом твой пуст
The Cranberries - Zombie
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Rob Zombie - Leaving Dead Girl
Qween - We well rock you
The Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid
Fall Out Boy - She's My Winona

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Вот и весь список,наслаждайся и приятного прослушивания 😁

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I’m not sure how to define chivalry, but let’s say you’re on public transportation and a pregnant woman or elderly person gets on looking for a seat, which are all filled. I have seen both men and women stand and offer their seats. Same with holding doors, both genders do it. It’s really just manners, isn’t it?
Now, the odd occasion when let’s say a woman gets a flat tire by the side of the road. Will a man stop to help her change it? This type of chivalry is in direct proportion to how she looks. If she’s young and attractive, she will have quick offers to help. If she is very elderly, she might also have a pretty good chance. If she’s middle aged, overweight, rough around the edges? Better have Triple A lol
I was trying to think of times I have helped strange men, and it’s always been at the grocery store when they can’t find something. It’s just good to be polite and helpful humans, no matter what gender you are. Within reason, and with personal safety in mind.

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Jasnie, nie ma sprawy. 😅

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A więc od czego tutaj zacząć, więc może punktami. XD

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1- Jak nazwa moja wskazuję, to nazywam się Grzesiek, nie lubię Grzegorz. 😅
2-We wrześniu kończę 26 lat, więc bliżej do 30 niż dalej, wrr. 😅
3- Urodziłem się w Zabrzu, a mieszkam jeszcze w Gliwicach. ❤️
4- Troszkę imprezowy chłopak, lecz ostatnio ograniczyłem alkohol i zrezygnowałem z innych używek. 😅
5 Lubię słuchać klubowek, hardstyle, electro, techniawek, a na bombce to się zdarzy, że disco również. 😁
6- Kocham oglądać horrory! 🥰😍
7- Zajmuje się sprzedażą usług dla Play, hohoh 🤣
8- Mam pieska, którego adoptowałem że swoją była ze schroniska Misie i kotka Majkę.
9- Kocham rozbawiać ludzi! 😎
10- Jestem jedynakiem, więc nie mam rodzeństwa XD
11- Lubię również oglądać anime, a takie jedne z ulubionych to Naruto, Fairy Tail, Bleach, Hunter x Hunter i Chainsaw Man.
12- Ukończyłem szkole o profilu górniczym, hahah 🤣
13- Jestem osobą towarzyską, więc szybko nawiązuje kontakt jak ktoś nadaje na podobnych falach. 😇
14- Trochę głupol że mnie, ale to uzależnia 😅❤️😽
15- Grzes niestety jest osobą wrażliwa, jak jest zabujany to romantico wchodzi 😅🤣
16- Jestem również osobą szczera i Lubię pomagać ludziom gdy mają jakieś problemy. 😇
17- Zazwyczaj patrzę na różne rzeczy w optymistyczny sposób 😁
18- Lubię spontany, bo to najbardziej może zaskoczyć, niż się zawieźć na czymś jeżeli byłoby to planowane.
19- W tym miesiącu w końcu muszę udać się do tego okulisty, bo zawsze zwlekam na ostatni moment.. 🤣
20- Lubię pograć sobie w gierki typu multi: League of Legends, Dead by Daylight, Metek 😁
21- Pale elektryka i dopalam ostatnia paczkę Malboraskow i rzucam fajki 🤭
22- Lubię markowe ciuszki 😅
23- Z czasem zauważyłem, że nie ma co tracić czasu na znajomości które nic nie wnoszą pozytywnego do mojego życia, więc grono znajomych troszkę ograniczyłem 🤣
24- Lubię zwiedzać czy jeździć na różne tripy szczególnie wieczorami! 🥰😍

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Napisałbym więcej, ale limit znaków wyczerpany. XD

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⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ lıllılı.ıllı.ılılıılıı.lllııılı.lıllılı.ıllı.ılılıılıı.lllııılı ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 2:15 ◁◁ ▐ ▌ ▷▷ 4:14
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅❅⸻⸻⸻
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #1 [ Starman - David Bowie ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #2 [ I'm still standing - Elton John ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #3 [ Cold as Ice - Foreigner ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #4 [ Torna a casa - Måneskin ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #5 [ Life on Mars? - David Bowie ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⸻⸻⸻❅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #6 [ All dead, all dead - Queen ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #7 [ Your Song - Elton John ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #8 [ Somebody to love - Queen ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #9 [ Hold the line - TOTO ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ TRACK #10[ Let it go ]
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⸻⸻⸻❅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅⋅
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ Let ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀music ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀play
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ♫

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Un amigo me recordó hace unos días una de mis películas favoritas al compararnos a ambos con el protagonista por como es nuestra manera de ser y de sentir, por lo que le pedí a mi pareja si podría conseguir descargármela, ya que es una película que cuesta un pelín encontrar.

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Al encontrarla, la reproducimos y estuvimos viéndola por la noche (aunque él se quedó dormido cuando sólo quedaban 10-15 minutos de película) hasta dar las 2:15 y terminar yo con más de una escena con pequeñitas lágrimas en los ojos.

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Y es que esta melodía siempre consigue ponerme la piel de gallina y transmitirme una nostalgia que no sé de donde viene.
https://youtu.be/J6xzL0TrsRY

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Una película de la que estaba obsesionadísimo cuando tenía 13 años.
Como lo estaba de todas las películas de Tim Burton y más si Johnny Depp actuaba en ellas.

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Hasta tal punto de que les rogué a mis padres para que me llevaran al centro de Madrid para poder ver una exposición donde exponían varios objetos, guiones y más cosas de varias películas.
Pero que el objeto que realmente tenía ganas de ver eran las manos de tijera de Edward.

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Al final ellos accedieron y fuimos mi hermano y yo con ellos a ver la exposición, donde además aluciné con la túnica y máscara de Scream, la máscara de Jason de Viernes 13, la de Michael Myers, la de Hellraiser, el Necronomicón de Evil Dead, el guión de la primera película de Star Wars, las máscaras de las tortugas ninja y más cosas.

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Fue uno de los días más felices de mi vida.

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Recuerdo que después de haber pasado el día ahí, haber comido en un Pans & Company. Volvimos a casa y vimos la película 'Descubriendo Nunca Jamás', donde actúa también Johnny Depp. Y que era mi película favorita por aquel entonces.

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https://youtu.be/7iPb-855bSQ
https://youtu.be/rgNLfdYfvWg

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There is a young woman of 19 , who is convinced she is MM .
She is pleading for dna testing . . . .

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READ about it , if you are interested:

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https://www.marca.com/en/lifestyle/uk-news/2023/02/20/63f3e2cde2704eb4368b45a7.html

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The Madeleine McCann case is back in the news after a young Polish woman claimed to be the British girl who disappeared back in 2007 whilst on a family holiday in Portugal.

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This girl is certain of her identity and is even asking for a DNA test to confirm it. And as a result of these statements, the whole case is being discussed again.

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Madeleine was three years old when she disappeared from her holiday flat in Praia da Luz on 3 May 2007, while her parents were having dinner in a nearby restaurant.

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German police said in June 2020 that she was presumed dead and that Christian Bruckner was probably responsible for her death.

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However, British officials continue to treat it as a missing person's case and a lack of evidence prevented them from prosecuting the suspect.

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In Portugal, the authorities described Bruckner as a "formal suspect" in the Madeleine case but he has not been arrested for any involvement in her disappearance.

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The German has been serving time for raping a woman in 2005 in the Algarve area, just close to where the little girl disappeared. The offender has always denied any involvement in the child's case.

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Christian Bruckner's other crimes
Recently, new crimes have come to the fore with regards to the German national.

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The 45-year-old, the main suspect in Madeleine McCann's disappearance, has been charged by German prosecutors with several sex crimes he allegedly committed in Portugal between 28 December 2000 and 11 June 2017.

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"The accused is charged with three counts of aggravated rape and two counts of child sexual abuse. The investigation into the disappearance of Madeleine McCann is continuing," a police statement read.

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The offences he was charged with were as follows: In April 2007 he allegedly cornered a 10-year-old German girl on Salema beach, very close to where Madeleine disappeared a month later, and forced her to perform a sexual act.

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Between 2000 and 2006 he is accused of raping two women, one of them of consenting age, and one a 14-year-old girl.

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*the vile beast, 'suspect'*

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⠀
⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀color
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀russet⠀,⠀dirty pinks and violets⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀just like
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀her clothes⠀,⠀she's basically all of those colors
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀animal
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀opossum⠀,⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀despite looking like one⠀,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀she literally played d.ead when things went bad
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀flower
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀red rose⠀,⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀a common beauty with thorns
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀that protect her hidden emotions and feelings
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀taste
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sipcy⠀,⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀it attacks you so rapidly but after
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀swallowing⠀,⠀you actually start to like the vibe
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀smell
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀anise⠀,⠀sweat⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀just basic v.odka effects
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀weather
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀windy⠀,⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀she haunts the stage⠀,⠀like the
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀hurricane⠀,⠀that finally explodes with silence
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀season
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀summer⠀,⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀the old soil that trembles with
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀fear before the storm and bursts fresh after one
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✧.⠀food
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀licorice⠀,⠀⠀ ⠀⠀some folks love it⠀,⠀some hate

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These are the main ones that I can remember off the top of my head :)

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~ There are around 175 kings known today, with The Great Pyramid of Giza being attributed to Khufu. The rough time span of these kings are 3400 years, with it being split into three parts; The Old Kingdom, The Middle Kingdom and the New Kingdom. (I’d have to check my notes for the exact dates for these).

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~ In between the time periods of these kingdoms, existed a Predynastic and Protodynastic period. This is essentially when times were rather volatile and were the intermediate periods before everything stabilised and kicked off again, so to speak.

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~ The Egyptians kept records of their history and often amended it/updating rulers of the past. The most well known documents are the Palermo Stone and the Abydos King List. It was later recorded in Greek, when that become the dominant written and spoken language, but this is relatively recent in terms of their own history.

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~ One of my favourite facts of their chronology: an Egyptian priest (his name escapes me atm) in the early 300BCs included time periods where there were existing rulers before the Pharaohs, consisting of The Gods, Demigods and the Spirits of the Dead. After their time of ruling, then humans followed (though I guess Pharaohs were seen more as a stepping stone between a regular mortal and a demigod, in a way).

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I could keep going, but I’d have to reread my notebook for the more in-depth facts on their chronology within each of the Kingdoms, the rulers, etc.
Tbf, my favourite part was going over their mythology which I knew some of, and how that related back into and influenced society at that time! (Through their art, talisman and amulets, beliefs, burial practices, etc) :)

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