#dolls

When I was a young kid, I always played games on arcade machines. Tekken was one of my favourites, and mortal kombat.
I then had a game boy, which I played Mario on and such.
Most my friends at that age were all girls and all they were interested in were dolls, nail polish, magazine quizzes and stuff like that haha. So I wasn't really exposed to much info about consoles. So had only payed on the game boy and arcades.

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But one day (don't judge, I was super young), my older brother who didn't live with us anymore, had brought round his PlayStation for us to play with him. And he was like lulu do you want to play PlayStation with me? It's new! And my dumb naive ass who happened to also like trains at the time haha was like 'oh cool, yeah! I love trainsets!' I thought the PlayStation was a train station you play with lmao.
And he was like nooo it's a game console. And you can play tekken on it from home etc. And I was like omg what no way! And freaked out at how cool that was. So we played it for ages that day, and then some car games etc. Then he had to go home and took it with him.

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I basically then pestered my parents for one for agesss, and they said they wouldn't get me one unless my sister also wanted one, and I got her to ask for one too haha. And then that Christmas we both got one. I was mega excited and was hyper and bouncing around. And my sister broke out in tears because she was so amazed they got her one... Only she like literally never played it haha, it gathered dust haha.

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I remember my parents bought us the spice girl game as our first game hahah, it was so bad. But I liked it anyway because I was a spice girl fan haha. They also got us tomb raider so I was really happy with that. My parents couldn't afford to get us games often. So I was allowed to rent one now and then from blockbusters haha. I loved spyro so much back than haha but it was rented, so I was sad when I had to give it back haha.

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But yeah, my gaming life was a weird one growing up.

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Momentan höre ich unglaublich gerne alle möglichen Lieder von Grimes; bin erst vor ein paar Monaten auf ihre Musik gestoßen und seitdem absolut obsessed.
Auch Melanie Martinez zählt immer noch zu meinen absoluten Favs, genau so wie viele K-Pop Groups (momentan ganz aktiv Stray Kids und Ateez) und noch einige weitere Solo-Artists wie Bella Poarch, Jay Park, HyunA, Jackson Wang und B.I 🌸
Ach ja, die Lieblingslieder!
Von Grimes:
💫 Player Of Games
💫 We Appreciate Power
💫 Kill V. Maim
💫 REALiTi
💫 World Princess Pt. II
💫 Idoru

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Von Stray Kids 🌙 & Ateez 🌸:
🌙 Maniac
🌙 Venom
🌸 The Real
🌸 Thanxx
🌸 Guerrilla
🌸 New World

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Und von den restlichen Solo-Artists sind es zurzeit diese Lieder: Nabillera (HyunA); No Man's Land ft. Grimes, Villain, Living Hell, Dolls und Inferno (Bella Poarch); Cruel und Blow (Jackson Wang); BTBT und Illa Illa (B.I). 💫

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I tried my very best!! PFs Diskografie ist umfangreich, aber well, es hat etwas Überlegung gebraucht:

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Lance: Time
"Far away across the field / The tolling of the iron bell / Calls the faithful to their knees / To hear the softly spoken magic spells"

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Heracles: Julia Dream
"Sunlight bright upon my pillow / Lighter than an eiderdown / Will she let the weeping willow wind his branches round / Julia dream, dreamboat queen, queen of all my dreams"

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Graham: Fearless
"You say the hill′s too steep to climb / Chiding / You say you'd like to see me try / Climbing / You pick the place and I′ll choose the time / And I'll climb the hill in my own way"

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Josiah: Young Lust
"Will some woman in this desert land / Make me feel like a real man? / Take this rock and roll refugee / Oh, baby set me free"

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Camille: Matilda Mother
"For all the time spent in that room / The doll's house, darkness, old perfume / And fairy stories held me high on / Clouds of sunlight floating by / Oh mother, tell me more"

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Tadgh: Shine On You Crazy Diamond
"Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun / Shine on you crazy diamond / Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky / Shine on you crazy diamond"

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Virgil: Hey You
"Hey you, out there in the cold / Getting lonely, getting old / Can you feel me? / Hey you, standing in the aisles / With itchy feet and fading smiles / Can you feel me?"

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Sidonie: Eclipse
"And all you destroy / And all that you do / And all that you say / And everyone you meet / And all that you slight / And everyone you fight / And all that is now / And all that is gone / And all that's to come / And everything under the sun is in tune / But the sun is eclipsed by the moon"

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Oscar: Wish You Were Here
"How I wish, how I wish you were here / We're just two lost souls / Swimming in a fish bowl / Year after year / Running over the same old ground / What have we found? / The same old fears / Wish you were here"

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Poslouchám většinou anglické interprety, jen občas české.. obojímu rozumím. Texty si vyhledávám hlavně když jsou tam nějaké jinotaje, odkazy na události, o kterých nevím... anebo si k tomu vytvořím vlastní příběh - to se mi hodně stává u Amandy Palmer/Dresden dolls. Její texty jsou hodně poetické, nadnesené až snové, přitom často popisují naprosto nehorázné utrpení a bolest. To, že se do nich nacítím s nějakým vlastním prožitkem, je součástí toho, proč její hudba patří k mým nejoblíbenějším. Rammsteinům rozumím tak napůl, už je taky poslouchám dost dlouho na to, abych sem tam nějaký slovíčko pochytila a domýšlela si obsah... a třeba finský Turmion Katilot poslouchám především pro to, jak industriální skřípání dovedou převýst do chytlavý intenzivní melodie, která "tepe" ve stejnym rytmu, jako já. Texty jsem si u nich nikdy nehledala a naprosto se odevzdávám tomu, jakej ve mně vzbuzujou pocit.

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.˳˳.⋅ॱ˙˙ॱ⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱ˙˙ॱᐧ.˳˳..⋅ॱ˙˙ॱ⋅.˳ TIFFANY & HARLEY .˳˳.⋅ॱ˙˙ॱ⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱ˙˙ॱᐧ.˳˳..⋅ॱ˙˙ॱ⋅.˳
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after parting ways and breaking up with CHUCKY due to their different interests and TOXIC relationship, the blonde began to rebuild her life. It wasn't easy, but that's what she needed. To remain young and beautiful, Tiffany changed her body using voodoo magic until finding the right one ; the one she currently had. A sexy blonde who shared a notable resemblance with the one and only HARLEY QUINN. The princess of crime. ━━ Truth be told, TIFF was a huge fan of Harley. Especially after hearing that she was no longer with the Joker. They truly reminded her of Chucky and herself.
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⠀⠀⠀as soon as she found out Miss Quinn's whereabouts, Tiffany sent out a personal invitation, asking her to please come to her place for dinner... and luckily for Chucky's ex-wife, Harley showed up, sooner than expected, indeed. She barely had time to shop for dinner.⠀⠀❝Miss Quinn! I'm a huge fan❞⠀⠀the blonde spoke as soon as her crazy clear eyes laid upon the princess of crime.⠀⠀❝I'm Tiffany Valentine... now come in! come in!❞⠀⠀⠀excitement was written on her face. TIFF led Harley through the corridors until reaching the living room.⠀⠀❝wait for me here. It'll only take me a few minutes. You can pick a seat if you wish❞⠀⠀and with that being said, the psycho blonde headed to the kitchen and prepared two dishes of pre-cooked food.
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❝When guests drop by for dinner and you haven't had time to shop, you improvise.❞⠀⠀Tiffany said while she served their dinner, also picking a seat.⠀⠀❝alright! Now that everything is ready... Let's talk❞⠀⠀right in that moment, she realized that perhaps Harley had no idea about who she was. Something she had to make clear.⠀⠀❝oh silly me! I know who you are but I might be a total stranger to you, sweetface. It's okay. Let me introduce myself properly. Have you heard about Chucky and his wife, the serial killers whose souls possessed dolls? Well ━━ that's me. The wife, of course. Actually, EX-wife❞⠀⠀

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My name is Freya but you can call me Frey. I currently live in London. I’m Welsh and was brought up in Cumbria from the age of 5. 🌾 For work, I’m in design engineering, working as a technician in a machine shop.

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🌸 Slightly more random childhood facts in no particular order… I grew up camping, travelling, climbing and skiing, catching frogs and building forts in the woods with my siblings. We loved water balloons, Yu-Gi-Oh cards, and air soft guns. Cozy coupe cars, jelly shoes, blacksmithing, the stars and alternative rock/grunge bands were my jam. I dreamed of living on a canal/narrowboat. I think the closest things to dolls that I really enjoyed was the doll house itself and Polly Pockets and what I enjoyed equally as much as playing with my toys was organising them 😂 I think I’m a type-A gal.

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I want a van life or something like that, it’s actually less about travel and more about simplicity. The less cluttered I keep my external life, the easier it is for me to think clearly. I’m more able to answer cliche but important questions. Knowing myself is something I really value and it makes me a better person to those around me. I feel much more present and at peace. 🤍

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I’m probably a classic 90s kid with a love of learning by doing.

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No. They always get up to shenanigans. And not the fun quirky kind of shenanigans that leprechauns and the wee folk do that involve mead or magic mushrooms. Nah this is always the kind of skulking around at 3AM shenanigans with cleavers and butcher knives, which really aren’t shenanigans at all. Haunted dolls need to be boiled in holy water, cremated then buried in consecrated ground. It’s the only sensible thing to do. Well, that or just not buy one in the first place. Definitely, cursed dolls and knickknacks make great presents, just don't tell anyone they're cursed. I have always had an interest for the mysterious things in life. Conspiracy theories, ufo sightings, haunted objects and houses and well pretty much anything that someone in a mental hospital has an interest in. I guess you can say that I'm an open minded person that believes in a little bit too much. I usually watch creppy top ten videos on Youtube or watch a movie "based on a true story" as long as it's creppy and within a realistic scenario then I'm interested. My favorite category is ghosts so I like to watch people using ouija boards and all other sorts of communication devices for spirits. One day after watching an allegedly haunted doll video on Youtube I decided to get myself a haunted doll. The video was about a kid that kept on telling his parents how he couldn't sleep cause the doll would always move it's head right to left, up and down. The father and the one who published the video decided to put up a camera with night vision to see if the doll actually moved and well.. it sure as hell did. The video only showed highlights but you could clearly see it's head moving and that was enough for me to waste 30 dollars on a doll from ebay.
Trying to sleep again was hard as this had freaked me out to the point where my body was at a high guard. As I slowly drifted off to sleep I suddenly heard a quiet little knock on my door following cries. I opened the door and the doll was sitting right outside my room. I started to think that the doll wanted to stay inside my room so I thought to myself that I had to be brave enough to let the doll stay right on the place she had always been while living at my place. After placing her on the table I tried to fall asleep yet again only this time there was no cries or anything that interrupted it. I woke up already having a plan of what to do that morning. I went to my shelf in my office and grabbed a ouija board I had bought and decided that I would try to communicate with the spirit that had possessed this doll. After a few minutes of nothing happened (Which is normal when using an ouija board) the planchette slowly started moving and I had a successful conversation with the spirit.

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Being single is nice bc nothing holding you back from doing anything. You can travel, relocate for jobs, make decisions without worrying about what a SO might say. Downside is sometimes it can get lonely. Being in a relationship is great, too. You have someone to lean on, share all your emotions with, share the good/bad/fun/sad/happy sides. Relationships are tough, they take work. No relationship is perfect, they just aren't. Depends on the relationship. It definitely comes with demands - you have an additional variable in almost every decision you make. There will have to be sacrifices. The question is how much are you getting back out of it. I forgot about sex. Many people seem to focus their whole lives on acquiring sex. If that's super important to you then definitely relationship. People in committed relationships have the most sex. That bachelor party experience you see in movies is bullshit, unless you are an attractive woman who wants to collect all the STDs. Single even though I’m in a great relationship now. When you’re single you don’t have to take someone else’s wants and feelings into consideration with making certain choices you normally wouldn’t consult anyone about. You can be completely selfless. There’s also less stress. People say being single is lonely and boring but it really isn’t if you have a life and friends.
I eventually became miserable in both. It's been about three years since the second ended and I feel great. I love doing what I want when I want all the time. I haven't even had sex this whole time and it's gotten to the point that I don't even muss it. Porn just keeps getting better and so do sex dolls (don't have one yet due to my current living situation, but it's certainly in the future). And the amount of disposable income I have! Women are expensive. They always want to do things and decorate and shit. Meanwhile, I can have bare walls and play a couple games I get on Steam for sale for weeks.
When I visit my bf/he visits me, we definitely draw away from our friends as we want to use what little time we have together to ourselves as we can spend time with our friends any time. However, I don't really notice this with close distance couples. We can definitely break up and go through a lot of heartache but it's worth the potential temporary happiness we get together as I really love my boyfriend and cherish our time together. I personally enjoy living alone and being able to play video games or go wherever I want to without having to worry if a gf wants to do something else at the time or go somewhere else. Plus, A LOT of relationships aren't that good despite what couple photos on social media might tell you. And most relationships fail sooner or later and more and more marriages end up in divorce nowadays. It's better to be single than being stuck in a shitty relationship. A lot of people are in toxic and abusive relationships out there.

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