#healer

..Death felt it would cause you unnecessary worry and I agreed..so we both kept it hidden..I just forgot you are here and..you overheard this when you weren't supposed to.. eheh..to be fair, his physical wounds are always healed, it just dealt damage to his Soul each time, have you noticed each time after I healed him, he would always need to sleep?
To simplify it, let's say his HP was at 100 and it dropped down to 0, my magic would heal him back to 100 then deal 75 damage so he's never entirely at full health with me as the healer since my magic is very harmful to him, same with his own being harmful to me, Dream is more compatible because his magic isn't like mine, anyone with similar magic to me, like Nova for example, would deal incredible damage him
Same for anyone who has similar powers to his, they could deal immense damage to me.. like Shadow for example, which hopefully I never have to face him

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Ich mach jetzt mal was ganz verrücktes und mach draus eine D&D Version da ich mich nicht mehr ganz erinnern kann wer meine letzten Drei Charaktere waren (zumindest die zwei die nach Theo kamen), welche ich auch fertig bekommen habe *hust* in der Hinsicht kann es durchaus vorkommen dass mich schnell mal die Motivation verlässt und ich mit meinem genialen "vielleicht hab ich ja morgen mehr Inspiration und Motivation"-Gehabe am Ende entweder mit einem halbleeren oder kaum ausgeführten Steckbrief da stehe und Panic schiebe aka ein biiiiiiiiischen Spirale 🙃

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Zudem beschäftige ich mich in letzter Zeit seeeeehr viel mit D&D beschäftige 😂 nicht nur weil ich selber eine Campaign schreibe sondern auch weil wir in der Freundesgruppe in der nächsten Woche eine neue Starten werden 👀 and I just lov to talk about this babys

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# 1: Nika
Der erste Gedanke den ich zu Nika hatte war "Necromancer", dann kamm "healer who is more of an necromancer" dazu bzw jemand der sich denkt "Mmmm also ich kann meine Party jetzt heilen.... Oder ich warte bis sie auf 0 Hitpoints sind und stabilisieren sie dann bc Spare the dying is a thing und ich muss doch auf meine Spell Slots achten". Demnach is Nika geboren 😂

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# 2: Rei
Bei Rei wollte ich mal von den ganzen Spell-Caster weg kommen und dachte mir nur "Tiefling-Babarian" und als ich dann dieses lovly Bild von diesem adorable Tiefling gefunden habe und dachte mit nur "no one is gonna belive this cutie that she is a Babarian and I would love to see how this will play out"

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# 3: Ve
Ve war tatsächlich bis vor ein paar Monaten noch ein Tabaxi Bard mit dem Name Song of River gewesen, welche dadurch entstanden ist, dass ich gerne wieder eine Bardin spielen wollte und sich die Gelegenheit dazu gegeben hatte. Aber nachdem ich diese Lady entdeckt hatte hab ich die Tabaxi Idee verworfen und aus River wurde die Drow Dame Ve. Vor allem da sich die beiden Rassen von ihren Traits gar nicht so groß unterscheiden war es auch keine so große Mühe das zu ändern 😂

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ich erstelle irgendwie gar nicht so viele OCs :D und musste daher erst einmal nachschauen welche OCs die letzten waren, weil es irgendwie schon echt lange her ist.

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meine letzten OCs waren/sind: Asha, Nashira und aktuell halt Finola.

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Asha: Asha habe ich bei rfad ins Rennen geschickt. Ich kann es verstehen, dass sie nicht angenommen wurde, denn sie hätte irgendwie gar nicht in die Truppe gepasst :D. Aber damals fiel mir glaube ich nichts wirklich richtig schwer. Am Anfang fand ich es schwer, dieses Motiv der "Hoffnung" herauszuarbeiten, dass sie darstellen sollte, weil sie auf dem ersten Blick jetzt kein super optimistischer Sonnenschein-Mensch wie meine Artemis ist, sondern schon etwas ernster. Aber eigentlich hat es dann ganz gut funktioniert. :) Ich mocht ihr Zitat gerne, hab letztens mal in den Steckbrief reingeschaut. „I know that I was meant to be a healer, because I kept falling in love with broken people.“ Ach, das hat so schön zu ihr gepasst :D.

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Nashira aka "Nas" für blap von @nevereversea: Am Anfang war alles schwer bei Nashira! Mein letzter Steckbrief ist einfach schon so lange her gewesen. Ich weiß noch, dass ich so gerne mitmachen wollte und dann vor dem Dokument saß und dachte "verdammt, ich habe verlernt, wie man Steckbriefe schreibt". Ich war auch die ganze Zeit so zu @HotaruAn "HELP! Ich weiß nicht mehr, wie man OCs erstellt". Aber die Brainstormings mit @peschawaabdullah321, @HotaruAn und auch @Thamyia haben echt geholfen. Am Ende war ich auch zufrieden und sogar bisschen stolz, weil der Steckbrief tatsächlich in meiner Formatierung 88 Seiten hat. Menge sagt zwar nichts über die Qualität aus, aber ich hab wirklich viel Zeit investiert :D und Nashira liegt mir immer noch sehr am Herzen und ich bin froh, dass sie als NC mitmischen darf <3. Es hat mir auch sehr viel Spaß gemacht die ganze Hintergrundgeschichte der Shafiqs zu erarbeiten und ich freue mich auf weitere Familienmitglieder @peschawaabdullah321 ;).

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und 3. Finola "Fion" Fawley @jawfracture . Hier arbeite ich mit @Thamyia zusammen :) und wir erstellen Cousinen <3 Pandora und Fion, Sonne und Mond. Ich bin noch recht am Anfang und ich muss zugeben, dass ich noch vor paar Tagen, die gleichen Probleme wie bei Nashira hatte :D. Aber mittlerweile nimmt der Steckbrief Form an. Ich habe das Gefühl, dass der Knoten geplatzt ist. Fion begleitet mich eigentlich jeden Tag und beim Spazieren oder Aufräumen oder auch kurz vorm Einschlafen fallen mir immer neue Ideen für sie ein, die ich dann ganz schnell aufschreiben muss, weil ich sonst alles vergesse.

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its been a week i didn't smiled. laughed, or giggled.

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i didn't talked to any one. i locked my self in my room, i didn't walked out of my room, even the lights? i didn't turned them on.

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i have this palpitation, shortness of breath & something not letting me sleep.

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i am broken but nobody actually broke me.

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i am hurt but nobody actually hurts me.

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i am angry, but nobody is the actual reason.

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i am tired, but i didn't do actual hustle.

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i have nobody to talk, but i don't actually need someone to talk.

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i am some one people know as the happiest person alive or someone they see as the most lively person on earth.

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so what's eating me?

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lately, i didn't broke up, i didn't had a fight, i didn't failed anything.

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its small things that have filled up the space in me,

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sadness that's eating my happiness as termites, its easy to kill an insect that crawls above your skin. imagine living with insects that crawl under your skin.

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its easy to have wounds on skin they heal, imagine pain more than seeing crackling of bones under your skin and you can do nothing.

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imagine you cant breathe when its a room full of oxygen.

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just a simple request.

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do not say things to ppl, don't judge em, don't pass comments.

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you really don't know what's inside a person, no matter how happy, blessed and calm he looks on the outside.

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learn to spread positivity.

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~NOORI

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3:08 AM.
THURSDAY 10 NOV, 2021.

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(Personal about 3 hours ago)

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This reminds me of the corby with the injured wing . . .

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went to the vet, saying "I have such a painful wing and I can't fly . . . . can you help?"
Vet says: "yes, but I'll have to put you down. Wings broken , no hope . . . "
Crow says: "fuk that, I'll take my chances. .. ." & she flaps out . . . . .
Strutting along the street, she chances upon a Chinese healer, Dr Ooo Flung Quack . . . .
So , our crippled crow caws in to see Dr Flung Quack, and they exchange some crack . . . . .
Finally the Doc says , "no need to flap" , and he pulls at wing till it snaps into place .
"just take it easy and give it a rest , by the end of the evening you'll be right as rain."
"PHEW", says the crow, "the vet said it was broken & wanted to wring my neck!!"
"Well" , says Dr Quack , it's just a matter of a pinion . . . "

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8_kpbKF5fs

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Genre action crime:
Rugal √
Kill it √
Different dreams
Jo pil-ho:the dawning rage
The gangster,the cop and the devil (viu) √
The divine furry (viu)
Exit
Vagabond √
Ashfall
The witch:part 1.the subversion (viu) √
Unstoppable (viu)
The k2 √
The player (viu) √
Dokgo rewind,pemainnya sehun exo sama kang mina √
Sketch
Master
Commitment
Bas guys 2:city of evil
The man from nowhere
Untouchhable
Watcher √
Criminal minds
Tell me what you saw
Time to hunt
Extracurricular
365:repeat the year (viu)
The game:towards zero (viu)
Psycopath diary
Leverage (viu) √
The negotiation
The swindlers (viu) √
Doubtfull victory
Healer √
Gangnam blues
City hunter √
The prison (viu)
Ghost (phantom) (viu) √
Fabricated city (viu)
Ordinary people (viu) √
The outlaws (viu) √
Mouse

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Genre tntng jaksa/pengacara:
Lawles lawyer
Whisper (viu)
Your honor
Pride and prejudice
Suits (viu)
Room no.9
Class of lies
Confenssions (viu)
A violent prosecutor
Hyena
Welcome 2 life,recomended nih
Justice (viu)
Switch change the world
Taxi Driver
Vincenzo
Law School

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Genre tntng dokter:
Investigation couple 1 √
Investigation couple 2 √
Doctor prisoner (viu)
Dr.stranger √
Cross √
Doctor detective
Priest (viu)

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"What would you do to mend a broken soul?"
seek comfort in the One who created me. whenever I am broken, I instantly turn to God. as much as the people around me have helped to heal, it is God who is the healer of all hearts, and every single obstacle that I survive is thanks to Him.

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""Nothing can be done without knowing the pain, feeling it, accepting it, before finally mending it." Person A"
yes.

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"Nothing has happened in your life that was not necessary for your growth and your unfoldment. If you believe that someone hurt you, or someone did something to you long ago, or your parents abus*d you, whatever may have happened in your life, you needed those experiences. I know it sounds strange, but you needed to go through those experiences to be here now. If it weren’t for the experiences you have had in your life, you’d be bowling this afternoon, or crying over something, or arguing with someone. Therefore, every experience that you have had in your life has led you here. It’s all good. There are no mistakes."
— Robert Adams

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""People fear the unknown, but only the unknown will let a person grow." Also 'A'"
also, yes.

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"How would you answer this question?"
dear reader, when you embrace your brokenness for all that it is, and allow yourself to truly feel what you feel in that moment (for however long it may last), then you will come out of it with a set of clearer eyes and a more open heart.

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those tears that roll down your cheeks were there to wash away the pains caused by this cruel, cruel world.

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but you my darling, you are so strong.

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you may not be able to see it now, but when you look back in time at this moment, you will see how brave you were. how strong you were. how much healing your heart did because you chose to release all of those emotions you were holding onto.

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"depression and sickness really do feel alike. both of them make you suffer; not an intense pain though, but a subtle cold flame that burns your days and your energy, so exasperating that unless you heal you won’t be able to do anything and you’ll find yourself too weak to ask for help. just like a sick person shouldn't leave their house, when you’re depressed you feel like closing up in yourself is the only choice, as if everything else could harm you. but the difference is, when you’re depressed, the best thing you can do is opening up to someone, writing down your feelings, letting it go, because nothing beats the cold flame of sadness better than the warmth of a hug."

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words above from: https://staypozitive.tumblr.com/post/139012112626

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your soul won't stay broken forever. neither will your heart. you have the power to start healing those cracks from within, and soon enough, you'll see that the process of your recovery will emit a glow about you that can only inspire those left in the dark to come out into the light with you. 🌟

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CG7t16cgoEk

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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️001. ️️️ ️ ⤿ ️️️ ️ @DIVINELUX ️️️ ️━━━ ️️️ ️ARI GREENGRASS.
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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️HE'S MISSED A LOT, he knows that. and not only of the war, of THE REBELLION, but also of his own family. milestones for some, FOR MAX, and he couldn't be there to share that WITH HIM. couldn't or wouldn't? THE GUILT will overcome him one day. but today is not the day. not when NINA IS OUT THERE, captured by the enemy. . . and mat can just feel━━━━━
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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️THE PAIN, the terror. and every minute not spend on finding her feels like WASTE, like he hasn't done what he always should have: PROTECTED HIS TWIN. ' yes, sir. whenever you need me. ' and he leaves PROFESSOR UTHER with those words, exiting his office. he is just one more soldier to him, but to mat? THIS IS MORE. this is a fight for his FAMILY, to make things right.
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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️door close behind him, mind already ELABORATING about what can be done. his next stop is SCARLET EVANS, and gaining any information she might have on nina. and yet, HE'S STOPPED, as eyes settle on a figure he hasn't seen for. . . almost as long AS ANYONE. despite the sharpened features, DARKER MINT, stronger build, he'd recognise her anywhere.
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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️' -ARI. . . ' his breath betrays him, although he doubts SHE'S HEARD HIM, from the top of the stairs. he doesn't move, not until eyes lock with hers. HIS LIPS TWITCH, but do not form a full smile. ' ariana, what are you doing HERE? ' he's never pegged her one TO FIGHT. healer perhaps? steps taken to the bottom of the stairs. ' i didn't expect to see YOU here. '
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️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️️️ ️️️ ️HAS HE ANYONE? his hogwarts friends don't fit
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Words are the strongest STRONGEST weapon and healer at the same time. Why? Because humans don’t communicate silently. They invented language to express their minds but looking through the history you’d find importance of 26 alphabets and how they formed sentences and how it impacted and change the course of history. A letter comprised of few sentences could start a war and kill millions or it could be a love letter and change the way we perceive love. Gestures means a big deal. A soft thankyou can mean alot and sorry well if its meant only.
But the strongest of words come affect when put with subtle actions. You see words lose its meaning if you babble all day with no sign of performing what you say. That is wise’s words count more because they speak less and when they do its worth the action they perform

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️「 ️ ️ ️QUEENIE KOWALSKI. ️ ️ ️ 」

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️he had no idea what was happening────── maybe it was the sudden loss of ADRENALINE, that also had held the pain at BAY, but he felt like he was seeing the scene in front of him in SLOW MOTION. truth be told, he wasn't worried for max. he'd seen him survive worse and go straight to DRINKING, but it was slowly hitting him what they'd just done. NO MORE HIDING.

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️whatever NOAH he'd created in the last few months, couldn't protect him anymore. as he heard his name being called by a familiar voice, he's muttering something to a HEALER he doesn't recognize. ' i don't know, there were a LOT of spells. ' what had max been hit with? whatever it was, he was already starting to move, and noah. . . SIGHED. IN RELIEF.

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️THEN? QUEENIE KOWALSKI────── she strolled in with her wild hair, big eyes, and THREATENING tone, and then noah almost CRIED. he'd like to say it was a romantic thing or some shit, but his arm was so BROKEN, so it was her TOUCH that killed him. ' OW. OW. ' noah would actually CRY in a second, although he was suddenly not WORRIED, or PANICKED-

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️' you're killing me. ' but he's grateful for the arm around his WAIST, even if it sets every nerve on fire, and not in the way he wanted. A GRUNT, as he watches them take max even though all he wanted was to look at HER. resting his head on the the mane of brown hair that he'd missed, he inhaled her calming SCENT. she looked like WAR too. . . in a HOT, WARRIOR WAY.

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️. . .or maybe she was just a MESS and he couldn't see properly, but he was PRETTY SURE it was the first one? as he sat on the bed, feeling like a USELESS CHILD, he realized how tightly he held onto the glass board, but first? ' if i actually have a choice, option TWO. i am very hurt. ' it wasn't that bad, really────── he'd broken his arm BEFORE. ' . . .VERY HURT. '

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️it was only then that he managed to find the STEEL caught off guard, not looking at him with a million different feelings, that he slowed down enough to make SENSE of it all. maybe it was the fact she was crying, but his face fell, following her gaze. ' OH. ' he reached it out to her with a grunt. ' NINA. we think this has their location. xavier used one, and cass. . . and roman. '

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️nights in the dungeons, watching them all play────── he placed in on her lap, before letting his forehead rest on her shoulder. he'd remain there for the rest of TIME, if he could. noah took a steadying breath. ' you and your nerd friends can figure it out, right? CHESS club or whatever. leona, jack, logan? ' he tried to reach for her face, but. . . PAIN. ' FUCK, QUEENS- '

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️ ️ ️ ️ ️his arm was BURNING, from the inside out. ' is max okay? '
️ ️ ️ ️ ️ ️️ ️ ️ ️he couldn't see him. AND SHE- ' and. . . ARE YOU OKAY? '
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️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️|| ️️️ ️ ️️️INCONSTANT. 003. ️️️ ️ ️️️ ||
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️AT LEAST, it appears he'd learnt which battles were worth fighting──────── downing the potions. the absence of his LIGHTNESS is notable especially now, as if the room is more silent, heavier. nina quickly puts it out of mind though, as she nodded at his words. ' of course, but you realise you're the one covered in injuries, right? ' . . .but, she did as ASKED.
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️she grabbed the vial of DITTANY and quickly lets a drop fall on each cut──────── they begin to evaporate slowly, and she makes a point to show HIM, before resuming to take care of his. OF COURSE, only a mad man would have taken care of NINA first, but if it made him feel better, so be it. they did sting a bit MORE now though, but seemed to heal fast.
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️she resumes the work on him, bandaging what is still open and leaving the tiny wounds. they kind of matched in the tiny cuts too, now──────── all sealing steadily. the bandages she was putting on hid larger injuries would hopefully help the others along. ' i'll check the others again in an hour, as always. don't be GRUMPY with me when i wake you up. '
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️IF HE FELL ASLEEP. who knew where his moods would take him? nina only wished she could sleep too──────── but for the duration of his sleepless nights, her brain seemed hotwired to HIS; to need to check on him. the one good thing? she was sure she wanted to be a healer now. the RELIEF she felt at his safety was worth every sleepless, anxiety-ridden moment.
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️. . .even if she knew he didn't believe it. nina finishes up, not tidying up as quickly after just so she can actually face him for a moment──────── as if the BLUE would answer her better than lips could. but she couldn't see his eyes, so she placed a hand on his shoulder instead. ' it'll be good for you. you'll have more friends there. MORE DISTRACTIONS. '
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️they'd keep it a secret from most, sure, but. . . maybe there he'd be the usual goofy MAT. the one that understood nothing and was only happy with some sort of football or quidditch ball in hand. she missed that──────── that CARELESS LOOK of his seemed world's away. ' it won't be that different. we won't let it be. ' but wouldn't it? would he even play quidditch?
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️ ️ ️nina sat on the arm of his chair, and leaned her head onto his, trying to not feel the lurch at her chest. could he play quidditch if he was this IRRITABLE? what if GAMES fell on the days after or just before a full moon? it was such a STUPID, MUNDANE thing to worry about──────── yet, it was another thing to HURT HIM. ' . . .we're going to get through this. '
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️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️she'd improve WOLFSBANE──────── or die TRYING.
️️️ ️ ️ ️ ️️️ ️️️️ ️ ️ ️' none of us are giving up. ' hand rested on his. ' NEVER. '
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Gần đây thì mình không còn cày phim nhiều nữa nhưng mà có một bộ mình coi đi coi lại vẫn không chán là “Healer” - phim Hàn Quốc nhe. Bộ này thì coi mùa đông hợp hơn vì nó mang kiểu ấm áp như là có người yêu bên cạnh vậy :)) Bộ thứ hai là một bộ phim Đài “Before We Get Married”, thật ra bộ này không phải mình tìm mà được một người bạn giới thiệu cho. Trước giờ mình vốn không thích phim Trung vì nó có mấy motip hơi nhạt nhẽo nhưng mà bộ này khá hay vì mình thích mấy thứ phức tạp :)). Cuối cùng mình đề xuất hai bộ “Moon Lovers” và “Doctor Stranger”- lại là phim Hàn, hai bộ này không biết nói sao nhưng mà nói chung là hay 😄 Điểm chung của các phim này đều là phim tình cảm, có tình yêu rất nhiệt huyết và lại có chút chút ngược, chắc tại vì mình thích nhìn ngta đau khổ á :)) Đùa thôi chứ tình yêu mà phải có thử thách nó mới thú vị nè. Chút chút như này đủ để bạn giết thời gian khi chán rồi á. À mà còn vài phim Thái nữa nhưng mà mình không nói đâu hihi. Chúc bạn xem phim vui vẻ

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