#help

I think you attract whatever you think a lot about. For example, if you think that your friend doesn't like you, your brain will work hard to prove this to you by pinpointing little things she does that may suggest she doesn't like you. Now she may not intend to do those things to annoy you, maybe she has always done those things but now taht you've given your brain this task of proving your thoughts right, it's gonna become extra cautious of everything she does and try to prove your thoughts right.
Which in turn causes you to act on those thoughts because now you have 'evidence' to prove that you're right. When you take subtle steps towards that direction, you're naturally making it your reality 🤷🏻‍♀️
In this example, you start being rude to your friend or stop being too friendly with her to protect yourself, your friend senses that and starts disliking you for real. You turned your thoughts into your reality now.
Your brain's job is to help your survive and it hates conflicting thoughts. Because conflict is not good for your survival. So it's eventually gonna start looking for things to prove your beliefs/strong thoughts. Which will greatly alter your reality.

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Yes. I went once or twice when I was in elementary school because the teachers at the school that I went to told my parents how quiet I was and I didn’t really have friends so they were worried. When I went to see the therapist, she was surprised because I wasn’t quiet around her and wondered if they sent the right kid lol. In middle school, I saw one regularly due to dealing with OCD and being depressed and I really liked talking to my therapist until I started high school. In high school, I didn’t open up as much to my therapist anymore or listen to what she would tell me to do and she felt like she couldn’t help me anymore so I was referred to see a social worker instead. The problem was, I didn’t want to see anyone at the time and didn’t feel as comfortable talking to the social worker so not long after, I stopped seeing her too. A few years later, I moved to another place in the same state (where I currently live now) and saw a therapist who specialized in OCD but I didn’t really click with her sadly. I stopped seeing her after she asked me if our sessions were helping me and I told her that they were but they weren’t helping “enough.” I currently am not seeing anyone but I agreed with my last therapist when she said that it’s best to take a break from our sessions and see someone else for my social anxiety (which I also deal with).

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Nugget: ☉ ‿ ⚆?????????

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Lestat: Nugget, have you ever played with yourself before? -Now I'm curious-

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Nugget: I play games! \( ᐖ)/ I like adventure types!
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ Oh boy! I always love starting something new! Oh boy! It gets me all excited!

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Lestat:-I chuckle and grab her, sitting her on my lap-

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Nugget: ヽ༼ ಠ_ಠೃ ༽ﾉ Heey! What's the big deal?

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Lestat: -I grind myself against her- <3

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Nugget: Eh!? ヽ༼☉ɷ⊙༽ﾉ What are you doing!? Why are you doing that!?

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Lestat: -I kiss her neck playfully, I don't stop grinding against her, I want to see if her body gets excited without her even knowing it- I'm playing with you~

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Nugget: This is a weird game! (｡•́︿•̀｡) i-i don't think i like it very much! -I try to remove myself off him but feel how persistent he is-

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Lestat: -Unlike Baal, I won't hide from her, much less brainwash her. I want her to know these things in real time- Do you feel good when I do this?-I bounce her up and down on my lap-

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Nugget:-Nervous because I don;t know what I'm feeling-
( ｡ •̀ ᴖ •́ ｡) -I think he is treating me like some baby- I know what you're doing! I'm not a kid! You won't do the chair tricks on me! I am not in no roller coaster!

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Lestat: -I feel something wet and gasps. I look down and see her drenched- Oh my god!!! <333 Oooooh!

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Nugget: -I feel weird- (´•︵•`) OH NO!!!! I DON'T HAVE MY BABY NAPPIES ON TO PREVENT THIS! IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN! I'M SO SORRY MR LESTAT!!!

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Lestat: What did you say!?

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Nugget: I did the strange number 1 on you! :(
I often wear the baby nappies (Pad) when this happens.

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Lestat: W-what!? N-NO! THAT'S NOT.. GIRL! YOU ARE CONFLATING TWO THIN-

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Nugget: -I don't let you talk- I GOT THIS! I have to go clean this mess! I am sorry!
( • ᴖ • ｡) I need to change clothes! I'll be back to clean this mess up!

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Lestat: o_o... -u-... -I knew she was dumb as hell with most stuff but this is next level. I see her sticky human essence on my crotch and I can't help but scoop it up and lick my digits after-............. Oh yeah, she's a virgin... UGHNNRNRRGN!

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Amalric: My name is Amalric Brom Arkwright. Eldest son to Queen Katarina and nephew to Empress Alexandrea. I belong to the Arkwright royalty and the Red Diamond Empire is my home -I point to my eyes- Rubies are our family emblem.

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Most red eyed members of the family come from my own. It is our signature mark and most dominant eye color.
Next to me is one of my many sons, Amdis Bram Arkwright. Who is the current head/chief of the Red Diamond Empire. Handpicked by me

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Amdis: There's many other empires that differ from ours. All of them connected and ruled by the empress, my grand-aunt. I myself have many descendants and children to count but I won't get into the entire family tree right now. Just a warning, we do not like mudbloods of any kind.

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It's highly disrespectful to wed or have relationships with outside species or people without the blessing of the Empress and the Queen. We won't tolerate such behaviors. Bloodkin is the only way of life and the most acceptable for its system allows for stronger heirs to be born.

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We practice arranged marriages and we expect everyone to understand the massive responsibility that lies on our shoulders as one of the most important Serant courts and Serant militia power.

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We produce the best soldiers to serve and represent our kind. Even the silly hierarchy can't help but negotiate with us for our impeccable fighters.

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Amalric: We have unique ways of breeding and creating such servants of justice. They fight in the name of our kind. But other corps or groups benefit from collaboration. We have participated in the abolition of the so called angels. We have also orchestrated the mass production of humans (Human farms) and rare artifacts.

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We're currently making new farms, ones relating to angels. It is still an ongoing project of sorts. Ah and how could I forget? We also are the heart and the keepers of those who suffer from bloodlust. We help them achieve their true selves through beautiful g o re.

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-Pretty much, a very evil and powerful family-

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I think so, there is a difference. If they see a beautiful girl or woman on social networks, she attracts the attention of men.
I have a closed account on Instagram, but despite my "married" status, men tried to add me, supposedly just for friendship.
But, to be honest, I immediately realized that they were scammers, a lot of guys are cheating single and married women out of money with the help of fake accounts.
They hope that a woman will fall in love with them, with their image of a rich man and will fall for their speeches about sympathy and a happy future together.
I have never had a situation in my life where many men liked me, I am not a beauty and have never considered myself one, and I did not feel loved before my husband.
I know from what I've heard from previous acquaintances, with whom I've only had a couple of dates while I was single, that I'm not to many men's tastes, because some like very thin models who are tall, and those guys weren't right for me because for me appearance is not the most important thing in a person, and I was looking for the same kind of guy, so that he would love me for my inner qualities, and not perceive me as a commodity. I hate misogynists who objectify women.

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Date:30.08.24
Time:02:03

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Astaroth: Because it's an animalistic instinct. The primal emotions of a feral entity. Demons are comparable to beasts. They essentially are. Abominations and literal animals. Doesn't matter how graceful you think one of them might be. Almost always, there's a side to them.

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A nature they can't help and rut is just another form of uncontrollable lust. The need to propagate that corruption onto others. To taint their wombs, to create more abominable things. This is what rut is like.
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Melech: -Tries to realistically present something that I could compare to what rut feels like-............... So if you have ever remotely experienced excitement, carnal type, just imagine that brief excitement you feel that aggressive desire! At the moment, you want it. You want it bad but as with every balanced thing it disappears, right? You calm down about it.

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You saw Mr./Mrs Hot guy/girl the other day and man did they give you some very bad thoughts. Now imagine, you have these thoughts everyday, to the point you start forgetting your own daily living. Imagine feeling that excitement, that stimulation but it soon begins to become this strong want of doing much more to these ppl you really, really want.
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Ruby: You start to have these unusual cravings. Just having them isn't enough. You find them even being in pain to be something that gives you pleasure. Your mind slowly begins to warp itself. Involuntary thoughts of ways you can hurt them overtake you.

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To the point, now you are picturing some kind of bloody mess. This is what rut is for a demon. Is like this wild fever dream you feel you'll never awake from. Your body gets all hot. Temp rises and by this point your primal instincts are...
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Lilith: To take, to destroy and create at the same time and finally but not least to dominate or be dominated. Sadism and Masochism may play roles, depending who you are. Some crave destruction and others crave to do said destruction. Rutting also goes hand in hand with hunger for blood and flesh.
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Mikhail: The undeniable desire to consume. To gorge upon the vitality all around you because you want to satisfy this ever growing feeling of passion within your bre-ast Your heart beats loudly into your ears and both your emotions and mind sight become tunneled with only one thing in your mind....

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Desire in every possible form. Not just s e xual but in every other thing too. Anything that represents si n or is si nful in nature.

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I asked myself this question before. Well, I love questions in general and I love the concept of the app itself. The idea of questions and answers is really attractive. Although people don't use it this way, unfortunately. It's messy right now. But still I feel like different apps interact with us in different ways. And I like the aspect of my personality that I can show here effortlessly.

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The last reason is my past here. I've been here since 2017 and I answered a lot of questions thoughtfully. Which means I can get back to know how my past self used to think. Sometimes I read my old answers and I'm really surprised how I changed. And sometimes I don't believe I said such wise things at some point in my life. I can take my past self advice to help me right now. So yeah, it's a nice app although I think it could be used in more interesting ways.

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Sorta unconventional but you'll never be able to feel their pain in way they are feeling it, but beautiful thing is that you got to see it, you know extent to how much they suffered, strength they showcased to fight against their unbeatable odds. Gratitude can be found in anything and nothing at same time. In such scenarios fact that you know about it, is something that majority of people who know them aren't even aware of. Fact that you're there for them is what you should be proud of and something to cherish. Not being able to help them is nothing to be sad about, being by their side is more than enough to be happy that you got chance at least, instead of living obliviously till day they are no longer with you and you're like "I didn't even know they were going through so much but never uttered single word"

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