#imagination

Aber natürlich! Ich beschäftige mich seit geraumer Zeit mit der sogenannten "Spaziergangswissenschaft", die auch fachsprachlich "Promenadologie" genannt wird. Sie wurde von Lucius Burckhardt entwickelt, der zwar oftmals als einfacher Soziologe abgestempelt wird, aber dennoch in meinen Augen viel mehr als aktiver Künstler fungiert. Die Historie der Spaziergangswissenschaft geht bis zu den Flaneuren zurück und greift viele Aspekte, insbesondere die des alltäglichen Lebens auf. Wie wir Dinge wahrnehmen (durch die Sinne), aber auch wie unser Unterbewusstes darauf reagiert oder reagieren kann. Es ist ein wirklich kompliziertes Feld, dass sich jeder Künstler auf andere Weise erschließt. Besonders fasziniert mich das Entwickeln eines "Mikro-Blickes", wie ich es nenne. In der das Subjekt den kleinen Dinge in den unterschiedlichen Landschaften Aufmerksamkeit schenkt. Und Landschaften meint hier nicht immer die typische Naturlandschaft. Es gibg auch Wanderer, Spaziergänger und Flaneure, die auf das "Urban-Walking" spezialisiert sind und diese großen Städte ebenfalls als eigene Landschaft, vielleicht sogar konstruierte Landschaft sehen. Aktuell lese ich "Durch Manhattan" von dem Journalisten Niklas Maak verfasst und der Künstlerin Leanne Shapton. Die beiden haben sich eine Karte von Manhattan zur Hand genommen und ohne Absicht eine Linie durch den Stadtbezirk gezogen, die sie dann in ein paar Tagen abgelaufen sind. Beide konzentrieren sich auf den "Mikro-Blick", die Details, Kleinigkeiten, die einem sonst in einem hektischen Alltag meistens verwehrt bleiben. Während Maak das Ganze in alphabetischer Form mitschreibt, inszeniert Shapton das Ganze in gestalterischer bzw. flächiger Form. Es ist rein sprachlich gesehen, kein Meisterwerk, sondern wirkt vielmehr wie ein Tagebuch, aber es ist wirklich spannend zu sehen, wie der Inhalt, die Farben und Formen und die Imagination zusammenwirken. Ich könnte natürlich viel mehr erzählen. Aber das erstmal grob berichtet, haha.

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Ma particularité est mon plus gros défaut. Maintenant je l'accepte et j'ai décidé de rester seule avec moi-même. Au moins je blesse personne et je ne déçois plus.

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Je suis autiste asperger. Difficile de dire ces mots, difficile de vivre avec. Conclusion, je suis extrêmement solitaire, exigeante et catégorique. Avec moi, c'est tout ou rien. Quand je n'aime pas quelqu'un, je n'aime pas qu'on insiste où je me braque. J'aime les choses droites et claires, je supporte mal le rejet et je comprends difficilement les émotions des autres, ce qui m'a poussée à être très douée en introspection et ce qui me pousse à poser beaucoup de questions pour cerner la personne. Ca parait contradictoire, mais en réalité non. Je n'ai pas la même vision que tout le monde et lorsque j'ai des valeurs, je suis extrémiste dans mon militantiste, ce qui peut me rendre agressive. Je suis tranchante, sans le moindre filtre, sans le moindre tabou. Je ne connais pas les limites de la vérité. Je déteste mentir, quitte à blesser et je n'aurais pas conscience que je blesse. J'ai besoin qu'on soit très transparent avec moi pour m'aider à comprendre certaines choses ou ça me passera sous le nez.

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Mais tout en ayant une multitude de défaut, je connais aussi mes qualités. Je ne livre pas mon intimité à n'importe qui et quand je choisis une personne, c'est qu'elle est vraiment spéciale pour moi et personne d'autres ne comptera plus que cette personne que j'ai choisi. Je suis passionnée, incroyablement et démesurément passionnée ! Je suis dévouée. J'ai tendance à gâter sans compter, à être capable de tout plaquer pour cette personne. Rien ne me fait peur quand je suis avec cette personne. En fait, cette personne est mon point d'encrage, mon repère. Ce qui peut être angoissant par moment, car si je perds cette personne, je souffre à m'en rendre malade et je m'arrête de vivre.
Autre qualité, je ne manque d'aucune imagination. Je crée sans limite, de manière obsessionnelle. C'est là que je m'enferme dans ma bulle et que je constitue une multitude d'histoires.
Avec mes amis, j'aime mettre cette imagination à profit pour nos activités et avec moi, la fête est vraiment fun. Je serais toujours cette pote qui sort la phrase de trop, qui va toujours trop loin dans l'humour, mais je serais celle qui aime faire rire. Non je n'aime pas qu'on me touche, je n'aime pas qu'on me colle. Sauf ceux que j'ai choisi comme exceptionnel à mes yeux.

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Je suis une aventurière, une rêveuse, une passionnée, une amoureuse de la vie. Cap ou pas cap, mon jeu préféré. Sauf quand c'est pour m'humilier volontairement.

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In the 7 years that I have been on askfm I have met some wonderful people from around the world. The people who I am attracted to on askm are well read and they enjoy thoughtful questions and informative answers. Also, keep in mind when askfm was created in June of 2010 most of the users were middle school or high school students. By 2016 many had either entered college or graduated college and stopped using askfm. When Yahoo answers ended in 2021 many Yahoo users created accounts on askfm and these users tended to be older folks between 25 and 50.

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Fast forward to 2022 and we see that askfm has very few teens or college students because they have lost interest and moved on. So now we get people who are maybe 50 years old asking questions like what is the purpose of askfm? or askfm is a waste of time or not being administered properly. And of course we see the Woke Activists who are offended by Christians, Trump Supporters, Conservatives and anyone who disagrees with their Marxist ideology. And we have our beloved trolls who exist primarily to insult people, trash talk and cause chaos.

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So I either ignore or block people who are not able to write or construct a coherent sentence/paragraph. Also, I refuse to argue with stupid people who base their arguments on emotion while selectively ignoring facts and evidence.

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So why stay?
I am not.
In fact, I am going to disable this account within the next few days. And it has nothing to do with askfm or my devoted followers who I respect and admire. They are good decent people from around the world. Rather, it is that I have lost my passion for writing poems and short stories and I am burnt out and need a break.

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Yes the trolls are irritating in the same way mosquitos are irritating. But generally speaking, I find most questions to be poorly written and shallow. And unfortunately, many answers are not much better. Now there are notable exceptions. I have friends on askfm who write very well and ask excellent questions. And many just like to socialize and have fun and that too is a good use of askfm.

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All I can say is that it takes months or years to find a group of about 30 people from around the world who capture your imagination and inspire you to write and post informative and interesting material such as poems, quotes, songs, reflections, etc.

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I have enjoyed askfm and will miss many people here, but I know that nothing lasts forever, and as they say: "the show must go on." And so I will exit stage left and disappear into the night where I will regroup and begin my next musical project. /Alex

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Soulmates do not exist. Out of 7 billion people, nobody is that unique that only one person will fit them. As long as you are waiting for your soulmate, you will be alone and miserable, because your standard will be too high, and you will ignore everyone who doesn’t fit your idea of “soulmate.” Instead, know that there will be many many many people fully compatible with you, and a much bigger amount of people will be reasonably compatible with you. And that really is good enough. I have come to realize that the chances are I will never find my soulmate. I am okay with that. If it is meant to be, it is meant to be. In the meantime, I am happy with life as it is today. I've always had bad luck with love, and at one point I thought I'd never meet my soulmate. So I consider myself extremely fortunate to have come across this opportunity. The results of the tests seemed vaguely familiar to me at first, but I assumed it was just my imagination. I kept the drawing, but guess who I saw a few weeks after? The very same person who was inside the result all this time. It was too accurate to ignore, and we've been dating ever since. No can't say I do. I found my soul mate at 21 and we had 13 wonderful years from then until he died in 2013 and left me a widow. Then 1 year and 2 days after hubby died I met my twin flame. So if there is another soulmate out there for me I don't know and don't care right now as I am content with what I do have. Find yourself and love you and they will show up. We all have different journeys to self growth. I have come to realize that the chances are I will never find my soulmate. I am okay with that. If it is meant to be, it is meant to be. In the meantime, I am happy with life as it is today.

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—ᴅᴀᴍᴏɴ
Damon's lips crossed a mischievous grin as he heard Katherine's warning tone in his name; tease was her second name but she couldn't handle a little of her own medicine? What a shame. He walked off with the grin slowly fading, sensing how she caught up with his step. His heartbeat definitely made a peak at the moment he felt her hand in his — not that it was just unexpected, it was also the simple effect of touch she had on him. Damon's eyes rolled at the announcement of his alias; she couldn't tell him she didn't do that on purpose. Katherine's ex lover whose heart he ripped out — considering the Salvatore's confession it might as well seem like he killed the werewolf because of jealousy. Bringing his eyes up from their hands and instead looking at her, he could exactly see that it was fully on purpose as she smirked ever so provocatively. He decided not to give her the satisfaction of a comment to the name choice, although he'd really like to debate about it. Throughout the brunette's further explanation he barely kept the imagination out of his head what a marriage with her possible could look like; they weren't even aware of what they really felt and now they were about to portray a freshly married couple — now that seemed like fun. ❝Let's start our honeymoon then, wifey.❞ Damon told with a smirk, reaching out for Katherine's hand and intertwining their fingers, afterwards entering the building together. Holding her hand the raven-haired's usual coolness slowly got replaced with some kind of nervousness, the heartbeat slightly increasing; it was something new to him, their past never contained holding hands but he definitely could get used to that, even through an illusion. Arriving at the reception his face graced a decent smile, trying to play it off cool and actually seem as what they pretended to be. ❝We've booked the honeymoon suite, Emily and Mason it is.❞ Damon spoke, killing Katherine mentally while pronouncing the name.

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'Our kink' that told Katherine this wasn't a one time thing, the idea both terrified and excited her beyond imagination. She hadn't even confessed to Damon whatever feelings she has for him, mainly cause she wasn't sure herself, but here they are drifting further off the cliff that is the emotions of two unstable vampires.

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Katherine tilted her head back, giving him better access to her neck, anticipating the inevitable bite to her neck. The softness of his kisses surprise the Petrova, she couldn't help the soft smile of utter bliss ss she moaned his name almost involuntarily. Her hands snaked under his arms and to his back where she dragged her finger nails across his clothed back, desperately trying to keep him close.

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It was impressive how he kept himself from tearing through her neck as fast as the wound healed. His breath on her ear and neck ignited within her a need she didn't knew she had for Damon of all people. His whisper caught her off guard or maybe it was her reaction to it; she felt goosebumps forming on her skin as a chill ran down her spine. Not even grasping how his words had such a physical effect on her.

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Her fingers weaved themselves into his dark hair as she pulled his head back, already missing the blue in his eyes. "Damon, I.." She started, a whisper almost into his mouth when she felt the vibration in her pocket. She stopped, steadied herself before pulling the phone out. "Stefan and Klaus are already on their way to Chicago, they'll be way harder to track if we don't beat them there." She announced, sharing the information she received via text message. "We need to move." She explained. It was difficult to even tear her gaze away from his but she couldn't deny, that text had saved her as not even Katherine knew what she was about to utter. As for the rest, they could pick up right where they left off once they reached the hotel.(...)

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The ones that don’t follow the trend and do not include all races, minorities, lgbtq, women that fight for their rights, etc…
Every time I watch a new movie in the cinema, everything’s good until one of those propagandistic factors come out, and it doesn’t even change the plot of the movie! It just kills my love for movies that I had long time ago…
I know that these can be important topics for someone, but it gets annoying and irritating already 😤
The best example of that is tv series Ann with an E. I love the original story from books, and I love old tv series, but this adaptation has very little of what actually was written in books. Instead, they included all that you could possibly imagine: lgbt, racism, women’s rights, immigrants and other things that I forgot already.
I guess it’s because people lost imagination and try to compensate it with “popular” problems that society has, so that they can receive award at least for bringing these topics up 😒

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You Are not Everyone’s Cup of Tea:

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The world is filled with people who , no matter what you do , no matter what you try , will simply not like you .
But the world is also filled with those who will love you fiercely the ones who love you they are your people .
Don’t waste your finite time and heart tryin to Convince the people who aren’t your people that you have value .
They will miss it completely .
they won’t buy what you are selling .
Don’t try to convince them to walk your path with you because you will only waste your time and your emotional good health .
You are not for them and they are not for you .
You are not their cup of tea and they are not yours .
Politely wave them along and you move away as well .
Seek to share your path with those who recognize and appreciate your gifts , who you are .
Be who you are you are not Everyone cup of tea and that is ok .

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