#insane

At this point, there is no doubt in my mind that many young people will never own property or enjoy the liberty and freedoms that my generation (boomer) enjoyed. And yes, there is enough blame to go around for everyone, but I will say this: my parents generation (WWII) gave us a country that was well run, in great fiscal shape and had a society that believed in God and respected their country, their neighbors and their family. And now our country is destroyed. Instead, we argue with our neighbors and our families are broken and in many cases. fatherless.

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We have been taught that men do not matter and are irrelevant. I think that one could argue that in Western democracies, God is dead. And that is precisely why western democracies are in decline and will ultimately fail.

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The United States was created on the believe that We The People are ruled by God, not the government. And, in fact, if you look at the back of the dollar bill you will see the following phrase: "In God We Trust." In my opinion, the ruling class and the political class in America and in most western democracies no longer believe in God, and instead believe the following: "In Government We Trust."

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This is, in my opinion, why the United States is no longer a great country. How is it possible to be "great" when you no longer believe in the existence of God and in fact reject God? It is not possible, and we are living through the consequences of such misguided and false ideologies and beliefs. And this is why I feel sorry for future generations. The rejection of God will result in unimaginable pain and suffering and will ultimately establish a tyranny of immense proportions that will will culminate in the deaths of tens of millions of innocent people around the world. And for what? Power?
Money?
Control?

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What good is power and money when life and entire civilizations have been obliterated and wiped from the face of the earth? It's insane. Absolute and unmitigated insanity dominates and engulfs the western democracies!

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So this happened to my cousin’s mother-in-law. She had a son (29 yo) and one day he went missing. He left for his office in the morning but didn’t come back home, so they reported him missing. 2 days passed by and still there was no news of him. Meanwhile this entire time his family was looking for him desperately. So the mother-in-law (the guy’s mom) she thought they should look around in the nearest hospitals maybe he met with an accident on his way home. So they were in a car going around checking each hospital when all of a sudden their car abruptly came to a stop. The car won’t budge and everyone got out to check what the problem was. The engine and tires were fine, they couldn’t place what caused it to stop. Their car actually stopped in front of a morgue, the mother-in-law remembers that she heard her son’s voice he was saying “Mom, I’m here. I’m right here”
She thought she was going insane but she looked around and saw the morgue office. She asked her eldest son to go and check maybe God forbid his brother is in there. Everyone looked at her in surprise because they weren’t expecting him to be dead. They said he can’t be dead, there is no way he could be so they didn’t check in the morgue and left for the nearest hospital. A few days later the police notified the family that the guy’s body had been found in a morgue. And it was the same morgue where the mother heard her son’s voice….
and the strange part is when she heard his voice he had already been dead for 48 hours… he died on the morning he left for his office. He died right then and there on the spot. And his body was in that morgue since then. There is no explanation for how and why she heard his voice.

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She narrated this story to me and I just can’t believe something like this happened to her. It’s been years since he’s passed away. But she still remember that incident like it happened yesterday.

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I haven't shared this story before. When I was in preschool I had a friend named Anthony (not his real name). We were inseparable. When we were in middle school he was hit by a truck when riding his bike. He wasnt wearing a helmet and landed on his head. He had severe brain damage. The accident killed the friend I knew. He changed drastically in the coming months. He became extremely clingy, calling me multiple times a day. I told him to stop calling so much but it didn't stop. I remember the day I had to make the decision to cut him out of my life. I was at his birthday and he had several friends there I didn't know well, it was common knowledge that several of them were into drugs and my friend was acting strangely. After he started hanging with a bad crowd I decided to walk away. It was a tough choice, but it had to be done. Went to see THE LAST JEDI with one of my oldest friends, we grew up watching the movies together, saw all of the re-issues. For whatever reason, after we saw the movie, he stopped replying to the texts I sent. I kept wishing him happy birthday for a couple years because all the dates of all of my ex-classmate's birthdays are burned into me, and he really was my best friend for many years, and it meant a lot to me, that we could still remain close after 30 years of friendship---i tried to think of reasons why he stopped talking to me and it drove me insane. it feels like a tragic misunderstanding. but he was one of the smartest people i knew. i had so much respect for his art and sensibilities.
I lost contact with most of my good friends when I moved out of town after graduation from college. It's hard to stay close when thousands of miles separate everyone. When we did get together occasionally the connection we had when we were younger was long gone. It's sad but it's not unusual.
Back when I was about 4/5 years old I lost contact with an old friend of mine called Amber. She moved to Scotland I believe and since we didn't have any social media or anything of the sort at the time, we have lost contact. For some reason, 14/15 years later, I still wonder where Amber is now.
Just after his death we all sat down with his mom. She was very, very kind and told us all it wasn’t our fault. I hadn’t been on the mountain with him, but I still felt awful and guilty for several reasons. I’m 11 years out now, and I still think about it. On the anniversary of his death I write a letter or pour one out for him. About four years after his death I had my now fiancé (who was there) explain to me the extent of his injuries. I had blamed myself for not sending a “be safe” text to the whole group that morning. Apparently, no safety precaution besides him choosing to go slower would have saved him.
He has his legacies though. His family loves him still. He introduced me to my fiancé. Through him, I found the love of my life. His sister is doing great. Many of us mourners have tattoos that memorialize him, including me.

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For the reason that you state is why I never say things like: "what can I help you with?" Most of the time I assume that if someone needs my assistance they will ask me directly. Now with that said there have been times where I will insert myself into a situation because I either perceive it as an emergency or it is obvious that my brother or sister is struggling and needs help.

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A few examples might shed some light on this subject.
Example#1 - I've stopped to help a woman change her flat tire.
Example#2 - I've stopped to help someone who ran out of gas.
Example#3 - I've seen a car flip over and I helped pull the driver out of the car to safety.

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In each of these cases I stopped and asked a simple question: "Do you need help?"

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I personally do not believe that asking one of my brothers and sisters if they need help, is wrong, immoral or unethical.
In fact, I value ALL human life and whenever I can help, I will do so. That does not mean that I will sell my house and empty my retirement accounts and give all of my wealth to those people who are suffering? Why? Because I still have family obligations and family members to feed and care for, not to mention bills. So the argument that I cannot offer assistance to someone in need unless I am prepared to forfeit all of my wealth is not only silly, it is insane and typical of arguments put forth by the regressive left and members of the woke cancel culture and cultural Marxist religion.

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I believe that most people acknowledge climate change as something that has been occurring for millions of years and before humans first appeared on this planet. Most people recognize that the weather changes, seasons change and many changes are cyclical in nature. What most people reject is the hysteria that the world is coming to an end in 2030 or that all humans are going to become extinct if we don't achieve the sustainability goals define by the United Nations agenda 2030 that mandates the earths population be reduced to 500 million by 2030. That goal is insane and no rational human being would ever accept the eradication of 7 billion humans to satisfy some arbitrary "sustainability goal" fabricated by the psychopathic members of the World Economic Forum, World Health Organization and United Nations, in an attempt to create a New World Order and One World Government funded by an international Climate tax.

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p.s. since I have been alive, the world was supposed to end at least 3 times and yet I am still alive. So let us stop the climate hysteria and adopt a live and let live attitude instead of screaming at people, intimidating people and blaming people for something they have little, if any, control over.
If you want to blame something for the climate change, blame the sun. Yell and scream at the sun and then report back here in one year with the results of your scientific tests.

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QUESTIONS:
How effective were your tests?
Did the temperature decrease?
Did the temperature increase?
What was the standard deviation?
Did humans become extinct as predicted?
Why are humans still alive?
Why didn't the humans either catch on fire and die or melt and freeze to death?
What happened?
Is Florida under water as predicted?
Is Manhattan under water as predicted?
Is Cape Cod under water as predicted?
If you answered no, then explain why our coastal cities are not submerged.
Did all of the ice on the North Pole and South Pole melt as predicted?

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Anything is possible.
The question is this: why would you want to attend a party where people are drinking in excess knowing what negative behaviors are associated with excessive consumption of alcohol and drugs?

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I grew up in a family littered with mean and nasty alcoholics. There were many evenings when I literally had to scrape my drunk mother off the floor, with the help of my sister, and put her to bed. It wasn't pretty and I could provide many examples of the emotional and physical carnage caused by alcoholics and drug addicts just so they could have "fun."
Yea... fun at whose expense?
Who will the drunk hurt, insult, beat, injure, assault or rape tonight, right?

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My philosophy concerning drugs and alcohol is simple but effective: "Just say no!" I DO NOT allow this type of behavior on my property nor do I tolerate it within my life. I will end my rant here; but, I have many more real stories I could add including stories about relatives who have spent years in prison for alcoholism, drug addiction and the violent and insane behaviors that are directly attributed to such addictions and self destructive behaviors.

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So...when I listening to music I must have strong theme affililations. I must feel the way, and the atmosphere.
That's why most of artist and composers that I know and like are actually composers of film music.

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You asked for composers, sooo...
I can really recommend you those three taht I think It's good to know and listen some of their tracks.

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For the first great Greek composer MIKIS THEODORAKIS.
Do you know the Zorba? This guy composed Zorba music.
But I think the pearl, hidden treasure is LITANY I (LITANY II is also good, but first is a masterpiece).
Litany was composed in cooperation with Vasilis Saleas, and this co-op is awesome!

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Get the link here. Without knowing of this track - Weeping eyes there's no entrance to Heaven. Remeber about it!

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpNhkdbNPnI

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Next...Gustavo Santaolalla. I'm addicted to his Ushuaia a la quiaca. Those theme comes from Diarios de motocicleta, Argentinian movie about journey.

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Very clear, and transcendent kind of music.
I can recommend you more of Gustavo Santaolalla.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMSwgG4UOWo

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For the last...I'm not sure if it's true but IMO but Ludwig Göransson now is the best known from those three, and kind of top artist in this topic. He composed music for The Mandalorian and Book of Boba Fett.
(had also episode with Marvel tbh)
Mandalorian theme is absolutely insane, listen to it can give you enlightment....so help yourself and listen (because you want it).

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXp4GnC1Z3Q

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He’s doing good! He’s getting super big. He’ll be a year and a half in two weeks which is just insane. He’s talking and understanding a lot of what we say nowadays. He loves planes, I took him to my dads hangar the other day to watch my dad take off and he absolutely loved it. Cayden also loves going to the park, loves picking flowers, going on “coffee dates” to starbucks, he loves reading his books every night. And he loves all foods like his Aunt Delly, he claims his favorite is “candy” that his Uncle Ry gives him even though he knows he’s not supposed to.. Ryland only does it to be the “favorite uncle”… and it works hahaha. Cayden’s just becoming more and more of a toddler and it’s so fun to watch him figure out life. I still can’t process the fact we have a toddler already but I’m trying to enjoy every moment because he’s only as little as he will ever be.

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I am nothing special. I've had an odd life (who's isn't unique in some way?) but even with everything I've endured I don't think I'm anything special. Everyone deals with shitty people in their life at some point. Everyone knows what love is. Yeah I use my resources to help people in need but anyone in my position should. So I'm not anything special. Awesome! It's always really uncomfortable for most people since I'm so sweet and bubbly but am always talking about sex or something vulgar. I've been trying to get better with the language but so far it's not fucking happening.
Personality: VERY impulsive. Never mean to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't always think about what I say. Love my friends with everything I got, very loyal to them. Can't really say I hate anyone. Sometimes a little too quick to forgive. Awesome sense of humor. Ask me to do something, and I'll do it in a heartbeat, normally saying, "Oh yeah, no problem." Order me to do something, and we have a bit of a problem. I don't like being ordered around. Love reading, movies, athletics, and steak.
Too smart to be likeable, too pretty to not be likeable, too ugly for hot people to like me, too dumb for smart people to like me... And overall, a total nerd.
A stoic fully aware that the next die-off is underway and there is nothing anybody can pay, do, or pray about to stop it.
Funny, creative, artistic (whether or not it seems like it) and somewhat narcissistic when alone.
Living my life, getting as much of it as I can.
I might hate myself more than life itself, but I always put other's needs before my own.
This dude likes to think he is insane. He is not. True, he has mild sociopathic tendencies but that's about all. He is socially awkward because he was bullied for a few years and was even weird before that. He sometimes shows the "I can't be wrong" attitude, that he probably got from his mother. He is smart but doesn't work hard at all. And he is way to dependant on his luck.
My friends are so supportive that answering this question would make me sound insufferably arrogant. Luckily, they'd also call me humble. The most common things I have been described as by my friends when introducing me to someone else is clever, sarcastic, very awkward, giver of good advice, nerdy, quiet, weird in a good way, kind and sarcastic (that seems to be my defining trait). As for cons I'm sure they'd describe me as extremely forgetful. I don't forget appointments/dates, but I'm ALWAYS forgetting things like my wallet, my jacket, my weed, my keys... it's an annoyance I'm sure. I also have a tendency to want to 'always be right' from what a few of my ex gfs always complained about.
Distant, aloof, intelligent, lazy, disturbing, quiet, and open minded.
Intelligent, confident, lazy, brutally honest, good-looking, humble, calm, cool to be around, mostly a good person but can be extremely rude depending on how much he likes the person he's interacting with.

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Probably streaming and making a living off of it. Enough that I don't have to worry about myself financially. A loving wife (would be cool if she was into streaming/gaming as well), maybe some kids someday. Family to be a part of my life. Actual friends to do stuff with sometimes. Traveling a bit, going to conventions. Oh, and being able to attend at least every Patriot home game. Would love to not be anxious about stuff. I feel like once I get to a point where I'm really happy, maybe it'll just go away, but who knows. I feel like the constant nagging of my family over different things I've chosen to do or not to do in my life so far just broke me. That on top of the general uncertainty of the future, and my overall unhappiness with my life situation make all of that seem like a distant dream. Living with my (most recent) ex (in a universe where he still wants to be with me). We have a good sized apartment and a cat and a pug. I'm working at a non profit specializing in adult education/literacy. I'm far enough from my family that they don't drive me insane but close enough to still be...close. My debts are paid off and I have a solid chunk of savings.
Living someplace warm, in a house with a yard so I can get like three HUGE dogs. With someone I love. And having money enough not to worry too much about things, but not so much that it becomes a stress in itself. And lots and lots of free time on my hands which I could use for travel and hobbies.
Loving people surrounding me, a job I love (Working on that, gonna be a tough one), and enough money to not have to worry about money.
Working as a world renowned programming/web developer freelancer with enough money for multiple houses in different environments (Beach, urban, suburban, country) that I can casually switch living at throughout the year with a vacation private island that I can spend a few months a year on hunting deer with my bow & arrow while riding my biggest wolf of the pack. And at the moment, I'll know I made it.

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