#running

Here's an excerpt of my previous life chapter 🥀

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Eminem & Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie

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https://youtu.be/uelHwf8o7_U?si=iS1UkpsW0k6w1hHV

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from her hate
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love her, the more I suffer
I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, "Wait
Where you going?"
"I'm leaving you"
"No you ain't, come back"
We're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman, with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name, I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again, I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya 'cause today, that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Brandy Kills - Night Servant
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴰᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᶜᵃˡˡ ᵐᵉ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ, ᵐʸ ᵛᵒᶦᶜᵉ ᶦˢ ᵐᵘᵗᵉ.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴮᵉʰᶦⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃˡˡˢ ʰᵉʳ ᵉʸᵉˢ ˢᵒ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Bass Astral x Igo - Juno
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵉᵃʳ ᵈᵒᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᶦ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ˡᵒᵒᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Depeche Mode - It's No Good
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴰᵒⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵃʸ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ᵐᵉ.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᵇᵉ, 'ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᶦᵗ'ˢ ⁿᵒ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Brandy Kills - Victim Eyes
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴮˡᵃᶜᵏ ᵒˡᵈ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ʷᵉ'ˡˡ ʰᵃⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᶦⁿᵉ.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴹʸ ˡᶦᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵈᵒˡˡ ʷᶦˡˡ ᵍʳᵒʷ ᵗᵒⁿᶦᵍʰᵗ.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Mr. Kitty - After Dark
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᵀʰᵉ ᵐᵒᵐᵉⁿᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵒˡᵈ ᵐᵉ;
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ᴵ ᵐᶦˢˢᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ, ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵒʳʳʸ.

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Placebo - Running Up That Hill
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿᵉˢ ʷᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉ;
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᵗᵉˡˡ ᵐᵉ, ʷᵉ ᵇᵒᵗʰ ᵐᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ, ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵉˀ
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NO.
Where is Vauxhall originally made?

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Vauxhall Motors Limited (/ˈvɒksɔːl/) is a British car company headquartered in Chalton, England. Vauxhall became a subsidiary of Stellantis in January 2021. Vauxhall is one of the oldest established vehicle manufacturers and distribution companies in the United Kingdom.

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However , when I bought MY first Vauxhall in 1978 , it was at that time own by American 'General Motors'
And it was generally well known at that time , that GM owned Vauxhall , Opel , & Bedford . . .
My Vauxhall was a 'Viva GT' ~ very rare , only 200 made . . . didn't even have a handbook ! - but the manual for the 'VX-490' was perfect, as that was it's ohc engine . . . . twin Stromberg carburetors, that were virtually pumps!
mine only got 8 miles to the gallon when I got it ! . After much expert work & tuning, got it up to an amazing 20 mpg
Could only keep it running with help from enthusiastic friends & constant raiding 'scrappies' for VX490 parts . . .
Finally had to let it go

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Here is a rather toned down model , and a dreadful colour !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvAhwIckMgo

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* & the original Vaux *

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Walt Disney himself isn't evil. He was a businessman with all the flaws of a businessman and all the creativity of an artist. People just disliked how popular he was, so they started to make up stories about how evil he is and how he's connected to the Nazis and pornography (when none of those have any basis of facts).
As a company, its a company. It doesn't have a soul or heart, so it can't be evil. The people running them are just there for profits, so they can be evil. Sometimes, they just have terrible work ethics. Disney as a corporate behaves just like every other corporates. So if Disney is evil, every corporate in this world are technically evil as well.

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~ Walt wasn't motivated by money. Walt wasn't racist. Walt wasn't sexist. Walt wasn't homophobic. Walt wasn't anti-Jewish. Walt wasn’t anti-Muslim. Walt. Liked. People. Walt was like a big kid-- he liked people and wanted people to like him. Interviews with the Imagineers he worked with tell a lot about the man-- he entertained the “weird” ideas and made sure everyone he worked with felt welcome. Disney was a man who wanted people to be happy.

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~ He created an entertainment company that tells compelling stories that move viewers to feel feels and think thoughts.

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He also inspired people to take action on their own dreams. Doing accomplishes things. Dreaming of course accomplishes… nothing. Walt showed us the difference.

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So no I don’t think Disney is a evil company ?!?!

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Engage yourself in some physical activity, which gives you a feeling of refreshment and makes you feel fresh and energized.
Swimming, running, jogging, walking, gym, aerobics,yoga whatever suits your body, just do it. the key is to give at least 45 mins everyday to your body if you actually want to lose weight and build strength and stamina.

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Pick any activity you like that you can do. Do it for as long as you can comfortably do it for a few days. It should start to get easier. Then you increase the time and intensity. Gradually. There are no shortcuts. You have to do the work consistently.

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Eat in calorie deficit.
Never skip your meals.Dieting is the worst thing you can do to your body. Focus on mindful eating

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Drink lots of water. Keep yourself hydrated. Start and end your day with water everyday.

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Try to balance your food with all essential Vitamins,minerals,carbs and fats in your body.

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Avoid junk food but that doesn’t mean you keep yourself so deprived, you can have some cheat days.

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🎨 Finally finishing my Horseman painting! (I just need to do some minuscule touch ups and photograph it again, but it’s 95+ percent done!

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☕️ Being offered a promotion and being handpicked by the area manager at work

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🌿 Working at the RHS Shows - both Chelsea and Hampton Court - they were both really lovely for different reasons, and there’s such good energy at the shows!

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🎄 Running a Christmas show by myself for three days, which was pretty unusual as the majority traders had numerous folk on hand! It showed to me at least, that I’m good at working under pressure in a really busy environment! Aside from that, it was quite electric and upbeat in terms of atmosphere, and it was lovely to see some familiar faces and meet new people!

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🐾 Codes will always be such a colossal loss as he was my best friend and it brings me peace to continue talking about him at home, but I’m also very grateful for gaining Woody this year. He’s a very mischievous but loving pup, and he’s incredibly sweet!

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⛸️ ice skating with my pals from work was a riot; it was a really good team building exercise! I was happy to make a fool of myself to make the others laugh (not that I tried hard at all, since I can’t skate to save my life 😆).

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💗 I’ve been slowly curating a gift box full of various trinkets and items (and other things that are a surprise!) for @nurbzee and whilst I’m incredibly sorry she’s had to wait so long, I truly hope it’ll be worth the wait! I just need to write my letter and wait for the mail strikes to end, and I’ll be sending it asap! Trekking around London finding items that I think she’ll (hopefully) like has been such a joy ✨

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🙏🏻 It’s not necessarily a happy moment, but this past year I’ve really dedicated to healing and self development, and I finally feel that I’m so close to achieving my goal, of processing a lot of heaviness from my past. I know healing isn’t linear, but I’m also tonnes better compared to this time last year! It’s been unpleasant, painful and gruelling with the pain physically manifesting in my body, but finally having that inner peace will be such a blessing.

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🌊 Last but not least, my family holiday to Devon. It was a much needed respite and we truly lucked out with the weather. Being by the sea is so good for the soul, and I wish I lived closer to there tbh! 🐚

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“When life leaves you high and dry, I'll be at your door tonight
If you need help. If you need help, I'll shut down the city lights, I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe to make you well.”

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“I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime and I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine.”

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“He wanted a bride, i was making my own name. Chasing that fame. He stayed the same but all of me changed like midnight.”

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“Baby this love, I’ll never let it die. Can’t be touched by no one. I like to see ‘em try.”

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“If somebody hurts you, I wanna fight but my hands been broken one too many times. So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words they always win, but I know I'll lose.”

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“Say you'll remember me. Standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset babe.”

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"I would never fall in love again until I found her. I said, I would never fall unless it's you I fall into."

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“It's in the palm of your hand now, baby. It's a yes or a no, no maybe.”

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“I don't know why but with you I'd dance in a storm, in my best dress. Fearless.”

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“I will not die I'll wait here for you. I feel alive when you're beside me.”

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“Cupid ain’t a lie, arrow got your name on it.”

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“Standing by and waiting at your backdoor. All this time how could you not know, baby? You belong with me.”

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“I want you forever, forever and always. Through the good and the bad and the ugly.”

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“Hey pretty girl, when I see the light, when it's my time to go. I'm gonna thank the Lord for a real good life. Pretty little girl and a beautiful wife.”

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“So it's gonna be forever or it's gonna go down in flames? You can tell me when it's over, If the high was worth the pain.”

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“I’ve been running through the jungle; I've been crying with the wolves, to get to you.”

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She also lives in Canada which she stated along with stating it was more than likely different than it is here in the states which is correct.

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In the facility I work in, once they're on the floor already, only a gait belt & extra people if needed/able are allowed. For our facility & the hospital that owns the facility, you have to have an order to use the lift machines to help transfer the residents/patients. I have several years experience in this field, so I too, know what I'm talking about. Lol. I also never said lift machines were never used whatsoever so I don't know where you pulled that bullcrap out of when you attempted to claim that's what was said.

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You don't have to hide anonymously or go running to other people to bitch & moan about something you are clearly uneducated about just because you want something to fit your own narrative. You look & act worse than a temper tantrum throwing toddler. Lol. You done throwing your tantrum now or????

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