#sewing

Haha usually I'm a bit low on money around this time of year, due to buying things for Christmas. However this year I have savings I've tucked away and so I decided I'd buy some of the things I've been wanting for a long time but didn't due to waiting for sales etc. I bought a new sewing machine earlier in the week, my last one is vintage and unfortunately recently had issues and needs to be looked at, so I used this as an opportunity to finally upgrade. Got like £200 off the original price, bargainnnnnn.

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I'm also looking into getting a new graphics tablet, one with a screen as I've wanted one for ages, and my usual tablet is one of the basic black wacom ones. And I feel like having one with a screen, will help me draw with more ease and also possibly help push my art forward too in skill/quality.

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I can say that I drew too much, and always ^^ what was drawn by me was I spoiled my mother’s book on sewing😂 I’ll tell the story when I started to “write to the masses” I remember the applause of the Rusшsian language teacher when I drew a mermaid on paper to the motive of Mikhail Lermontov's poem "Mermaid":
The mermaid floated on the blue river,
Illuminated by the full moon;
And she tried to splash to the moon Silvery foam waves...
I didn’t like answering at the blackboard and at that time telling my opinion about literature, I didn’t like doing it, she basically gave me 2 because I didn’t express myself out loud, trying to bring out emotions, but the time came and the inspiration didn’t leave, waiting for myself ^^

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Я могу сказать, что я слишком много рисовала, и всегда^^ что было нарисовано мной это я портила мамину книгу по швейному делу😂расскажу историю когда я начала "писать в массы" помню авации учителя русского языка, когда я нарисовала на ватмане русалку по мотиву стихотворения Михаила Лермонтова "Русалка":
Русалка плыла по реке голубой,
Озаряема полной луной;
И старалась она доплеснуть до луны
Серебристую пену волны...
я не любила отвечать у доски и на тот момент рассказывать свое мнение о литературе, мне не нравилось это делать, она мне принципиально ставила 2 из-за того что я себя не выражала в слух, пытаясь вывести на эмоции, но пришло время, воодушевление не оставило себя ждать^^

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Band.
Music has been my passion and reason for existing since I was first learning how to walk. Many times I feel out of place in this chaotic and brutal world, which is why I keep to myself and only share my feelings and thoughts with my loved ones and of course here, as a virtual entity residing in the ethernet.

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I feel most connected to the universe and my reality when I walk onto the stage, strap on my guitar, turn on my amplifier and then hear those magic words i.e. one...two....one, two, three, four and the music explodes filling my ears with melodious melodies and complex harmonies that consume my mind and thoughts with inexplicable joy and a profound feeling that I am home and that this is where I belong, in this moment and in this time. It is, in fact, when I am completely full of joy and my constant companion has finally escaped for a few hours, and a sense of purpose and peace have settled in and consumed my being. And for a brief moment, I am happy to be alive.

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