#shy

Thank you! 💚
Well, I have 5 tattoos. Most of my tattoos have meaning, although I have one (a large one from my hip to halfway down my thigh) that is purely aesthetic. I got my first tattoo in 2019, the second one in the first half of 2020, the third one in the second half of 2020, the fourth one at the end of 2021, and the fifth one at the end of 2022. In this year, I’m planning to get another tattoo because I’ve had a break from tattooing my body. I’m definitely not stopping here and will get more. I was certain of that when I walked out of the tattoo studio with my first tattoo at age 19.
I want to have "sleeves" from separate tattoos. I’m also planning a tattoo for example on my back. I used to want tattoos on my fingers but the tattoo artist advised against it because these tattoos often spread or lose color quickly. It’s such a specific area on the body. I think tattoos will cover about 50% of my body. I think that's the maximum for me.
I dreamed of having tattoos in middle school but only few people knew about it. I was such a "gray mouse". I was quiet, very shy and I had no self-confidence so I was afraid of how others would react. Everyone was shocked when I got an upper lobe (this is a kind of piercing) in primary school so I was a little bit afraid of how others would react. I didn't want other people's gaze on myself. 😂
When I graduated high school, I understood that it was ridiculous. I have changed inside and out of myself. 💚

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P.S. On this picture you can see little part of my other tattoo which you couldn't see before: https://ask.fm/MargaretWINTEaR/answers/175040607697?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=android
On this picture you can see my piercing: https://ask.fm/MargaretWINTEaR/answers/175141876689?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=android

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Nugget: Aun and Leia! I think they have cute names!
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ Oh boi! I will tell them both I'm a professional!
ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ AUN! LEIA! AUN! LEIA!
ଘ(∩^o^)⊃━☆゜AUN! LEIA!
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Lestat: They sound like a couple of bloodbags I'd suck.

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Berith: They technically are.

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Lestat: Wait, you know them?

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Berith: I heard about them from Melech just recently :D

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Lestat: Ohhhh~
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Quinn: A literal nobody who thinks he's sooooo cool. He isn't. I would win in a arm wrestle against that twig of a man.

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Wren: Idk Quinn, you shouldn't underestimate him.

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Quinn: Oh pleaaaaaaase~ Also, his sister can FVCK OFF. I would fvck that b1tch and make him watch.
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Neferos: Heard Quinn really hates this guy a bit more than me so, I might befriend him if he has any socials.

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Conan: Me too. Seems like a good vibe.
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Clyde: Leia is new to me. So, he has a sister, eh? Hmm. I don't know him directly. Never met the guy but I would like to see him in person and ask him why 12 of all people? :O
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Lucius: Might of .... done something on accident. Oops.

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Twelve: >_> What?

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Lucius: Hmm? O.O

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Twelve: What did you do? To whom?

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Lucius: O.O Eh?

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Adonis: Huh? O.O

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Twelve: WHAT THE FVCK DID YOU DO? YOU LEAVE MY EX ALONE DON'T PULL A LUCIEN LUCIUS! ALSO LEAVE HIS SISTER ALONE!

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Adonis: -Might of been the one to talk to him about them- u_u;

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Twelve: You show respect for the father of my other children! Do not talk ILL about him or her. Don't be mean! >:/

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Lucius: x'D

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Twelve: THIS ISN'T FUNNY!

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Lucius: I might of visited both and watch them go about their daily lives? Nice place they got :O

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Adonis: :O You should of bit one of them.

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Twelve: -Gasps and I turn to Adonis in shock-

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Adonis: OvO -I have my ways to mess with Aun if i want- ^v^ -Walks away-

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Lucius: V.V They're nice ppl. I'm happy to have my niece and nephew!
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?????: Ohhhh? What's that? Blood to be collected? Kekekekekekekekekekeke~ -He laughs deeply-
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Lilith: I would gladly share my mark of love with them both :)

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Ruby: -Chuckles- Good humans to harvest.
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Hansel: Oh! Aun! I know him! We talk about butt stuff all the time!

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Gretel: The fvck?
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Arkwright women: -They all chuckle evilly at the mention of Aun-

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Arkwright men: -They all whisper at the mention of Leia-
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Vlad: Sl aves. :)

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Vanessa: Toys :)
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Isla: Aun is one of the people that I follow along side Libi! He makes good content! I have talked to him a few times. Too shy to ask for a collab ^^;
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Peace: I saw lady Leia once in one of my performances at least. I recall her face.
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Dr. Rat: WHOOOO? WHO ARE THEY :)
NEW PATIENTS?
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Ghast: I could use more hay friends to keep the birds away :)
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Castiel: Would cage the both of them.

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Castel: Please no :(

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Castiel: Angel fourso-

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Castel: NOO!!!

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Arae: Ughh god! That's terrible! Leave them alone! >:/

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There are pros and cons of everyone. Some of my pros/green-flags are,

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• I am ready to talk it out and find a solution all the time.
• I won't end things due to a single argument.
• I have persistence and stubbornness, which is required to continue something.
• I don't like to lie or cheat. (May Allah make me steadfast in it, ameen).
• I don't want to show my partner to the whole world.
• I won't force my partner to make a living.
• I try my best to act like a Muslim by living and implementing my life on the basis of the Quran and Sunnah.
• I can sacrifice my sleep and routine if my partner is not well.
• I am ready to improve myself even if the learning process is slow due to factors like ego and stubbornness.
• I want to spend my whole life with the same person without replacing her. (In Sha Allah)
• I want to learn about religion with my partner and improve myself.
• I don't want a rich partner, just a normal one with good character and faith power.
• I would never want to ab*se verbally or physically.
• I hate femi*ism and Western agenda against Islam.
• I don't mix up with the opposite gender. I'm shy and have strict regulations for myself.
• I can't harass anyone and will defend others as much as I can, In Sha Allah.

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These are what I know, and there are some more, of course. I have disadvantages too. I have a lot of flaws. It's part of being a human. You come as a package, pros and cons included. 😊

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As an introvert, I do. I’ve been told that I’m not a shy person since I could strike up a conversation with just about anyone one on one and I’ve even went as far as to sing for choir back when my social anxiety wasn’t that bad. Over the years, my anxiety got worse and I couldn’t get myself to talk to anyone but whenever I’d see people around me having a nice conversation, I’d get jealous because I wasn’t having fun like them. As long as I don’t overhear other people having a nice conversation in front of me and keep myself busy somehow, I don’t worry too much about what I’m missing out on. I also have a competitive side to me that comes out when I’m good at something but can’t always express myself the way I want to. That doesn’t mean the desire to be seen and acknowledged by others doesn’t exist tho.

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A lot of people tend to mention how quiet I am… which I mean, I understand why, I am quiet, always have been. I’m definitely one to sit and observe rather than engage in most situations. To give you an idea, I was the extremely shy kid in school who sat in the back of class and didn’t speak unless spoken to. I was also the kid (especially when I was little) who almost always preferred playing by myself than with groups of kids. 😅 But yeah, people to this day, comment on it fairly frequently.

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I’d say the frustrating thing about people making comments though, is that there’s almost this unspoken expectation that I’ll somehow be louder, more talkative, etc, after someone points it out. Which may work for some, but certainly not for me. I just get embarrassed and awkward, and have an even harder time knowing what to say. 😶

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One thing that is a positive is that once I warm up and feel safe with you, I will open up and be way more talkative. Honestly, when I feel comfortable, I can be quite the chatter box. And sometimes, you may even catch the side of me that is louder and wild. I think that is something people close to me can attest to, is that yes, I’m quiet a lot, but I can and do open up after a while. ☺️

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I was born in California. My parents moved us across country here to upstate New York by truck when I was around six months old due to safety and my grandmother living here. I was a shy child and played quietly on my own or with younger kids that my mother babysat. I had a bit of trouble with school due to having a Mexican last name in an area full of white kids. I was also a bit chubby. But I always had a few good friends and usually a little boyfriend in elementary school. No major bullying but the race and weight things have affected me even into adulthood. Middle school was tough, as my anxiety and depression grew and kids got meaner. I switched to private school after middle school was over due to my anxiety. Kids were kind and interesting there but my anxiety still won and I switched to homeschooling after that. I hung around with a girl that my mom used to babysit at that point. My looks blossomed and we were boy crazy. Always had a lot of innocent fun going places and meeting boys. I met the boy from my first serious relationship at 17 and ended up living at his big family house with tons of his friends and family members. I still was very shy so it was a strange experience but I loved most of those people. We were together for a year and a half. Once that relationship ended I met a guy from Kentucky online about six months later. After I took a couple visits out there he moved to New York to be with me. That relationship ended after two years. I then ended up with a guy I knew from downtown. That relationship had a couple brief breakups for two years. My first apartment was with him. After our breakup I got my own apartment alone and we continued to see each other unofficially until he met the woman he soon married. At that point things really began to change for me. I had some profound spiritual experiences, learned to love my solitude, was working and enjoying my little line life with my amazing cat. I wanted to stay single but I met a guy online and we met and dated for about a month. It was terrible. He left me when I told him my period was late. 🤣 It eventually came thankfully. Then I went back to wanting to stay single. But I again met a man online. We didn’t meet in person right away. It was a bit intense with him telling me we were twin flames and such. But we eventually met and “married,” got another apartment, collected a bunch of stray cats and eventually moved to this house out here in the woods for the safety of the cats since we weren’t supposed to have that many at the last place. Tumultuous relationship to say the least. Many awful years. Lots of off and on stuff after about a decade. And that’s about it for now. Did anyone else write more than this? 😁

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надеюсь, вы тоже получили удовольствие от клипов twenty one pilots.
второй этап прошел, вот правильные тайминги:

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1. Jumpsuit - Нико ставит чёрную метку на шее Тайлера
2:29-2:33

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2. Jumpsuit - [ промежуток, до бега Тайлера ] желтые лепестки в воздухе
3:17-3:45

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3. Choker - Джош ловит Тайлера в сетку
2:57-3:00

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4. Chlorine - [ промежуток ] Джош катит цистерну с хлоркой
2:14-2:37

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5. The Hype - Тайлер открывает выход на крышу
2:00-2:03

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6. Shy Away - Тайлер с телефоном на заправке
0:35-0:37

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7. Nico And The Niners - [ промежуток ] приветствие Тайлера и Джоша
2:31-2:43

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8. The Outside - Тайлер пьет
3:38

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9. Saturday - Дракон врывается на концерт
2:22

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10. Saturday - Джош кричит в потопе
2:45-2:47

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11. Overcompensate - Тайлер показывает два пальца
2:01-2:02

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12. Overcompensate - супер прыжок Тайлера, рядом Джош
2:40-2:41

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13. Next Semester - [ промежуток ] Тайлер на дороге с гитарой
3:55 - 4:07

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14. Next Semester - Джош с барабанами на дороге
1:46 - 1:49

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15. Overcompensate - Тайлер падает
3:39

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1 правильный пункт = 6,6%
@Cerber2099
15 / 15 - 96,7%
неточности:
№ 14 - 1:47 не одна секунда // 1:46 -1:49 -3,3%

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@l_ll_l_ll_l
15 / 15 - 100%
неточностей нет, идеал

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@MazenukeaTrekaila
@Tomas1989
"тиме" навсегда останется мемом в моем сердце
13 / 15 - 50,5%
неточности:
№ 2 - 3:18 - 3:20 до бега Тайлера // 3:17 - 3:45 -6.6%
№ 4 - 1:37 - 2:00 // 2:14 - 2:37 -6.6%
№ 5 - 2:01 - 2:06 после 03с. он уже вылезает // 2:00 - 2:03 -3.3%
№ 9 - 2:08 - 2:33 Вы написали что Джош врывается // 2:22 -6.6%
№ 11, 12 - не найдено - 13.2%
№ 13 - 1:54 - 1:55 // 3:55 - 4:07 -6.6%
№ 15 - 3:44 - 3:46 он уже упал // 3:39 -6.6%

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@abodeofmagic
@arr348034
15 / 15 - 93,4%
неточности:
№ 3 - 2:58 нужен весь момент // 2:57 - 3:00 -3.3%
№ 14 - 1:46 - 1:47 // 1:46 - 1:49 -3.3%

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@Kristina_Vishnevskaya39
12 / 15 - 73,6%
неточности:
№ 3 - 2:58 нужен весь момент // 2:57 - 3:00 -3.3%
№ 14 - 1:46 // 1:46 - 1:49 -3.3%
№ 12, 13, 15 - не найдено -19.8%

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@KaRaMeLkA505
14 / 15 - 86,8%
неточности:
№ 3 - 2:58 нужен весь момент // 2:57 - 3:00 -3.3%
№ 12 - не найдено -6.6%
№ 14 - 1:46 - 01:47 // 1:46 - 1:49 -3.3%

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третий тур начнется сегодня, будьте готовы.

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|-/ I'll morph to someone else.

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[ no problem ]

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Yes younger actually. I was always the youngest in school because I started kindergarten at age four because of when my birthday falls. My parents had the choice to start me early or a year later since I’m a November baby. I was super shy in school but I had my few friends all through elementary. Middle school people changed and friendships were chaotic and always ending. After I began homeschooling I started hanging out with a younger girl that was like a sister to me because my mother baby sat her and we always had her long hours. She looked much older than she was so we looked about the same age even though there was about a six year difference. Also very mature for her age. I was always very careful and protective of her when we hung out. She turned out to be an admirable woman with a taste for metal. I like to think I had some influence. We have not spoken in years but we are social media friends. And then the other girl I was briefly friends with. She was like a step sister had her mom and my father been married and not just partners. We only hung out briefly. Once on a vacation with our parents in my early 20s. She was still in her teens. Bad news. The parents sent us out together on vacation and I barely knew the chick so I really couldn’t try to control her. She would go off with dudes and have s*x. Within that week she had been with more guys than I had been with in my life. She’s the girl in those YouTube videos with me. We hung out that week that those videos were taken also and then that was about it. Our parents are still together but we are not in touch.

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Oh. I HATE when they don't put weights back.
We have a ladies area in our gym, so I can't talk about the general free weight area (I'm too shy to even walk in there) BUT I hate it so much when I want to use a bar and the weights are still on and in an absolutely chaotic order. Like, beginning from the inside: 0,5kg, 5kg, 2kg, 10kg, 0,5kg [...]
And if you want to organize them you have to accept that the racks look exactly like that, too. They don't give a shit and I just hate it so so much. 🥲
What I dislike, too is when they don't wipe the equipment with disinfectant wipes that are EVERYWHERE in the gym and leave their sweaty butt cheek prints air drying on the equipment because they don't even use a towel (properly).
I hate the disrespect - well, it's not even disrespectful. These people just seriously don't give a single little f*ck about other people because they are incredibly self absorbed. One may think that I'm too sensitive, but think about it... why is the world as f'ed up as it is? It's because people are ignorant and self absorbed and you can see that perfectly in little acts like that, where they don't think about others and think the world revolves around them.

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