#slot

Mình đi xem tận 2 lần đấy nhé. Trước hôm đi coi lần đầu mình khóc tả tơi luôn. do mình lướt tiktok xong toàn hiện về phim ý, mình khóc quá trời, hơn 30p lận. Tới lúc coi phim mình phải kiềm lắm luôn mới không khóc tại rạp ý.

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Lần 2 là mình đi với bạn đại học, trời ơi rạp vắng lắm. Hôm đó vùa coi xong thì mình hết slot đăng ký môn học luôn =))))). Sau đó là hơn 1 tháng trời mình vẫn không dứt ra được khỏi mấy OST của phim ý. Vừa coi vừa nghe vừa khóc tả tơi tại phòng huhu.

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Mình vừa kết thúc 1 tuần chạy sự kiện cho tuần lễ âm nhạc. Mình được làm việc với anh chị và nhiều bạn vui lắm. Haha được trải nghiệm sự kiện online luôn. Trong công ty các anh chị hay bảo mình là đại diện genZ của công ty ý, do nhoi quá với hay giỡn mặt với mấy anh chị quá trời =))))).

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Mình lại chuẩn bị cho năm học mới rồi. Mình đang chạy task cho môn quay dựng phim với môn kỹ năng viết đây. Thỉnh thoảng mới có dịp ngoi lên update một chút.

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Mình dạo này cũng biến thành đỗ nghèo khỉ mất tiêu, tự nhiên ước muốn có Ngôn Nhất Trì xuất hiện trong cuộc đời của mình =)))))). Nói thế thôi chứ cũng tự thân vận động mới là vui vẻ.

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Dạo này trời mưa nên mình cũng khá vui, tại mình cơ bản thích mưa hơn nắng ý. Hôm qua mình với bạn còn cầm 2 cây dù ra ăn cá viên chiên nữa cơ =))), buồn cười chết mất.
Thất tịch vui vẻ nha ~

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Couldn't have said it better, life is just too painful to bear. It's been 5 years since I last went out with someone and of course I hear the usual platitudes of "It's your personality that matters" and that kind of stuff, which has proven to be ineffectual even in the college years. Most people cannot comprehend what being FA entails, so they cannot understand the deep-seeded issues that effect our personalities, health, and other factors. It just hurts too much that the platitudes you hear being contradicted throughout moments of your life and knowing that lowlifes who never put any effort to life get to reap the benefits of life's joys & wonders.
I fell asleep staring at the DNP pills I was going to take. I'll be 48 in a few months, and there are sixth graders with more relationship experience than I have. All I ever wanted was one chance. One fucking chance. Oh, sure, I'd botch it up and I'd be alone after that, but I could cling to the fact that I was given one chance and that someone actually claimed to love me. It probably wouldn't be enough, but I'm desperate enough to dream that it would be enough acceptance to start being able to lie to myself about being a good person and worthy and deserving of love. But I'm not human enough to even qualify for that kind of success before rejection.
All I have is music, and I'm evidently not good enough at it to pay the bills. Online, people will say to "get up and do this, go here, play here, write this, get his famous musician to record your work, perform there, just go and do it" like it's some magical thing that you can just walk up while in a funk and play in some famous hall perfectly or have some famous person give you clout with your music. I don't have the desire to practice or write anymore. Life is too much work, and when you're alone and have no one to share the joys and troubles with, it's just not worth it. I am weary and ready for it to be over. I think I'm going to sell or dispose of everything I own so that I'll die in an empty room. It's not much: a barely-running minivan, two electronic pianos, music textbooks, cables and microphones, printers and cheap computers. A few pots and pans from years when I was able to afford a place with a kitchen. A microwave. Clothes and bedsheets and towels. I don't think there is any happiness or success that would be able to negate all the bad that has happened. No one is guaranteed happiness; we are all guaranteed pain and suffering. It's like telling someone who has gambled away $20,000,000 to keep pulling the slot machine handle because there's a chance they might get a $300,000 jackpot a few years away.
I deserve all the bad things that have happened to me. They are all my responsibility. And because of that, no one is going to volunteer to help me undo them or make things right. That's too much energy for someone else, and I'm not valuable enough for someone to spend that time, money, and energy. Besides, some things can't be made right.

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SJG: Jest bardzo wielu czytelników, którzy trochę mylnie interpretują równowagę gatunków na rynku. Istnieje przeświadczenie, że mang BL zapowiada się na rynku bardzo dużo, że jest to niemal dominujący gatunek. A to naprawdę nie do końca tak - gdyby rozbić to na udział tomikowy, BL stanowi niewielki procent. Po prostu zapowiadane BL najczęściej są 1-tomowe, więc tak szybko jak się zaczynają, tak szybko się kończą. My na BL mamy 1 slot zarezerwowany, więc raz na miesiąc-dwa wpada BL, ale często slot zapełniają kontynuacje/spin-offy więc też nie rzuca się to w oczy specjalnie. Gdybyśmy chcieli wydawać raz w miesiącu 1 tomik BL moglibyśmy zrobić jedno ogłoszenie i zapowiedzieć jedną 12-tomową serię (optymistyczny teoretyczny miesięczny cykl) lub zamienić to na jednotomówki i nagle - bam! Mamy 12 zapowiedzi nowych tytułów BL w roku. A rezultat na dobrą sprawę ten sam. A że dłuższe serie BL baaardzo rzadko świetnie się sprzedają - większość wydawców celuje w krótkie serie. Stąd "dużo" BL. Ogólnie mam wrażenie, że czasem osoby sfrustrowane faktem, że jakichś ich jeden ukochany tytuł nie jest zapowiadany, lubią używać BL jak tarczy - że tyle tego, a on nie może doczekać się X. I z BL robi się taki trochę kozioł ofiarny, prawda. Ale na to nie bardzo można poradzić - trzeba się po prostu nie przejmować i czytać to, co się lubi.^^

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SJG: Z tym trzecim tomem jest faktycznie większy problem niż zwykle - sama manga nie jest łatwa w przekładzie, a ten tom jest dość tłusty, bo ma 300 stron. Obecnie jednak największym problemem jest slot w drukarni na twarde oprawy, których nam się trochę skumulowało, bo do bieżących tytułów doszły powracające serie. I nawet to nie byłoby aż takim problemem, gdyby nie to, że bez approvala na dany tytuł, ciężko go rezerwować na dany slot w drukarni. Strażnik był już dwa razy rezerwowany i dwa razy musieliśmy go podmienić na inną mangę, bo nie ma jeszcze akceptu. A teraz terminy rezerwujemy średnio na dwa miesiące do przodu. :/ Mamy nadzieję, że w najbliższych miesiącach uda nam się wyczyścić jak najwięcej twardych opraw i później już będzie to sprawniej szło. Koordynowanie ich w okresie, gdy drukarnie wciąż działają nie na 100% skutkuje takimi właśnie trudnościami.

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Grazie, spero che le pizze siano venute buonissime :)
Non lo faccio mai di dire cosa penso, ma questa cosa dello slot mi responsabilizza, quindi proviamo😅.
Penso che non potrei mai farmi un'idea precisa senza aver guardato una persona negli occhi. Però ogni tanto passo a leggerti.
A volte rispondi e basta, tipo compitino, altre si capisce che davvero vorresti dire qualcosa di personale, ma, o esce molto criptato oppure rimane lì sui tasti.
Ma forse è giusto così.
È sempre e comunque espresso in modo educato e accogliente, non distruttivo o aggressivo. E questo è già molto.
Poi, (ma questa è solo una mia sensazione), penso che un giorno Sev e Claudio si incontreranno e decideranno di camminare sulla stessa strada e non parallelamente. (Quando sarà il tempo giusto.)🌸
E poi, se non lo hai già dato, ti suggerisco Economia e Gestione dei ricordi e delle esperienze.
Perché è propedeutico a Pianificazione e Sviluppo di progetti futuri.

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Detto un po' criptico ma con le migliori e sincere intenzioni. Veramente :)☀️

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My dad was in construction work when I started to school. We moved to New Orleans when I started to school. We lived on the outskirts of it, and rented a house from the owner of a service station. He also had many police drop in on him, always on motorcycles. I found out later, he was a pretty high player in the Mafia. And the police were getting their share of the "payoff" ,money to allow him to run his gambling operation with no interference. What was interesting, is that my mom and his daughter had become friends. And lived in a house a block or so in front of us. One day she went to visit her, and took me with her. The lady took us to one of the bedrooms, went to a walk in closet, and opened the door. There were stairs there, and took us down the stairs.....this was a single story house....and under the house, was an area much bigger than the house...with slot machines, card tables, roulette wheels, etc. This was before gambling was legalized in Louisiana. But it was never stopped. To this very day, that is still interesting to me.

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