Why have you been feeling so down lately? If you don't want to answer just have a great day for your anonymous asker tomorrow and the following days. Not streaming is not a disappointment btw your well being is the priority so don't be worried about that.
I'm just going to copy paste what I said to my close friend in DMs-- "thank you ---- T_T idk i guess i dont outwardly vent as much as i used to. the only person I ever really full on, in depth ranted to was ---- but ever since May, i havent talked to him and what not. i guess i'm just really apprehensive about the future such as my dad, streaming, moving out, hiding the fact im only doing part time schooling, and a lot of shit that seems trivial but also just weighs so much on my mind. i really just needed like the past few days to just do what i want and be by myself.. but yeah, im just trying to be productive rn so i can get my mind off of things. I’ll get over it, I think my period is just making me hella dramatic. I’ve been getting mood swings for the past two days. Onehour im super happy, next hour I’m so sad. And when I wake up late, I get so disappointed at myself cuz I promise people streams and stuff and just knowing that I don’t spend time with my aunt and family that much, I feel just hella isolated and doing nothing. I know I shouldn’t worry about what negative viewers think and if they were really supportive viewers, they’d understand but I can’t help but feel like utter garbage regardless"