jk still online hehehhe. ok enough swearing but broooooooooooo still can't believe it's 2021 and pandemic sucks!
i'm having a better life. so so so grateful. might come here later to update my life. oh my gosh this is so fun cause it's 2020 and wtf use ask.fm ahahah. it's all alone and lonely....but I LOVE IT!!!
rn I'm currently listening to LO$ER=LOVER by TXT!! super good! alright enough for now. thank you so much for reading (me to my future self hehe <3)
please no :( wishing you a speedy recovery!! i know u can do it <3
it has been a long time. thank you for keep going.
" i dont wanna listen just to happy songs.
i'll face my loneliness, color my life.
losing and gaining, but im still seacrhing for something today."
Feeling better and thank you thank you thank you ???
??????? Thank you for your kind words ?? insyaAllah kita cuba???
Let me express my feelings. arghhhhhh i really hate myself and i always think to kill myself. Bcs, I'm scared of myself. Such a useless dumb stupid person ever. I mean tiap kali dekat tempat tinggi I always tengok bawah and bayangkan I terjun and tengok my own mayat. My 18 & 19 y/old are the worst. I hate it. People used to know me as a rude confident brat but nah i don't. Damn please give me a support. They know me as a strong and tough girl damn I'm not. But yeah I know suicide is haram. I know takde orang dah guna ask.fm ni that's why I use it to express my feelings :( so if you're reading this please tell me that I'm doing great bcs I really need that (but I know that nobody will read this, forever). Adios.
It has been a long time. Cam biasa, I can't sleep my mind is so serabut like super duper serabuttttt!!!! Tell me how to clear my mind :(
there's a lot of hint but nobody notice it. the only hint that they'll notice is, kill yourself.
Smeraldo. A mysterious flower,