Ask @theoneandonlyvapor:

Are you spiritual or religious in any way? If so, how?

oh my god this question is coming with FUCKING HILARIOUS TIMING because i am just getting into wicca so ye i might become a wiccan soon 8D a single practitioner bc i cant deal with covens but i appreciate the magic and innerworkings behind wicca and i hope to explore my subconscious a bit more through it!
other than that though, yes, i've always been very, very spiritual! never religious though.

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how was your day?

not a bad day all in all!! :D some notes
- my math teacher is very rad (even if she says jif instead of gif) and she seems really helpful so im prayin i wont die while taking algebra 2
- drawing class is AMAZING and im so happy to be back in that class
- im making friends at unprecedented speed and tbh im kind of amazed i dont really know how that happened
- swim practice is being a thing!!! we get in the pool for the first time monday and im so happy :D we've been doing conditioning in the meantime and it kinda sucks but im determined to get through it and be a STRONG egg!! so im getting a little bit of muscle cause of training and whatnot :')
- tut is most likely gonna be okay and im so fuckin relieved about that
- i may be going to a convention in december???? that's exciting
uhhhh yeah not sure what else-- today's had its downs but mostly ups and it's been good :)))

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HOW WAS YOUR DAY YOU CUTE LIL BEAN NUGGET PERSON

A LOT BETTER NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE!!!!
i mean that's true but it was also a better day to start with. FOR ONE i found out euthanizing tut probably will not have to be a thing so thank literally everything in existence for that,, weeps,, and uhh yeah suzi was chill w us so THAT'S A THING THAT MADE ME REALLY HAPPY and it's also good to hear that you're doing well!! aaaaaah!!! uhhh ive already got homework (for fuck's sake ap classes suck) but im LOVING psych and spanish and english and drawing so :)))) that's rad. and im looking forward to seeing you again, sometime. oh and we had swim practice today and i almost overheated and that sucked but then it started raining and i was all good
also im learning a lot about wicca and i hope you dont mind having a witchy datemate cause i might end up dabbling in it ;D
so yeah!! everything is looking up!! a lot!!! tysm for asking <3 i love you

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i swear to god i don't blame you at all. sending love and spoons. take your time. <3

shhhhh it's all chill <3 keep ur spoons silly!! you might need a few in reserve in case you're able to visit saturday c: and in any case u should have them ! ill be okay tomorrow just a lot happened today and i need some time to process it all. thank you so so much for understanding aaaaaaaaah i love you so much

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heey i know ur not too happy righ t now but do you have words of wisdom for...idek how to describe th e situation...can i have some nice words?

ive always got kind words for someone in need, specially you <3
im not sure what the situation is right now, but i believe in you. you are strong and you will get through this; whether or not you realize it you are capable of overcoming /so much/. there is so much in life that is cruel and rude and just plain unfair, but we have to remember the good things in life. fighting negativity with negativity will not do very much, and it may seem so hard to do anything else-- hell, you dont even have to do anything else. but dont give up. life is amazing, life is beautiful, and the fact that you are alive is so amazing! you are worth so much and you are beautiful just as you are. no one and no thing can define you except for your own self, so don't let them. be brave. be powerful. be you. you got this.
i love you so much. <3

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im sorry

it's not happening today. talking to my parents i mean. it's been such a shitty day i feel like it's taken a week's worth of spoons and i cant really deal with anything more right now im really sorry...ill try my best tomorrow, i promise. today's just been so emotionally draining i physically cant take any more im sorry please understand i love you so much

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Ooh that's good that's good. Would you possibly be okay with me asking you some stuff about paganism and your experiences of it for some of my research? I like to speak to people when researching rather than just looking up a documentary or book, you see.

Yes, that's absolutely fine! I've been dabbling in Wicca and although I'm not terribly educated at all (and have probably offended more than a few wiccans and pagans, im so sorry, i dont know anything) I would be happy to answer any questions you have to the best of my ability! I'm glad you're doing research on us and perhaps you could share your findings with me as well :P

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You okay?

yes im good and i love you a lot <333 the thing i said was just a reflection on my feelings about what my parents are probably gonna say tomorrow bc im awful excited to actually have permission to see you again but they're probably not actually going to give that permission so yeah...it was also just a culmination of all that's happened in the past lmao
but i am doing very well right now, yes! still kind of ecstatic and possibly dumbly in love. that kind of love where you don't realize you return the feelings until the other person admits to them? yeah that kind of love. i love you.

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sighs

i have the most ridiculous habit of always getting my hopes up. even when i really shouldnt. it annoys me so much but if there's even the slightest chance something might happen some part of my automatically assumes that yes it will happen and i get all subconsciously happy and excited and then it turns out not happening and i feel hurt and misled and upset and it's super dumb why do i even do this???????

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