I feel you ? but you are way skinnier than me. try to forget abt your weight sometimes. you are already goals?❗️? be the way you are. I haven't even started my period hairs are falling everytime urgh
yeah!! and my legs are quite weak. i tend to fall easily :( period havent been here for like 2-3 months alr. gws to you!!????stay strong alrights! we'll get through this?
why do you even want to recover? what for be " healthy " there's nothing wrong for you to be that way, if you feel pretty then why not? but, my dear, you wanted to recover, you KNOW it's unhealthy, you know it's not correct ( not wrong too) .so please, ( iknow it's not easy) but ❤ 自己。我相信你,加油?
ure unhappy about ur weight and size?? but ur very skinny!!
i've been thinking about this for a long time. rmb those times when u guys asked if im anorexic? yeah,i am. this bullshit happened when i was in p3&p4. i was constantly afraid of being fat so i watch my diet and calories intake.however,during those times i didnt know this mental illness was called 'anorexia'. i became severely underweight then.i was so conscious about my weight as thr was a girl in my class back then who was skinny af. i would just keep comparing my body with hers. I recovered in p5,aft tat friend and i went to a different class. Everything was fine until sec1. like anyone else,when u hit puberty,u would gain abit more pounds than usual. So i gained like 4kg like ??. I was really unhappy with my body in Feb/March??I lowered down my calories intake.My period stopped for 4months.My hair was constantly falling off.(Yes,u have to suffer the consequences if you want to be skinny). It lasted for abt half a year until i decided to recover. It was hard but yeah. This yr i began to fast again.This time,it was a lot worst. I would just not eat for the entire day or just have 1-2 small meals that add up to less than 400 calories in total. sometimes im forced to eat with my parents/i had to have lunch with friends.Those meals contains hella lots of calories. I feel disgusted everytime i eat those meals. This also resulted in my bulimia. I would purge out those food that i ate earlier on when im at home. Usually,those anorexia videos on youtube are meant to tell u that anorexia is bad,we should starve. But those videos were somehow a motivation for me instead. Those girls were literally goals. How tiny their thighs,wrists are. Their ribs are so visible. btw,after knowing this, pls dont say things like 'just eat'. This is a mental illness. You just call people to 'just eat'. U think that anorexics dw to eat isit?they dk how eat isit? zz dk to regret posting this or what.
so many things. the way i paddle. failed to teach the sec1s to have self discipline and manners.my current weight and body size. the way i behave arnd people. me keeping everything to myself. me constantly overthinking. wanting to recover but i just cant do it. thr are a lot more but what for list out. listing it out doesnt change anything.