I don't handle them, I stay away from them. If I let them cross my path, it ends up becoming my loss. So I avoid them as much as I can. If this method doesn't work well, I usually tell them to stop bothering me, and if that doesn't work I usually yell. I become discouraged easily and I do want to fight, but I'm usually really weak, so I have to stop myself.
The last thing I bought was a set of 30 sheets of matte sticker paper from Staples. It was expensive, and I kind of wish I was able to buy it online for 15 dollars instead of 18. That was on Friday afternoon, and afterwards I was able to go to Dunkin Donuts with my mom and brother. We paid for the donuts, coolatta and coffee with loose change from a pringles can my brother decided to bring.
Parties with 12 people will be enough for now, thanks.
60 people, don't you mean 60 different ways I'll lose myself?
I'm going to need a wall full of mirrors at that kind of party, you know, so I don't lose myself...?
Someone who is rude to me the first time I meet them really ticks me off. Whether it be annoying side comments or just a nasty first impression, I don't like it of the person is being rude to me on the first day we meet. This is why I don't really like a lot of people, and I end up judging them from a distance. I also tend to overthink things, and everything that stays with me goes with me wherever I may be. I end up thinking too hard about the reasons why they may have been that certain way and it ends up with me feeling horrible about myself.
I take my phone and earphones almost wherever I go. I like listening to music, but it's never really American pop for some reason. My choice of music includes Kpop and Jrock, Game and anime OSTs, EDM, and mainstream punk rock/music and bands that people wear tshirts of, but no one really cares that I listen to: P! ATD, FOB, TØP, and MCR.
I like my snapchat selfies better than my camera selfies for some reason.
I found out at age 3 that Santa wasn't real. I guess you can say that it was one of the first things I understood as soon as I learned the english language. Maybe it didn't happen exactly like that but I remember it being one of the first things I knew.
I don't think I actually knew Santa existed until I was told he wasn't real. I had been absorbed in my homes (because I moved a few times with my family for the first few years of my life/ until I became about 3 or 4.) I spent most of my first three years thriving at home and in places around my home. I don't remember having friends at that age, and I didn't know what those were unless I read them in books. I was raised in what seemed to be a traditional Korean home and I wasn't exposed to much english till I got into Preschool. And according to my parents I had to take ESL in kindergarten.
I honestly don't know how the events of realization occurred to me at such a young age. I might be making this up, and whether it be scary or not, maybe my mind is making this up. Not even I know that.
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My biggest fear or worry is being alone. As yet another person out of roughly seven billion others, I have been dependent on others since I have been born. I'm not saying this out of selfishness or to point out something odd about myself: everyone is dependent. Admit it if you don't want to and accept your fate.
I don't want to be alone. There are so many people out there that could have reached out to me, but they'd rather not associate themselves with me. Having nobody to talk to. If this fear were put into action into my regular life, my contact list would probably be bare, and every social media platform would have no trace of me whatsoever. Being nothing and alone for baing nothing is my fear, something I hope will never happen and I fear that it may happen, no matter how bizarre it sounds.
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I don't know, I have a lot of pet peeves that only come up if I happen to be in the situation. Maybe that's because I often forget about them until I have to deal with them.
I don't really know. I don't seem to understand the concept of having my day made by one thing specifically, or even if it was a series of things. I don't like labelling my day with one word like, "happy," "sad" or "terrible." There are moments in between where the mood feels better or worse, and I think everyone has days like that. I hope everyone does everyday. For some reason, I think it's wrong to label a day with a certain idea, just keep it fresh and unique from the rest. So I can't really say anything made my day, although God did make this day happen, and I enjoyed most of it.
My dream is to be a happy person whose heart and mind are both balanced. I also dream of a society in which money has less value than love, and passion has more value than skill. However if that were our reality, there would be inevitable holes in that society. It is also unavoidable that this is merely a dream, and unless you have the ambition to replicate your dream into your own sureoundings, they will probably never happen and won't just seep into your life. Many people, both good and bad, have changed the world to be the one that we know right now: a world still bustling with change. They had a plan for the future, and they had the power to put it into action. What other people saw of it became what it was. So I can't say for sure if my dream could be a good or bad turn for our world. That's why I'd rather have it stay as a dream, something I would keep in my heart or bring out to share in a time like this. My dream is a dream of one person, one with holes and questionable thoughts, but it is a thought-provoking, interesting thing for me to ponder about.
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Five things I love are:
1) Being the first one awake at my house to feel the refreshing breeze outside and the sound of the early birds chirping.
2) Drawing and painting pictures.
3) My art supplies.
4) My succulents and houseplants.
5) My parakeets Sky and Cloud.
I would live in a big, house-sizes box complete with all the basic household items. Brand name? Not so sure. I'd nees to have space for a bed, small kitchen, a small table and a bathroom.
Sure, why not? They are destined for each other sshshshs
I have visited South Korea (which is where my parents are from) two times so far: once when I was about 2 years old (so I don't remember much), and once in the summer of second grade. I have also visited the London area of England, Paris, France, the area around Jungfraujöch in Switzerland, and a little bit of Milan, Italy.
I would pick brains. With the knowledge I have I'll somehow find a way to attain both brains and beauty at the same time.
