I am really afraid of people... I-I... I suffered so much because of people so I try to avoid humans that could probably hurt me again... believe me... I really... really... really suffered as a pained dog... I-I still feel so bad for someone but... I try to avoid these feelings as good as I can, in vain nh I-I am... I am a bit traumatized. I... I prefer to be hated instead of hurt others and suffer again as beforeit was too much I'm still broken