Ask @xOurConnections:

Did you have any experiments with appearance? Would you like to change anything?

I personally like how I look, the only thing i would change would be my nose. I honestly really hate my nose, its very large and i've never been a fan of it. But we all have that one or two thing we'd like to change about our body. & its okay to want to change something, as long as you don't go overboard with trying to change your body. No one should shame you for you wanting change things. Its your body, your choice as long as your not putting yourself in harms way, everything is all good. :)

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Hello! I was just wondering how you remember scenes! Do you write scenes down as you’re watching the show or do you just have a good memory etc

So writing them down would prob be helpful now that i think about but what i do is i sit down and cut out a whole series in my sony vegas, just all the useable editing scenes i might have to explore. Scenes with good quotes, scenes with a pairing i might want, action scenes, ect. Then i can just copy and paste the scene i want into my editing project and bam, its cut and ready to go. This whole thing takes me a while (its very tiring to do) but its totally worth doing.

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What can get you to watch a show? Maybe a certain kind of ship/character or a certain genre, anything else? :)

I really like a plotline that can hook me in, I like something a little different or complex (I do have a few shows that i like that are trash cuz i have my moments) but for the most part I need something that gets me thinking or interested. I prefer political/fantasy/action/humor dramas for the most part. As for Ships, i need two character with chemistry and a good dynamic.

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What are the qualities you like about your best friend?

@SkullGirl808 has been such amazing best friend in my life, i've known her for more than four years. Even with our ups & downs, she has always come back to my side and has been there for me in times where I was so lost and alone. Missa puts people before herself, and she has seen some of the darker sides of me but fully accepts who i am. & is always encouraging me to get better and stay healthier. I honestly don't know what I'd do without her in my life. I get to go see her in august, and i'm honestly so excited for it! She is the Merlin to my Arthur <3

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What made you want to start vidding? How long have you been vidding for? How did you learn about downloading shows, getting SV, learning to use it etc? What was the first video you made about? And to what song?

I've been editing since 2008 (yep im old) & i honestly can not remember what my first video was. I started using vegas in 09' & used to only amv's but there was alot of things happening in my life so alot of my editing was touch and go for awhile, i had so many accounts over the years.

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Now that you're back to editing, when is your next video going to come out? I've always been such a huge fan of your videos, and i was super sad to see you go.

Okay first off, thank you so much for saying such a kind thing! My videos had never been anything special (like I hated most of them) So to hear something like that from someone is so nice and it makes me even more motivated to finish my 'Come Back' video. Which hopefully will be up sometimes in the next week, it's a multifandom video full of live actions, video games and anime! I've also been playing around in AE so we'll see how this comes out, but im in love with what i have so far.

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Why did you delete your old YT channel!? what happened to you, cuz it just vanished one day and i was extremely confused!

I'll get straight to the point, I was dealing with so much personally shit that I wasn't coping well. My inspiration was completely gone, it really was difficult for me to look at my channel without wanting to cry tbh. I honestly thought i'd never be able to ever edit again, and it caused me a lot of emotional issues that one day i just deleted it (probably was drinking a little too much that night too) Long story short, over the last year I was at my lowest point where i had become someone I really didn't know or like much. Basically, I had a complete mental breakdown... 0/10 would recommend. However, Im back again! I was able to get sorta get my shit together and move away from the situation I had been in and started to create something new for myself. It took a long time, but i was able to get back to my semi-normal self and thus i opened a new channel where i hope i can also create a new start for myself.

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