I'll get straight to the point, I was dealing with so much personally shit that I wasn't coping well. My inspiration was completely gone, it really was difficult for me to look at my channel without wanting to cry tbh. I honestly thought i'd never be able to ever edit again, and it caused me a lot of emotional issues that one day i just deleted it (probably was drinking a little too much that night too) Long story short, over the last year I was at my lowest point where i had become someone I really didn't know or like much. Basically, I had a complete mental breakdown... 0/10 would recommend. However, Im back again! I was able to get sorta get my shit together and move away from the situation I had been in and started to create something new for myself. It took a long time, but i was able to get back to my semi-normal self and thus i opened a new channel where i hope i can also create a new start for myself.
Yes that is one of mine! Thank you! I saddly lost it when my computer crashed. It was one of my best colorings tbh. I really miss that one, so shout out to anyone who might still have it. Please give it to me?
Awww, little things like these make my day.
Im so glad people are moving to Discord, its 10x better. & Yes i do have on, its on my youtube channel if you wish to add me.
I personally like how I look, the only thing i would change would be my nose. I honestly really hate my nose, its very large and i've never been a fan of it. But we all have that one or two thing we'd like to change about our body. & its okay to want to change something, as long as you don't go overboard with trying to change your body. No one should shame you for you wanting change things. Its your body, your choice as long as your not putting yourself in harms way, everything is all good. :)
Its a video for Missa, shuuushh
@SkullGirl808So writing them down would prob be helpful now that i think about but what i do is i sit down and cut out a whole series in my sony vegas, just all the useable editing scenes i might have to explore. Scenes with good quotes, scenes with a pairing i might want, action scenes, ect. Then i can just copy and paste the scene i want into my editing project and bam, its cut and ready to go. This whole thing takes me a while (its very tiring to do) but its totally worth doing.
Here is a little look of what I got : )
I really like a plotline that can hook me in, I like something a little different or complex (I do have a few shows that i like that are trash cuz i have my moments) but for the most part I need something that gets me thinking or interested. I prefer political/fantasy/action/humor dramas for the most part. As for Ships, i need two character with chemistry and a good dynamic.
