I hope you're doing well. I've been busy so I haven't had much time to talk, though I'm not sure if it really matters to you, haha. Anyways, I hope things are going okay for you, 'cause you're great
Thanks :) I do sometimes wonder what happens to anons who stop coming here but at the same time I'm not always sure who is the same anon every time, you know? I kind of just assume. Anyway I'm super busy too but I hope you are doing well
What's the darkest taeny/snsd fic you've read?
Probably something by ml656 (???? Can't remember username) or hellotfk... No particular title is coming to me at this moment but probably something from there
Coincidentally, most of the people I'm closest to are Libras. And I just thought you had some of those qualities. (But darn, I'm usually good at guessing this stuff)
Maybe I'm a libra at heart
Dang, I would've guess Libra or something. I'm a Scorpio, haha. The internet says we are not compatible lmao
That's too bad ;) I'm curious what made you think I might be a Libra?
Can I ask what your zodiac sign is? I could take a guess but if I'm wrong that's sorta embarrassing for me lol
Think Twice is, it's very real and the way Taeyeon acts and how she puts up with what she does makes me shift in my seat, because it bothers me how she lets those things happen but then I realize I'm the same. I cried a couple times while reading it 'cause it all made sense.
cont "I mean, it's almost tough to read (it's super good, though, don't get me wrong) I'm just shitty at conveying how this all made me feel. It made me remember a lot of things but, the feels, wow. Thanks for writing, even if it's tough. (btw, the music Taeyeon listens to in Think Twice is all so great)"
Thank you very much. This is the kind of feedback I appreciate the most, and I like that it was able to make you feel things. Sorry for making you cry although it was kind of intentional, and I'm glad you liked it. Writing Think Twice was probably one of the simplest difficult things I've done, just because all I had to do at that point was let it out. Being able to put it into fanfic form made a big difference to how I was feeling at the time. So, thanks for your comment. (I'm also glad you like the music)
You're my fave
I'm starting to read your fics. Which do you think would be the best story to start with or you recommend?
I suppose Reveur is usually a good start? It's a oneshot
Of all the different characters in your fics, which fic and who was the one you can identify yourself with?
I guess the obvious fic would be Think Twice, bits of all the characters, but the longer I think about it the more fics I would mention, so bits and pieces all over and sometimes nowhere
Do you listen to Nell at all?
How's it goin
Tired and hungry but finally got a chance to play piano recently for the first time in maybe 5 years so that's been cool
Ah. I've come so close so many times in the past few months. Most of the time I want to just stop fighting. And I think about killing myself, but it seems so ridiculous. "You're dying but you want to kill yourself?" Makes me hate myself even more. I dunno, man. I think you're really tough.
I think you're really tough. Too tough. Give yourself a hug
Gone from this place
Mine was scheduled for six years ago and got pushed ten years away. Action doesn't work like that
I won't be here in a year
Where will you be?
Life is just getting me down, yo
So you're about ready to do the limbo, yeah?
Ah, I hope you get the rest that you need. Stay hydrated, too! I always forget about that for myself
Good tip :)
How are you doing?
You put things into words way better than I do. And you're right, I like bands like Blur and Oasis but it's hard not to like gorillaz since of the different styles of songs
i like the world and story of the gorillaz too, they were so creative in the production and development of the characters. it adds another dimension that's very appealing
Since you like gorillaz, do you listen to Blur? Very different styles but same singer
aside from blur hits like song 2 and coffee & tv, i haven't listened to them as much as i might have. they definitely have more of a solid style and it's a style i only sometimes purposely seek out, whereas gorillaz is intended to explore a variety of styles, which is why i like both of them for their differences and that some gorillaz songs are quite a similar style to blur. blur is more a classic concept of a band but it's cool that damon was able to develop another side of his intentions with the gorillaz project.
What kind of music do you listen to?
kpop obviously, but pretty much everything except country and most r&b i guess. lately been listening to a lot of greenday and gorillaz and snsd's first japanese album
I guess I just pick up on that stuff because it's the same for me, so those stories are, I don't know, I guess they're the ones I re-read the most
Ah, then i hope it helps to be able to read something in line with your feelings? i used to require a lot of reading and writing about certain feelings in order to process them
A few of your stories have a reoccurring topic and it makes me worry, but maybe it's just something you're good at writing about. I hope you're doing okay anyway
Thank you for your concern. You are probably right, I think I know what you are referring to
At my best put to test, I'd score average or less
A scientific outcome
I meant I wish I was better at writing stories, bc I don't see poetry taking me anywhere haha! Ofc stories can have that level of feeling, too. I just never seem to be able to convey what I wan't properly, I don't know where to go with it. I have so many little prompts I don't know how to continue.
That's interesting, maybe you should turn them into poems like those really long sagas, haha