you are a good person. you are beautiful and so loved, you just don't see it. and as for the guys; the world is a huge place and you haven't been here very long, you still have a long time to find one man or twenty that will sweep you off your feet :)

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happiness unfortunately isn't guaranteed, things you want aren't always going to be handed to you on a plate. and if you find yourself in a place where you're sad all the time and not feeling positive, you just have to find your happy place again. it helps by talking to your family about how you feel. i know it's not easy and it's going to be so so difficult but you already broke that boundary with me, so you can do it with anyone. they will help you

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http://blahtherapy.com -- a good website for if you ever wanna vent about random shit

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and there's always me. i'm no miracle worker and i probably can't make you feel positive and beautiful but i can sit here and talk to you all day or you can just talk to me and i wont say anything or i can send you funny shit, whatever you want as long as you promise me that you'll get better when you're ready