it's not deep, just enough to bleed a little. lots of people know I do it because my so called bestfriend told everyone. my family doesn't know, only my friends mum. I'm not obsessed or addicted, I have control I just don't really know how else to cope x
I'm sorry you feel like this, it's not nice I know. There are many ways to cope without hurting yourself - have you tried any coping mechanisms at all?xx