Cosmina

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I stayed. I stayed through everything. Through all the lies and the bullshit. Through all the fights. I stayed by your side through thick and thin. I never gave up on you. I gave you so many chances. I always forgave you no matter how much pain my heart was in cause I couldn’t lose you. And none of that meant anything to you. You lost someone who loved you unconditionally. Not someone who just loved you in your best, but in even your worst and darkest moments. I let you walk all over me and push me around. You took advantage of my love because you knew that no matter what you put me through, I would always let you back in. I stood up for you. I loved you with everything I had in me. And I know that from this day on, our memories will haunt me. I’ll wake up in the mornings hoping that your arms are around me just to realize how cold it is without you by my side. I’ll look in everyone’s eyes to try and find ones that make me feel the same as I did when I looked into yours. I will never be able to get rid of the burning in all the places your hands touched. The pounding in my ears does nothing but remind me of the sound of your heartbeat as I lay my head on your chest. I can’t watch my favorite tv shows or listen to my favorite songs because they’re all laced with the sounds of your laugh and your ridiculous dancing. I find pieces of you in everything and one day it will drive me to insanity. And I never thought that the last time I was with you, would actually be the last and the memory is blurry. I can’t remember it that well cause in the moment I didn’t know I would never get hold your hand again or feel your body so close to mine. I still remember all of our best moments and that’s how I’ll choose to remember you too. I’ll remember you in the days we were inseparable. I’ll remember you when we were laughing and kissing and cuddling and we looked like we were almost in love. Almost. I was falling for you but you weren’t falling for me. It was just an act and even though it puts a bittersweet sting on these memories, I will still love them because I can’t love you anymore. And if that’s the closest I can get to feeling like we’re okay again, then I’ll take it because I still need you.✔️✋❤️

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