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По принцип има хора, които ме предразполагат някак с излъчване или не знам, да им говоря много много много... Но това си е до самия човек. Никой не може да го контролира.
Та, какво може да НАПРАВИ?... Ами да бъде искрен, да ми сподели нещо, което смятам за съкровено и да се почувствам готова и аз да му споделя. Все пак, танто за танто. Понякога, обаче, се случва и да почна да говоря, ей, така, без нищо. Не знам защо. Даже не виждам човека. Пишем си. За пръв път. А аз му изливам, едва ли не, всичко. И не получавам почти нищо. Поне не толкова важно и лично, колкото това, което аз му казвам. Или може би аз така усещам нещата, а не съм права? Не знам. И няма как да разбера. Но някак си, този човек има някакво малко влияние върху мен. Не сме се виждали дори. Но го има. Не знам как. И защо. Но е факт.

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Ой, обичам ги тия въпроси :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dSGy40LCBU The knife is planted in my back
I'm the deepest cut
I'm the deepest wound
I'm the deepest lie you ever told
I'm the hardest part
I'm the blackest heart
I'm the darkest night that's way too cold
I'm leaving
I'm the one that's always leaving you
(always leaving you)

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Like drilling holes deeper in my teeth
I fake the smile on my face (I'm leaving)
Constantly shoving your fingers down my throat
You know the best ways to bring the worst outta me

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rM_ysz2ueLc Oh boy, have you seen my head?
I've lost my mind so I forget and
Oh boy, have you seen my heart?
It's beating so loud, I'm falling apart and
Only you can bring me back to life
Only you can put me into right
Tell me when I can breathe again
Oh boy, have you seen my hands?
I can't hold on and I don't understand why
Oh boy, have you seen my soul?
It's under the ground,
I'm out of control
Only you can bring me back to life
Only you can put me into right
Tell me when I can breathe again
Say you love me, true

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mhj15W23IjA I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

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And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

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And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

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Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

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Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

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Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

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Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXlzci1rKNM I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

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But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

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She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs
Runs

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Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2a3q0KDnjUY I’m not strong enough to stay away,
Can't run from you,
I just run back to you.
Like a moth, I’m drawn into your flame,
Say my name, but it's not the same.
You look in my eyes, I’m stripped of my pride.
And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to its knees

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And it's killin’ me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I’m so confused,So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if i try to win the fight, my heart would overule my mind.
And I’m not strong enough to stay away

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Има и още обаче Аск не ми дава -.-, а текстовете са основната част от мен.

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