I could be clingy as fuck and describe a perfect girl but really there is no such thing. If you fall in love with someone you will find her perfect despite all the imperfections she has. So the perfect girl is just the girl you fall in love with without looking at her physical features.
Yes By cutting your eyelids off so you would not be able to close your eyes then rape every single female you have ever loved in your life then kill them right before your eyes and make you watch