These days I haven't been sleeping, staying up, playing myself leavin'. When your birthday passed and I didn't call. And I think about summer all the beautiful times, I watched you laughing from the passenger side. Realized I loved you in the fall.. And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was "goodbye". So this is me swallowing my pride, standing infront of you saying "I'm sorry for that night." And I go back to December all the time. It turns put freedom ain't nothing but miss you, wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December, turn around and change my mind. I go back to December all the time.hitamealikeaatonaofabricksayoa(-;