ive tried that so many times but the addiction becomes too much to handle .:(
you have to let yourself get better, other wise you wont I know it's hard, and you feel as if you can;t but you can. you're happiness is limited to what you limit it to. you can recover. You just have to let yourself recover.
hey boo, you'll see this when you wake up and activate your account again anyway, you deactivated before I got to say good night so I'm writing you a paragraph. well, there's so much I've told you already, about how I feel for you, but there's still so much more to say, you mean so much to me it's unreal. you're perfect. Flawless. there's no other way of putting it, you literally define the word because I can not find one flaw in you, your appearance or your personality. You're beautiful, you're literally stunning. you're hair, you eyes, you face, everything, it's indescribably perfect. You have the best personality ever, it's perfect to me. But the main reason you mean so much to me is the way you treat me and the way you make me feel. Whenever I'm feeling down or low or whenever something happens all I have to do is think of you and everything feels better. all I have to do is remember your name. And I can not stop thinking about you, I wake up you're the first person I think off. At school I can't even concentrate because I'm thinking of you. when I get home you're the first person I talk to. and at night your the last thing I think of, even when I'm sleeping you're on my mind. there's a lot more I could say, but I'm knackered I love you so so much baby, how this made you smile. You're my everything x